We Are

hi punkettes...
Current Activity: Tiny Toons Adventures: Buster's Hidden Treasure Walkthrough.

Another youtube-ing activity. Seriously I think I'm hooked of watching video game walkthrough lately and this time I take myself back in time about a decade and a half ago where Sega Genesis was popular. And Tiny Toons was one of my favourite games at that time, I always play this game. Unfortunately I didn't manage to finish the game, cuz I was stuck at one point at the Pirate Ship. So now, I decided to watch the walkthrough and see what happened in the end.

I've finally gotten myself a job. Hahaha. Thanks to dad. Well he's the one who wanted me to work so much before I begin my holidays, mum nevertheless agreed as always.

The family gathered in the living room and watch old home videos cuz Bro recently bought a new DVD player to replace the old one which had gone haywire. We laughed a lot and seeing a lot of past memories and remembered the people who had left the world in the video. I was also embarrassed by the fact that I witness how I was like during my 'tomboy' days. Argh, short hair, super thick skinned. Hahahaha. I was a boy...LOL! It's so good to have this quality time with the family.

It feels so good to be a happy pill to your friends. At least there's someone to make them happy when they're down. Don't you think so? So I'm gladly to lend you my ear to listen to your frustrations.

Whoa, Dad, Bro and Mum is sick with cough & flu. I don't wanna be next in line. No way!!
Hopefully I don't get the virus from them.

Before I'm going to start working, I'm gonna start watching Hana Yori Dango Korean version. Hehehe. Ok Ok, I know I'm slow. Should have start watching earlier when it first aired, bt I want to let a few episode aired first then I will watch.

Hmm, It seems like my cuzin, Izan will be joining RP. Hahaha, welcome to the school cuzin. And finally you will soon have your own rightful laptop.

Anything else? I've changed the song to We Are by DBSK, it's the 8th/9th opening song for One Piece. I've ditch this anime quite a while and now I'm watching it back again.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Typical Typical

hi punkettes...

Have you ever feel that sometimes you're unappreciated? I can't stand it.
How does it feel when people blame you for their mistakes? It's omg!! Argh!
Oh well, nvm. I don't know when this heart of mine can take it, I'll 'Just Go With The Flow'.

Ok anyways, I think I don't wanna maintain my current bangs, I'll keep it long or style it in different ways I can think of. Why? because I don't want to be typical. 2 of my cuzins are having bangs so I don't wanna be in the 2.
It's just me, I don't like being typical, because they're boring.
Mat Reps & Minahs are the perfect example of 'TYPICAL', that's why I hate them.
Being different and also being myself is my main style.
Dressings, Hairs, Fashion are my sub style. You can say it whatever, but it's just me.
Speaking of fashion, one more thing, when I saw some auntie wearing something that I wear, I won't wear it anymore. You know how sometimes those 'aunties' wants to be youthful but look absolutely wrong.
If anybody is cramping my style, I have to look for another style and call it my own.

A few things that I've learnt something from the 'Problematic Months'.
1. When ppl are in love, you definitely cannot do anything to it even if it changes the person's personality.
2.Do whatever is right, even if people may think you're wrong.
3. Just Go With The Flow.
4. Be absolutely fine if someone doesn't agree with you.
5. Pray a lot and hopefully God will answer your prayers, cuz he answered mine.

This is a shoutout to Azri,
Dude! When are we going to have the 'Sweeny Todd' themed photoshoot?
Sounds like fun! When? Where? How?

Ok then, I'll end it here.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Nampyun, Saranghae!

김재중 씨, 생일척하해!!!!!!

Yes, It's his bdae! Yippee!
Happy 23rd/24th Birthday!(He is 24 in Korean Age)

Message to dear husband:
Seobang,
Saengil Chukhahaeyo!
Don't you know I had a hard time trying to edit this picture of yours.
It's too perfect to do anything on it. That's why I keep it simple for you.
The lunar new year falls on your birthday, how amazing!
It's the year of the ox, oppa!
An eclipse going to be seen on your birthday too, isn't it awesome?
Anyways, I hope 2009 will be a good year for you.
I've said this so many times, do take care of yourself.
I guess you're going to spend your birthday in Japan.
Don't forget, I'll be waiting with the rest of your fans.
So don't worry too much that we'll forget you. We'll never forget you.
Remember this oppa, Darkness will never exists in the presence of light.
There's a light to guide you whenever you are.

어빠,행복해!

사랑해요

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

toodles...cheerio
가일라 아니가
[Kayla Anika]

Hanbok Gorgeous!

Happy 19th Birthday to 'The Young Rain' Lee Junho!

Doesn't he look like Rain? Lol!
So anyways, Junho-yah, Work Hard and Play Hard with 2PM!
Take care of yourself, that's the most important thing.
Keep on smilling!

A few pics of 2PM with Hanboks (Korean Traditional Clothing):
Jaebum's Hanbok is so flowery in the first 2 pictures. Doesn't suit him but it's cute though.
2PM Hwaiting!

Oh, And Happy Birthday to Fadillah! Sorry babe I can't come to your bro's wedding today.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Baby Cookie Monster

hi punkettes...
Current Activity: Watching Resident Evil 3: Nemesis Walkthrough.

Ah, Yes, this has been an habit lately for me, Youtube-ing. And right now at another tab,I am watching RE3 Nemesis walkthrough. It's an old game, but one of those few unlikely game that I've played. The first time I saw this game when my cuzin was playing it at his PC, and I got nightmares over it, and then finally I got the courage to play it again.Damn that nemesis is super annoying and he comes at random time. Hahaha. I remember my friend, RD was playing this game at my house when we were about Secondary 2 and Kyra, Erika, few other friends and I were screaming, "SHOOT AT THE HEAD! SHOOT AT THE HEAD!" when the zombie came. We were all so panicky. I still have the game on my PS1. I will never sell my PS1 cuz that's my birthday present my dad bought me when I was 12.

Fiqah came by to the house today because I told her so. Actually we're suppose to meet at Admiralty Mac bt then, Mum went out without the keys. So I couldn't go out, I call her to come instead. Well, she want me to teach her some basic HTML and also repair her thumdrive which apparently has a virus. I did it! Hahaha. Tensai when it comes to this. Hahaha.

I fell asleep as soon she went home then I woke up with a call from Huda. She was asking me whether I am coming to school tmr or not, though I declare my holiday yesterday, well I think I'll come to school for her. Hahaha. I plan to skip tmr, but well, I'll go to school tmr. PHP faci isn't that bad. Hehehehe.

I was blog hopping and then I found a photo from Impy's blog, it's so cute, a baby sleeping with a cookie monster, which I have something in common.


Hahahaha. My photo was taken by none other than my cuzin, Nadia. I don't know when this was taken, but I think during one of those days I came back from going out(notice the eyeliner is still there) and then too tired that I fell asleep. LOL! Thank you to my girlfriends in school for the cookie monster. I want big one can?!! Hahaha! Cookie Monster has been my sleeping buddy ever since.

Before I end this post, I wanna thank god for answering my prayers. I am glad that everything went back to normal, I guess. =)



toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Bolero

The single is out tmr.
I have fallen in love with this song once, and I wouldn't mind falling for it again.
In the meantime, I've changed the song again.
And I declaring my holiday starting from today!
Yay!

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

This Is Freaking So True

hi punkettes...

Dang! Dang! Dang! Dang! Dang! I am so Moodless in class.
I got a bad hair day, that's why I wore a cap to school. My fave white Converse cap.
I did all my work already so now what is left it to SLACK!
I was blog hopping and I found this from Azri's blog. This is true shit!
It is like horroscope but I found this much more reliable.
Try it out, the ColorGenetics at http://goldinuniverse.com/

This what I found about me, I'll bold the ones I find that is so true.

Name: Fiza
Date: 1/19/2009
Colorgenics Number: 65321470

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You appreciate the better things of life and you don't particularly want to strive in order to achieve them. What a pity you were not born into the Gentry with servants, etc. Unfortunately - life is not like that. You have the ability to be whatever it is that you would like to be but you must make the effort.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. [A lot of people say I have this ability]
You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there.
You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties.
You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. [Choosy in life partner, yes I am]
You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness.
[OMG! This is so true, though I have a lot of friends, but at certain times I do experience inner loneliness, very lonely.]

Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do!
[My mum always said this to me, I do whatever I like to do and whatever I think I can do, I DO THEM REGARDLESS OF ANYTHING]

It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
[Another true statement, my first impression is not good with others, ARROGANT, my best friends, my poly friends and also others have this impression, and I think cuz of my 'DO EVERYTHING' attitude, it's so true]

There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.
[I always wanted to go somewhere conflict free]

Try this thing out, and you'll be amaze like me, when I found it so true. Hahaha!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Until Whenever

hi punkettes...

I can't believe that my Ezlink card is spoilt!! How did it get spoilt?! Argh...damn it!!
I can't go anywhere far since my ezlink card is spoilt...Hmm, i hope dad got an extra one.
1 more week till school is officially out for 2 months. Fiqah is so gonna kill if I said this in front of her. Hahaha. Don't worry babe, your time will come. But in the meantime, if you need any help for your project, I'm just a call away. But don't call me when you're not gonna answer, it happens 3 times already. Hahahaha.

Oh gosh, I'm so worn out right now. I just did my normal exercise routine and also dancing for 2hrs. Well mostly dancing, plug in those earphones and blast out loud music. This is my way of keeping fit.

Ah, a bdae shoutout to Kim YoungWoon aka Kangin. Happy 24th Bdae.

Another shoutout to the clique, mark this date, 7th February 09, make urself free cuz we're going out, all 7 have to be there. To where? I don't know, any suggestions, let me know.

I don't know what else to write, so let's turn on my fandom mode.

"TVfXQ Soul"
"The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor
A song will outlive sermons in the memory.
Hope to the end."

Oppa, i just thought the extra addition to your TVfXQ Soul tattoo was just treble clefs.
But it's a treble clef with deep meanings. Well done! Kanpeki! [Perfect in Japanese]

The other day, I was inspired by Mr Kwon Jiyong-sshi a.ka G Dragon (centre at botton picture) hairstyle. I was getting ready to school and I have no idea on how to style my hair that day. Then I saw his picture on my wall near my full length. Then why not I try it out. And finally those hairband that my cuzin bought it from New York was put in good use.

BIG BANG! Speaking of them, I've changed the blog song to their unreleased song called Until Whenever. It was rip from their latest Global Warning Tour DVD, so you can hear a bit of fan screaming in the beginning, bt it is good quality though.

And so that's about it, for now.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

10 points out of 10!!

I wannay say Happy Birthday to my other Junsu. He's from the group called 2PM.
See I got 2 Junsu now, both have the exact same name, Kim Junsu!
So oppa, Happy 21st Birthday!
Be Happy and Stay Healthy!!

I found this video of 2PM the other day, I've never seen this.
It's an Fan Special video of 2PM debut single, 10 Points Of Out 10!

It's a simple video but I like it. The dance steps are awesome!


And here's another video of them practicing the same song before their debut, whoa topless!
I can't recognise who is who here. But I recognise Junsu, Junho, Taecyeon & Chansung. Junho got tattoo at his back, wah!!! Junho my other fave of 2PM.



Last video to share, Junsu & Yoobin! Wohoo, it's Yoobin unnie!

They are practicing for Wonder Girl's performance of MKMF 2008. Gorgeous Pair, cuz of both them are my fave! Hahahaha.

so that's my bdae shoutout.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Welcome To The Club

hi punkettes..
.
First of all, I would like to wish Ain a Happy Birthday.
Her bdae falls yesterday. So Happy 20th Bdae girl!
May you be bless with all the happiness in this world and hope you like my present.
Congrats on becoming the new MCG president.
GG surprise her in class during 2nd break with a cute Thomas & Friends cake.
Pictures here.

And also yesterday, the O Levels results were released.
I text my cuzin, Izan to ask him about his results.
It turns out that his maths is D7, so he can't go to a lot of Engineering course which was his ideal course. He said, most of his qualified choices are from RP and he wanted to go into this school.
I was laughing, cuz most ppl would not want to go to RP but he wants to go RP. Oh well, it's his choice. So welcome to the school cuzin. Hahaha.
Congrats to Kyra's bro for achieving excellent results till his family went to celebrate by having a feast outside leaving Kyra out. Aww...poor dear! Hehehehe.

I don't know what to write next. So I'll end here.
My mind is block at the moment.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

My Little Camwhore Again..

hi punkettes...

I just don't know what to update, oh well pictures will do, OF.....
MY LITTLE CAMWHORE!!!



These were taken yesterday while I was in JB.
And something happened for the first time yesterday, my family's car was involve in an accident.
*Suspense music*
Me, Bro and Mum went out to go shopping at Tesco, first stop by the Larkin Terminal cuz I wanted to buy my contact lenses there but Bro didn't tag along and he parked somewhere while waiting for us. As soon as we came back, Bro was furious, cuz an idiot who ride the motorcycle bang into our car. Bro parked the car at a wide corner, and this idiot go n speed when it comes to that corner instead of slowing down, he lost control and BANG the car! The side mirror of the car fell off, just the mirror not the entire side mirror, the sports rims were scratch, the side near the front tyre of the car was quite dented.

And fuck the idiot don't want to pay, he kept on blaming my bro for parking a the double line. Yes, bro was at fault for parking there but HELLO, there's about 8 cars park there as well!!!!!
And you freaking idiot who thinks he is a moto gp driver, don't want to slow when it comes to that corner kept on blaming us!! In the end, with the adivce of my uncle, we both settled peacefully by not reporting it to the police because if we both do, the price of fine is freaking high!

I was like cursing and swearing in silence to that motorbike user who is apparently old, he looks like in the 50s, ARGH!!! I was in high spirit to go shopping but cancelled cuz of this stupid uncle!!
We went back to my grandma house, I'm still in cursing and swearing mode. My cuzin told me to be patient, to relax and calm down. Thank god I brought my laptop, I released my tension by playing Counter Strike and pretend those that I killed in the game is that idiot Uncle!

But thank goodness, the damage was minor and the cost of damage was not that much. Argh!!
It's a lesson learnt for my bro though, not to park at corners again!! If i was the one driving, first I'm gonna curse and swear to that uncle till his ears bleed and then can settle peacefully.

It's a good thing my little camwhore was so cheery that day. At least she lift up my spirits again.
I love that kid.

2 more weeks till holiday. Gosh...let it be fast!
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

400th

My heart shattered into multiple pieces and I don't know whether it can be mend.
I broke down and flood the entire room, with my head in my hands I sit and cry
I prayed to god to forgive my sins and also to forgive her sins too.
I prayed to god to open her heart, show her the right path so that she won't go the wrong way.
I am calm after my prayers but the heart has been shattered, and there's nothing I can do about it.

I admit my wrongdoings that I've shouldn't do, but I have to cuz I have a reason.
It's unfair to me to keep it to myself and not telling them the truth when sooner or later it will be revealed.
I understand how she feel, I know she is hurting. But we're hurting together. I'm hurt as well.
I told what I've been told and probably the way I deliver it is different that makes them judge her like that.
I hope she understand the reason why I did this. I'm not putting her down or him down either. Since it's love there's nothing I can stop it.

I am fine if she wish not to talk to me, I can't force her.
I am fine if she lost her trust to me, I can't beg her.
I am fine if she wish to drop me in her list of friends, it's her choice.
Whatever you want to do to me, it's fine cuz everything it's on her.

But forgive me, to anything that she thinks that I am at fault.
Forgive me, because this is hurting.
Forgive the rest, because they're into this as well.
All I want her is to be herself back again, and declare her pains to us so that we can delcare ours openly. Hopefully we can sort this out and understand each other's purposes and feelings.

I can't handle pressure well and I think the whole clique knows.
I want the complications to end soon but please don't drag it for too long.
Someone please stop the bad thoughts in my head, it looks as though she's letting go and if it's real, well I don't know.

It's my 400th post, I would like to dedicate it to my best friend.


Edit:
I would like to say this too,
Omma! Chincha Saranghae! Komapsumnida!
(Mum! I Really Love You! Thank You!)

"When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me." -Josh Groban (You Raised Me Up)

Seriously mother, Thank You!

I don't know what it is.

hi punkettes...

My heart felt something isn't right, but I don't know what it is.
As though I'm worried for someone but I don't know to who I'm worried for.
No, it's not because school starts again tmr, bt I feel uneasy. Really uneasy.

From yesterday's incident, I may smile but I'm not really in the mood inside.
I'm sure all of us (u know who u are) are smiling bt in fact in reality, we're not good.
I've tried to cheer myself up by watching the whole SBS Gayo Daejun and tried to spazz again from hubby's stripping on stage, it made me smile bt mood doesn't change.

Oh dear god, don't let this mood affect my schoolwork tmr.
Please...

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

2 more resolution

hi punkettes...

I just add another 2 more resolution to the current list which are:

-Make people laugh which actually will kill them.

-Not to spend too much money on someone, when you know you won't get something in return.
(I'm not expecting anything in return, bt it seems like you've been taken advantage of)

I've actually created this resolution from the lesson that I've learnt and also thanks to sensei (u know who u are). Arigato sensei!

To oppa (my real bro):
I kinda felt bad of talking back to you because I was not in the top mood when I got home, and then you asked me that question. Mianhae oppa.

Though I'm not in my best mood right now but Kim Jong Kook and Lee Chun Hee's pic made me laugh:


Aww. Cute. Kim Jong Kook and Lee Chun Hee cuddled inside a blanket together.


Kim Jong Kook shock face. Hahahaha.

that's about it...
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

I Just Died In Fangirl Heaven. VICTORY!!

Hi punkettes...
Yah! Lee Seung Hyun!
You've been hiding that beautiful abs from noona!!
Noona never regret liking you from the start though almost most of the time I favor the other Seung Hyun. After watching your debut solo performance on SBS Gayo Daejun, I'm so proud of my magnae!
Ok, noona will stop blabbering and continue spazzing you.


Here Is Seungri's first debut solo stage.



toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Happy New Year

hi punkettes...

So I wanna wish Happy 2009 to everyone!
Yes, another year has past.
To sum up, the first half of the year have been great bt towards the end not so good.
That's what I call it 'Problematic Months'.
So I rate 2008 as, the so-so year. It's not so great bt not so bad also.

I think I've got a whole list of resolution, so here goes:

Kayla Anika's 2009 Resolution:

1. New motto, "Just Go With The Flow".

2. Retake my BTT again, hopefully pass it, then take FTT. For practical, not yet.

3.To be a better daughter to my parents.

4.Try not to fall in love with a guy yet, meaning I won't have any boyfriend just yet.
I will only love Fandom.

5.Save up more money and try not to be spendthrift.

6.Go on a overseas trip with friends at least to KL.

7.This might sound silly but, I want to learn how to backflip. I really do.

8.Buy a PSP or Ipod Touch.

9.Put the 'Problematic Months' drought to an end.

10.Work extra hard for Year 3. Finish up PP, FYP, CE Pts, Improve GPA and GRADUATE!!

11.I can't think of anymore resolution and probably as the year progresses, there's more.

While other ppl welcomed the year by going to the countdowns and party, I welcomed the year by watching Internet TV at home. I was watching MBC Gayo Daejun. And Fiqah, Shinee did performed, though I only watch it towards the end, but they performed. I miss the WonderBang special stage bt I managed to catch Big Bang's performance. As soon the show was over, I searched the internet for the WonderBang special stage performance, it was alright.
Sun Mi of Wondergirls sat on TOP's lap! Omg! Well it's ok.

Then today, nothing much, I woke up late and Dad wanted to go Bedok to Aunt's house cuz Grandma is there. Bt ate lunch at Haig Rd first and I couldn't finish my meal. After going to Aunt's house went to shop at Sheng Shiong. That's all.

Tmr, kids are starting school. Puahahaha! Bt mine is starting on Monday.
Then 3 weeks of school, then holiday for 10 weeks! I can't wait for Year 2 to end!

Oh yeah, I've cut my fringe even shorter this time. My bangs became shorter.
I purposely cut it short, first of all ppl complain they can't see my eyes, 2nd I want to even it out cuz when it grows longer it will turn out nice.

So that's about it ppl,
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika