Pictorial

hi punkettes...

Just some random pictures....

I just like the ray of light there.

The picture mural in WRSS. At least my face is on it somewhere.

I just freaking adore this little lady. My 4 year old cuzin, Natasha.

Some of my poster collections, these are recent. I'm going to buy more.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika

Too Many I Can't Choose.

hi punkettes...

Today, I decided to clean out the shoe rack and whoa, i gathered all my heels and these are my collection. 8 pairs of heels. Haha. I've got 3 more, but I decided to throw them away since I can't wear it anymore. Mum said, instead of throwing, I should give them to my cuzin. But I told mum that they can't fit in. So, off to the rubbish bin.


Kyra! Look, I still keep the heels that you gave me for my bdae. Haha! I just bought the black pointed shoes last week and I adore it a lot!! Haha.

I was watching Music Bank on KBS, and Big Bang is No.1!! Haha! Yippee. I'm like a mad woman in front of the TV, screaming for Big Bang. Haha. Nvm.

My family went to buka at my grandma's house yesterday. Gosh, my aunt cooked laksa! I'm crazy. Haha! I love laksa especially with Udon noodles. Fuh! Yummy! But my aunt cook it with normal laksa noodles, I'm fine with it. I ate like 3 full bowls of it with lots n lots of Cockerels! Yes, I do eat quite a lot when someone cooks my favourite food. Haha!

And there was Pengat Pisang especially for me! Aww, aunt you're so sweet! Haha. She knows that i love Pengat Pisang too. Mum brought some of it home, and I didn't get to eat much cuz Nadia ate it. Hmph! Nvm.

Ok now, I can't wait to meet my Old wrps peeps on Friday! We're going to AMK Hub Seoul Garden. We're gonna buka together. Yay! I miss them lots.

The other day, Mimi told me that she saw my ex-bf working at Siam Kitchen in CP. I was like, "huh?", "Which?". She says that he look like chinese but he is malay. Huh? I don't have any ex that look like chinese but is a malay. I am totally confuse. Mimi also said, that the whole school knows about me n this so called 'my ex'. What? I am really damn confuse.

That's about it for now,
toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

Strangely, I Miss The Class

hi punkettes...

yesterday was my cognitive faci's bdae. so one of her friend, bought her a cake and we're supposed to surprise her with it during the 3rd meeting.
so kasminah, ain and i kept it at the other classroom, it was an empty classroom. oh boy, i swear the 3 of us are going to freeze to death. it was super cold i tell ya!

i supposed to keep on a lookout for mrs anne, but i was caught. haha! but nvm. the surprised still work though. haha. and omg! the cake was chocolate cake. i was so tempted!! i couldn't resists cakes!! seriously i couldn't resist it. bt i am able to control. amanda was feeling kinda guilty eating in front of me, azri and zul. haha. bt we kept telling her that it's ok.

ok that was yesterday.

today, i supposed to have the photoshoot with kyra and erika. but I wasn't prepared. i have bad skin. sorry girls, we'll do it some other day. i promised.

i didn't come to school today, cuz firstly, mum said that she wanna go to the hospital to visit my aunt with me. but she cancelled it. dang!! if not, i'll be already in school. so im kinda pissed.

but strangely...

i miss the class. yes, i miss W35Q. i dunno y, but strangely i miss them. their wackyness, gilaness, their "whoo during presentation"ness. Hahaha.
but it's a good thing that they're not horny as my W35B. speaking of them. i was in convo with them in class on wednesday. all kind of dirty horny gay stuff come out. typical. and ling! omg! i felt like killing you on that day. she kept on dissing me with khan. Azri and I kena rape by her. My body aches! Hahaha. Your claws to sharp.

for example...
in the convo, they were cursing and swearing. and i was like, "im fasting ppl! plz dun break my fast." then khan replied saying my period will come after i come home. then Ling replied, "khan go check ah," and "heavy or not?" omg!! ling! i was feeling so paiseh! hahaha. haiz.

Lesson learnt:
I'm not going to have a msn convo with W35B during the fasting month again. I cannot tolerate your horny crapness this month. Ok. Haha!

Ok let's move away from school.
I've already watched SUJU's movie. Hahaha. Quite hillarious. I never expect the attacker to be Kibum. I suspected Donghae all along. And leetuek! The Panda! So random. Well he wants to be in the movie so bad cuz he was involve in d accident and became the Panda. Haha!

SUJU's new MV, Don't Don. It's totally different. Reminds me of Rain's vid of I'm Coming.
It is so nice to see Kyuhyun back in action again. Eventhough, he appeared in the MV for like 30 secs only. But that's a message saying that he is back. Kyuhyun darl, recover 100% soon aye! Hwaiting!! I gotta comment on Kangin-shi, u shave your nice hair makes u look fat. To me, with hair, you look muscular, but bald, makes u look fat. Honestly. Haiz.

Ok, anyways, I can't wait to get back in sch on Monday. Cuz i miss the class. Aww. Haha!
Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CEDRIC!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

All Black.

hi punkettes...

W35Q was the All Black yesterday. Most of Us wore black and I'm the mastermind.
And we're fed-up with the faci. Enuf said!

After I came home from school, mum said my aunt(my adik, Nadia's mum) was in hospital cuz of heart problems. I was quite shock. But I believe that everything gonna be alright. I'm proud of Nadia cuz, while her mum is in hospital, she still kept her cool being happy as per normal. But deep inside I know that she is worried sake for her mum.


Erika was having problems with her internet connection yesterday and I went to her crib to fix the problem. And nope, not working.

I'm tired. Lazy to blog.

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

TVXQ/DBSK/THSK Msia Concert.

hi punkettes.

ok, i saw this at Kasminah's twin sister blog and it is the first time I'm seeing it.
I'm kinda slow. Haha.

So........DBSK's Msia Concert! 24 November 2007!!!!!!!! Omg!!!

PLZ PLZ PLZ....Let Me Go.
Aunt!! Help me buy the concert tickets plzz.
I wanna buy the RM 380 one.

PLEASE!!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO!! I think there's a chance, cuz my family usually go to KL around that perious. Yippee!! Please!! Let me go to that concert! I wanna meet my hubby! Hero Kim Jaejoong!!

Erika, If I am going, IF ONLY, I might be buying a ticket for you. So we can watch our hubby live in action!! Haha!!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Pictures! My Promise.

hi punkettes
as promised the pics...

Friday:

The Sept Babies!

The Geylang Serai Gang. Haha! Gosh!

From left: Kas, Ain, Zul, Me, Dian, Khai, Azri.

Haha! Cedric! Wei Yang, Nice One!

W35Q's First Class Photo Ever.

Saturday:

These were taken at Spotlight in PS. We're playing dress up.

Sunday:

Faraheda Natasha! Im quite surprised that she wanted to me to bath for her instead of her sister.

My cuzins.

From left: Fatin(15), Ayu(14), Me(18).

Here we are again, Cam-whoring. Haha. I just realised that my complexion is the fairest among them. Haha! Thank to Fair n Lovely lotion.

And again...Haha! There's more. I'm quite lazy to post.

So that's all basicaly the pics of my weekends. Haha!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Updates Galore!

Hi punkettes

I’ve already promised Azri, Ain & Kas to update my blog here it is. =)

Friday:
Well, a week of school had just passed and it’s awesome!
I love my new class, damn hyper!!
We’ve only know each other for 5 days, and but we’re like know each other, like forever. Haha!

Well on Friday, it’s Khai’s bdae. So during first break, a bunch of us went to CP to buy cake. We bought a coffee cake at Bengawan Solo. Eventhough it’s Khai’s bdae but the cake is for Cedric too. Cuz his bdae is like exactly a week after Khai’s.

Today’s module is quite okay, but I don’t like the faci. We call her Olive Oyl. Popeye’s wife. Cuz the faci look so like Olive.

2nd break, we celebrate the Sept babies bdae! We managed to get creams on both of their faces. Khai’s was worst. Cedric got a cream goattie. Hahaha. We had fun! We took our first ever class photo ever!

The class is damn hyper but the facilitators are so damn weak. I mean, ridiculous! Nvm. Haiz. Endure for 15 weeks more. Haha.

After school’s over, Azri,Yvonne, Ush, Ling and Me played pepsi cola outside class. Hehe. The last time I played this game was during FFP summer camp, at the lawn outside E2.

I got hold of 2 new games already. 1 is CS and the other one is Super Mario! Haha. I want to get my CS skills back before I could challenge the peeps in class.
I’m so looking forward to a class chalet in December. Can celebrate Chye’s bdae also.

Saturday:
Honestly, I thought of sleeping the whole day because I really need some bloody sleep. But then Fiqah wanted to go out with us. Well, all us agreed. But not all of us came, except for Safiah, cuz she got last minute change of plan. Fiqah, you are sick yet you wanted to go out. Haiz. Nvm.

So we went to Orchard and walk around. I bought a belt for myself. Around 4pm, Kyra and Fiqah went home, while Erika and I went to PS and Coolzone.

After that I quickly rush home, change my clothes and went to my aunt’s house for buka.
Most of my relatives was there. My mum’s rojak mamak was the hot favourite of the day. Finished in minutes. Haha.

I went home feeling knackered. I’m so tired and bloody sleepy.

Sunday:
I woke up early cuz mum wanted to go Johor. Mum expect to be ready in just 30 mins. I normally took about an 1hr! With the time given, I just dress up casually without putting any make-up on. Ish! I feel so naked. Haha!

It was raining heavily when we got out of the house. We drop Dad at Kranji cuz he is going off to work and I took over the front seat. Haha. Thank god traffic was smooth. So we arrived at my grandma's house at about 10am exactly.

After sitting down for a few hours, Mum, Bro, Nadia, my grandma and I went to Angsana by car. It's quite troublesome to shop when my grandma is around. Haiz. Cuz old woman walk slow and mum wanted to shop fast. But I don't know how we managed to shop quite a lot.
I bought myself a pair of heels.

Then we went to the Bazaar Ramadhan near my grandma's house and bought some food. Yummy! Haha. Eating together with your relatives all at once was fun, don't you think? I'm so called the eldest there, so I have to take care of my other cuzins. Haha. Penat aku layan diorang.

After buka, 5 of my cuzins and I watched Simpsons The Movie played on my laptop together. Yes, I brought my laptop along. Haha.
At about 11pm, we went back home to Singapore. And omg, traffic jam at the Johor Customs! Argh! It took about 2hours just to clear the traffic jam. I couldn't listen to music on my phone cuz it ran out of battery! So i was dead bored in the car. And Nadia, who was sleeping on my shoulders was drooling on me. Urgh!!!! EEEEE!!!

So we arrived safely home at about 2.30am, darn I was sleepy. So we sahur very early that day instead of the normaly 4.30am. After sahur, I went to dreamland.

Monday:
Hence, today I woke up late and I missed school. The message tone of my phone rang and I woke up. It was from Azri asking whether Am I going to school or not. I look at the clock, DANG! It was almost 10am! School starts at 9 and I woke up at 10am. Haiz!! So nvm.

Then, mum asked me to do some chores like sweeping the floor and 'petik taugeh'! Haha. Haiz.
And later, I need to go Jurong to send some food to Dad's workplace.


I will post the Friday pictures soon. I promised!

Toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

New Semester

Hi punkettes…

While my other friends are having my holidays, I’m starting school again. Haiz!

Today is the first day of school of the new semester. Well, I confess that I’m pretty nervous meeting the new classmates. But they were so friendly. I met ling to school, cuz we’re in the same class. Then go up class, W35Q.

We opened the door and there were greetings. They were uber friendly. Haha! Then we got into our groups and started to mingle. I’m team with Kasminah, Yimei, Jave and Cedric. The class was kinda noisy and yeah, it’s cool. I bet this gonna be a hyper class like my horny monkeys and goat class, W35B!

I have fucking problem with msn today. I can’t add people. We were exchanging msn and I added some of the class but after I added 16ppl, I can’t add more. Huh?

What a way to start the new semester, SCIENCE! Damn, I just totally hate science!
My teammates were so stress about it. Furthermore, I’m the leader of the day. Great! Haiz! Sorry to those that I chat with on msn today and hear me complain. Haha! Can’t help it, today is like so sian. Haha.

My presentation went quite well. Eventhough it’s the new class, I have no fear of presenting at all. Wow! Haha. So erm, that’s my first day of school. I’m looking forward to know the rest of the class.

I went home with Ct and Zakia. We shared our stories about our new class. Then met Saleha at CP for a while. I arrived home at 6.30pm.

My god! Mum nags again on how she really wants me to be the housewife material type of girl. Then she blabbers about when she was about my age, she know how to do all the housework in the house. She thinks that all I don’t know what is the meaning of hardship. $^@*%#! I can’t curse. I feel like crying after she say that I dunno the meaning of hardship, but I just keep quiet. @#$%^&! I feel like cursing, but I can’t. Fasting month.

So basically that is my first day of school.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

It's Britney,Bitch!

hi punkettes...

damn, i am so tired yesterday. I spend the whole day cleaning out my room.
all the bloody dust made me have a flu! i was sneezing all the time!!
then i found my old diary and i read it back again.
haha. i was rolling all over the floor laughing for the stupid stuff that i wrote.
talking about my crushes, friends, enemies etc etc.
looking it back, i thought, "what was i thinking? im like an idiot writting these stuff!"
haha.nvm. that was old story.

then at night, my cuzins came. kak mizah n mimi. well kak mizah want me to help her do the editting of a video interview with her lecturer whereas mimi just a plain busybody. Haha!
it was already 1am, still haven't finish.
right now im waiting for her to come again to finish this thing.

ive downloaded britney's newest song called gimme more. the song is a dance retro track. quite catchy. i like it. the beginning it says,"it's britney, bitch!" Yeah. The bitch is back. Haha!

to ling: ling! sorry, i couldnt go shopping with you at amk hub. sorry! i promise i would make it up to you! go sch with me tmr! call me!

I was bored and i browse some super junior pictures on the net. And this is what i come across:



kangin, shave off his hair! this was taken during his radio show. haiz.




this is him before. his smile! won me over. oppa! i miss your hair!

well.nvm. he is still the bad boy. and i cant wait for super junior newest album that will be released on 20 Sept! Yay! All 13 of them altogether ever since the accident! Im excited!

that's about it for now.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

My Prince Died

hi punkettes..

i've finished watching all 20 episode of the devil drama.
my handsome lawyer was stabbed, and he accidentally killed the detective.
so both of them died in the end. my prince died. tisk tisk. i cried at the last part. haiz.

anika, you're such a crybaby!

for the past few days, i am working. working as delivery girl. Haha!
yeah, my mum cook some dishes n i would deliver it to my grandma's house. Haha!
and then, grandma will talk n talk on how useless she is, her children nvr called her. the same old grandmother story. She would ask the same old question repeatedly. Haiz. I understand. As usual, we, as her grandchildren have to endure.

a part of me wanna go to school and the other part dun wanna go back to school. haiz!
need some motivation!!

i've changed the song to big bang's latest song called lies. its a new sound from them instead the same old hip hop beat. it's like a new genre for big bang to try. kudos!

i need new games on my laptop!! cuz im getting sick n tired with the ones in my laptop now. i've alr finished playing need for speed most wanted. pro evolution soccer sick n tired of it, transformer completed, dawn of war getting bored of it. i need new games!! Haha! anyone?

hear me complain n whines again. Haha!

anika, stop whining!
that's my alter ego saying it.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Bloody Moodswings

hi punkettes...

so ok now, here me complain.
why everyone in this house has bloody moodswings today?
its the only the first day of fasting month, and ppl having moodswings?

After dad came back from work, mum suddenly brings up about the mess in my room.
I just lie down on the floor watching TV. And dad would like me to bring down the posters in my room. Mum threatens that she would tear it up. Haiz. Feeling so fuck up at that moment for a while. Why can't I watch TV peacefully? I only had 1 celeb poster up on my wall. Then mum brings up about bro again and i was like, "here we go again..." I have no choice bt to bring down my celeb poster down before mum tears it down.

i tot i was going to sleep last night after being online. bt nah, i stayed up. Haha. Until 4am, basically watching The Devil. Erika has finished the series earlier than me! How can it be! Haha. Bt i was bz on the 2nd week or else i shld finish it by now. I'm watching the last epi tonight.
Then at 4am, help mum to prepare for sahur and basically i slept at 5.30am.

Shout out to mimi: Hey you! You've made my eyes swells from crying! Haha.

Mimi lent me a korean movie called Once In A Summer and yeah, it made me cry. Yes it was! I'm a sucker when it comes to these kinds of movies. Haiz. Haha. Don't give me these kind of movies again or else my eyes will become swollen. Haha!

This comes out of random. My son boiboi had died cuz I killed him. Haha! He rather be dead than suffer for his life from a disfunctional family. Haha! The End.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

I Have A Son Name Boiboi.

hi punkettes..

ok today is like my 3rd time going to town within a week.
2 times with mimi and today with Saleha.

we basically went shopping. saleha bought most of her stuff.
first it was a purple addidas shoes, addidas wallet. then purple crumpler bag. haha.
she had the thing for purple today. and its getting into me as well.

but...

i wanna say a very very huge thank you to Saleha for the Crumpler bag you bought for me worth of 100+ bucks!!!! Thanks girl!! Remind me not to go shopping with you again. Haha. Just joking. and today we rock our shades off. Haha!

I slept at 4am yesterday. (i know i shld slp early nowadays). bt i was online talking crap. sorry, can't help it, i was bored. Hehe. and yesterday, i know that i have a son name boiboi. thanks to that irresponsible father, saiful and the crazy mother, safiyah. Haha. boiboi was hit by a car by the mother. and i was the so called part-time mother to take care of boiboi, since both parents heck care about him.

so ok, that was my crap yesterday while talking to saiful. i was bored actually. sorry!

To Ling: Eh! Go to school with me on Monday. We same class again! Yay! Haha!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Bz week!

hi punkettes...

damn, i have a very bz week. yeah!
monday - sunday. damn bz that i couldnt even update my blog. Haha!

as the previous post, wednesday was a blast with all my friends in sentosa.
i had a great time. once again, sorry i couldnt stay for the night bbq.

then on thursday, a very tiring day.
i had a very long day.
well, i signed up for this AFA film making workshop in school.
students from la salle n ntu came too.
i was speechless, i mean they were talking about filming,camera stuff, the stuff that i didnt know that much and i really dont know what to say.

they even ask me what am i majoring in. i was like huh? major in what? i have no major in anything. oh well. than we have to break into groups consisting of 3 diff sch in each team. my team consists of yvonne(la salle), kent(la salle) and nicole (ntu).
i must say that kent really look like simon amstell. gd thing he didnt talk like simon. but he always ends a sentence with 'right'. haha.

so thursday is shooting day.
then friday is editting day. i was sick.

i really learnt a lot in this workshop. yes i really do. im inspired to make a short film myself. now that i have my own video camera! yay!
To my girls D100Dgreez: let's make a short film with our script that we made before aye?
Haha.

My team's film was great. cool! bt i like simah's team vid, it was cute! boiboi! hahahaha
my head was getting heavier as i watch the other team's presentation. i dunno why. probably i dun eat that much. or i dun eat well. haiz.

On saturday, i've already promised my cuzin, mimi to go out with her to take her hp yg dh jatuh jamban back. The phone repairing was under my name. So i have to be there to take it back. Unfortunately, the phone cannot be fixed as it was already corrupted. The phone drop inside the toilet bowl already, so corrupted with water. Padan muka! Haha!

The both of us went shopping for a while around orchard. Mostly at far east bt some at topshop.

Hmm, today. Nothing much. Except that i went to a relative's wedding. Then bro came back from Tampines and he had changed the old cable tv set-top box with the digital one. Yippee!! Haha.

Then at 7.30pm, the asian premiere of HSM2. I must say, the storyline was ok. Finally Ryan had stand up for himself against her sister Sharpay! Haha! Favourite part of the movie, hmm, of course the 2 cuties part, I Don't Dance! The part where Gabriella when apart from Troy was a bit teary for me. Haha. I was almost in tears. Truthfully speaking. I'm sucker for those kind of scenes. Hehe.

I guess I going to watch late night movies again.
Oh ya Erika, I can watch KBS!!! Yay!! Haha.

well that's about it for my bz week. 1 more week to go before school's open. summer gonna be over soon. and also puasa gonna arrive soon too.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Fun but Tired.

hi punkettes...

I'm tired, sleepy and my body is aching.
But...

I HAD A WHOLE LOTTA FUN!!
Yeah! I had a blast with my friends in sentosa.
I'm gonna miss them so much. Tisk tisk.
Hehe.

Sorry guys I couldn't stay for the BBQ or else I'll be dead.
Bt I had a blast!
Hope to see you guys often in school!!! W35B!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

My Misery Was Cause By Me

hi punkettes...
the lyrics of a song i wrote today called I Am The One To Blame.

I Am The One To Blame

My eyes are red from excessive crying.
I’m sorry that I’m causing you to be hurt all the time.
I finally realized that now I am wrong.
I wish you can give one chance for me to prove.

All I have to do is not to be afraid.
But I have to be true to my heart.
And I’m sure everything will be fine.
In order to be safe, I have to save myself.

I am in the wrong side of life all along.
I am so stubborn for not following your guidance.
I am so stupid to realise that you were right.
I have to blame it all to myself, not to you.

Give me time to mend myself back together.
I’m shattered and weak at the moment.
Once again, I want to apologise my wrong doings.
Because, I Love You.

I suffered all my life all because of me.
I cause my own misery.
I cause my own life to be shattered
What have I’ve done?

I am the one to blame.


Sorry mum. I've realised that I'm wrong. Sorry.


Kayla Anika

Heartbreaking

so here's the story:

I must say is the saddest day of my life.
Why?

Today is a special day but someone just make my heart really really hurts.

This is what I have to say:

Mum,
Today is meant to be a special day for you. Cuz it is your birthday.
But now you have hurt the feelings of your son and of course your daughter.
Just because we didn’t wish you earlier today, that doesn’t mean that we didn’t care.
Do you know that we plan to buy a cake for you and celebrate it with you?
Since Aunt had bought a cake for you, so it is best to celebrate it using that cake.
But you seem never to appreciate it, when you said that, “Why must there be a cake then you 2 want to wish me?”

Those words really hurts us both. Do you know what is the meaning of celebration?
Have you ever wish us Happy Birthday on our bdae? I think never. Not ever. But we never complain. Cuz we both know that you know it is our bdae. So stop being sensitive!

Why are you such a complainer? We both don’t know what to say. What do you actually want? We try to make you happy.

After mum said those harsh words, I can see that bro is really upset. It is unusual that bro lock himself in the room after work. I can see that he is upset. I try to hold back my tears, but I just couldn’t help it. I think she can see that my eyes started to get teary. Cuz it is really hurtful.

Now I look at the present that bro and I bought, I don’t feel like giving it to her. I’m afraid that she won’t accept it. Bro and I bought a phone for mum, but I’m afraid that she doesn’t want to use it. We bought it for her to use, so that we both can contact her easily whenever she wants to go out. I just don’t know mum, I just don’t know whether to give it to you or not. I’m afraid of the outcome.

Ok. Fine. Now. I try not to take it too hard. But I’m upset.

I wanna say thank you dad, for cheering us up. Family dinner was awfully quiet today. So, thank you dad.

Toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

I Pass!

hi punkettes...

im glad that i pass all my modules....esp science!!yay!!
i might be happy now, bt deep inside, i am upset about something. I write in here later...
in the meantime here are my grades:

A101
Basic Sciences I
B 3.0

G101
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving I
B+ 3.5

A111
Computing & Mathematical Methods I
C+ 2.5

G105
Enterprise Skills I
C+ 2.5

G103
Introduction to Communication Practice
B 3.0

overall: 2.9

.......
i'll post my heartbreaking story for today later....