I Am Countin'

Let's learn counting shall we....

For 10 years, I am your fan.
For 10 years, I am dancing to your songs.
For 10 years, I've supported you though you've been troubled before.
For 10 years, I've been purchasing your CDs.
For 10 years and beyond, keep on performing, sis. =)

1,2,3........10!
I'm gonna purchase your singles collection CD, when it comes out!
Congratulations on being  #1 for this single.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

You And I

You And I Together, It Just Feels So Right......나의 첫사랑.


Haiz. When Am I gonna let him go...the thoughts just keep coming in.
Go away please!

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Lock My Miseries Away.

I'm feeling worried and I don't know what or who I'm worried for.
I've tried to be a good girl but I am drawn to be bad.

I wonder what is it that I am lacking when I know I'm not perfect.

Ok now let's try ColorGenics and see what they say of feelings right now.
The 2 cents:

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment.

I'm not so sure whether this is stress.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it.

Yes, I guess this is why. Now that my PP report has accepted, I'm done with it almost.
My FYP members is currently on silent mode which is kinda good for now cuz I take off from FYP for a bit, bt still we have to start working. I'm still in need of CE points to graduate. Ok, I guess I'm worried that I can't graduate in time.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety.

Yes. Is it all anxiety?

You find it difficult to make a decision.
My weakness.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you.

Just when is my time to shine? I'm tired of waiting.

The biggest closet or wardrobe can't lock my fear and misery away.
Fuck you anxiety.

I guess time will tell if everything gonna be alright. I gave an advice to ex-boifee on FB during the day on how he can't move on nor live in the past (i have no idea what his problem abt), I told him to live in the present. Just stay the way as he is now. I guess I should do the same thing. Live in the present. Don't hope for what the future will brings because it scares me to death.>Blog has been refurbished.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

There's so much going on.

hi punkettes...

There's so much going on for the past weeks. Lots of events had happened.

I am sorry for not updating this blog often, it's just that I don't have time now.

There were, bdae celebration, wedding, raya outing, sick and also death.

Bdae Celebration:

His bdae was on the 8th Oct, bt we celebrated on the 9th.

I've made cupcakes for him.
Minah's idea for the board.
Ain's idea for the poster and Zul, the bdae merrier.

So Happy 19th.

Wedding:

Dang! I look tall in the picture. Hahaha!

Last 2 weekends was my cuzin's wedding at Royal Plaza On Scotts hotel as well in Bedok.

Nothing much said in this wedding. Only certain ppl know why I am pissed off on that day.
Enough said, thank goodness you're married now.

Death:
Condolences to my 2nd uncle (mum's cuzin) family.
A shocking death that shock the whole entire family and relatives.
It's just a week since I last saw him at my cuzin's wedding above.

No news of him having sickness or such, it's so sudden.

Al-fateha...

Raya Outing:

How could i forget the raya outing with my clique.
The original 7 was there but wish that Sheila was there as well.
I came fashionably late (Hahaha) due to my cuzin's wedding, it ended at 2pm.
So I met them straight at Safiah's house. My first house, their 2nd house.

The rest were hungry like hell at Safiah's house but I was full like heaven due to the food my cuzin's wedding. Definitely must take pictures in every house. That's how we roll. Hahaha!
I must say the spaghetti that Fana's sis cooked was damn delicious!! Really it was!! Coming from a pasta lover, it was damn delicious.

We finished the outing damn early than last year due to limited houses and our tired bodies. It's not easy walking around in 4inches heels you know! Though i can handle it. Hahaha!

Sick:
I am SICK!!! ARGH!!! I was sneezing and coughing since Saturday.
Then have a slight fever on Sunday.
Then HIGH FEVER on Monday!!!! From 36.8 to 37.7 to 39!!!
I've tried to sweat myself yesterday, till I wore layers of clothing. Still nothing avail.
I wipe myself with ice cold water every 15 mins, still my fever never went down.
I ate cough syrups and paracetamol also.
Then mum tried her remedy, which is tamarind juice.
She smeared tamarind juice (air asam jawa) all over my body and legs.
When she smeared the juice, I felt like I was in Antarctica (ok, that's exaggerating, bt you get the idea) . I was left naked in my room with tamarind juice all over my body.

Thank goodness, mum's remedy is the best. The fever went down, but I had a headache this morning. But my cough and runny nose still haven't recovered yet. I'm returning back to school tmr hopefully.

that's about it i guess.
i'll promise to update when i have time.
toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Missing my childhood.

hi punkettes...

Yesterday, the person I am expecting to see after more than 10 years since I last saw him didn't appear, bt his mum came for raya along with her siblings that I can't seem to remember. And they didn't forget me, though I'm already 20 years old. The last time they saw me is when I was just 6years old? or 7? Shocked to see my straight hair, as they expect it to be frizzy. Hahaha.

But at the end of the day, I'm waiting to see an old neighbour, a friend, my childhood playmate. Then at dinner time, mum told stories of me and him while we are playing together when we were just kids. He would bring his favourite dolphin plushie to my house and I would bring out my toys. And then I would go over to his house and play his video games, challenge each other who's the best.

Thinking about that, I'm missing my childhood badly. How carefree I was.
Oh well, being a grown up woman isn't that bad? It's life, as you grow up, you'll face obstacles.

So to my dear childhood playmate, I'm looking forward to see you when I come around your house, hopefully this weekend. Your mum says, you've grown BIGGER than I could possibly imagine. Hahaha! We've got lots of stuff to catch up for the past 10 years or so.

And so finally, I'm back in school.

Today is Finance & Banking Part 2 and I saw some familiar faces in class.
Well almost half the class I know.

Module was okay, bt the faci is always at my place and also near me.

I can't Tweet nor FB-ing in class.

And it is so boring!

Bt look on the bright side, I'm off on Fridays.
So weekends are for me! Friday, Saturday, Sunday! Wohoo!

Tmr is Business Finance module. Die! But Nana, Huda & Erma are in the same class, so it's not that bad. Hehehehe.

Birthday shout-outs: Kim YooBin of Wonder Girls and Cuzin Nadiah.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora