Wednesday 30 December 2009

My Korean Day

hi punkettes...

I'm so sorry for not updating that often. Blame FYP!
So now I'm gonna update.

Well first up,
19th December 09
(azri in pain, muahahaha!)

Our plan for BBQ together finally came to a success, well sort of.
I went BBQ-ing with GG Family at Sembawang Park.
It went well but rain came. But nevertheless, our spirit for the day never fades.
Still had fun in the rain. I wanna thank Zul for throwing me in that filthy beach.
It was so cold! I would shiver to death! Hehehe. Let's do it again, next to Ubin yeah.
Azri told me bout his trip there and it sounds fun. I wanna take that bike challenge up the slope.
Pictures here.

Next,
22nd December 09
For the first time ever in months, full attendance!
All 8 of us gather for magnae's (youngest) birthday, Fiqah.
And a trip of Singapore flyer we go. We had tonnes of fun with tonnes of pictures taken.
Let's do it again, i mean for another outing, all 8 of us. But i know most of us gonna be busy since we're graduating soon. So after grad, we go again okay! =)
Pictures : Part 1 & Part 2

25th December 09
Then I was so excited for the KL trip on Xmas Day, but then Dad gave an uncertain answer, in fact he gave no answer for it. He kept quiet. If I ask, definitely gonna be pissed. Then on Xmas day itself, we decided not to go to KL. Instead, Dad wanted to go for a traditional foot reflexology in JB. Oh yeah, this day marks the 12th Anniversary of me and family leaving in Woodlands.
Merry Xmas.

26th December 09
So we decided to go to JB damn early in the morning. Rest at Grandma's house for a while, literally no one in the house but my uncle. Then around 10am, off to that foot massage place. While mum and dad had their massages, me and bro wonder around City Square mall. I bought Baskin Robbins Chocolate Blast drink to satisfy my frustration for the cancelled trip. I also bought a BB Cream at Etude House. Hehehe.

Then after my parents finished with their massages. All of a sudden, Dad received a text message. It's from his workplace. It says that his application for 'leave' got approved. So Mum asked Dad again bout the trip. He says okay. I was like, "WHAT!? KL? NOW?!" I was frustrated again but at the same time excited. Frustrated cuz I didn't bring enough clothes for the trip, neither do all of us. But thank goodness, I left some clothes at grandma's house. So I grab those clothes and pack it in my purple Fred Perry bag. Around 2pm, off to KL we go.

Arrived in KL about 8pm, 2hours behind estimated arrival time due to a massive traffic jam at the highway. Arrive at aunt's house (mum's younger sis) in Nilai, but then shortly after arrival went to hospital to visit my aunt. She just had an operation for her back(?) Oh gosh, I was so happy to finally meet little Natasha.

After visiting the hospital, overnight in aunt's house in Nilai.

27th December 09
After having breakfast in Nilai 3 shopping arcade, we went to give my cuzin (dad's side) who was living nearby a little visit. After that off to Putrajaya to visit another cuzin of mine (still dad's side) who lived there. I am really fascinated by the huge offices and building in Putrajaya. Architecture is pretty modernise. My cuzin even took us around for sightseeing, I wish I could go shopping. But due to this sudden unplanned trip, I didn't bring enough money to go shopping.

(The magnificent view at the 15th floor of my cuzin's apartment.)

Then next, went to my aunt's (mum's youngest sis) house in Kajang where most of my cuzins (mum's side) are there and also including my grandmother. I ate laksa (mum's recipe apparently) that one of my aunt made. Nice but nothing beats mum's cooking. Hehehe. I entertained mostly of my cuzin's there including little Natasha who turned 6 on 1st December. We overnight there.

28th December 09.
(In front of my aunt's house in Kajang)

Around 12pm, off to JB back once again. We had a mandatory stop in Ayer Keroh rest stop so I can satisfy my craving for A&W that it is now extinct in SG but available in Msia. I got drunk on root beer again. Hehehe. While on the highway, it rain super heavily till we can't see the road. I was super scared but at the same time I say a little prayer to god to watch over us so that we can have a safe journey back home. Alhamdulilah, god answered my prayer. Arrive in JB at around 5pm. Rest at Grandma's house. Mum cook a quick dinner. Then off to home sweet home after maghrib.

29th December 09
I had to return the DSLR camera that I've loan from school. Then off to town with Kasminah. We ate at Korean BBQ Chicken restaurant. Super delicious. Love the Korean charboiled BBQ Chicken! Then I bought 2 wayfarer, Green and White. Hehehe. Then a formal blouse for FYP presentation next month. Minah bought a Swatch watch at The Heeren. Then went back home.

Soon I got home, not even 5 minutes, went out of the house again cuz my aunt (mum's younger sis also, yeah my mum is the eldest sis) wanted to treat us at Seoul Garden. Wow, more food. Korean style. Super damn full.

Got home, I downloaded TVants (internet TV) again for SBS Gayo Daejun. Awesome show! I think I had multiple nosebleed. Hehehe. Performances was hot! Here comes my fandom mode. Hehehe. I squeal like any fangirl does.It's basically my korean day! Korean Food & Korean Entertainment.

Today gonna be KBS Gayo Daejun. I love Korean year end specials. New Years eve double special for me as a fangirl, DBSK in Kouhaku (Japan) and MBC Gayo Daejun. Weee! *squeal again*

well that's about it.
looking forward to the another 6 weeks of torture then a taste of freedom!

toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora

ps: decided to change my spelling from FI to FY. Fiza pronounce as (fee-za) but Fyza can be pronounce as (fee-za) and (fai-za) which is similar to my real name Faezah.

Tuesday 15 December 2009



My dearest hubby, Kim Junsu & hubby's twin, Kim Junho!
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!

새일척하해!! 보고십다!!!

My Dear,
I Miss You.
I Miss Your Gags.
I Miss Your Smile.
I Miss Your Charisma.
I Miss Your Voice.

I Miss DBSK!

Luv,
박유라.

Monday 14 December 2009

Again & Again.

My faults and my lies has been exposed.
I'm the cause of the problem.
I'm sorry for blaming for the things I couldn't do.

I've hurt myself again.
I've done the unthinkable again.
I'm alive again.
My bruises are visible again.
I've completely lost all my motivation again.
I've repeated the same mistakes again.
My heart have been blackened with negative influences again.
I need someone to support me 24/7 , so that I don't repeat those mistakes again.

God let me live, again. Thank You.




Wednesday 9 December 2009

Cuz I'm Not Alone


Thank you Danny Jones for composing this song.

It seems like I've lost the will and love for life again.
My existence seems meaningless.
I can't find my own real identity.

But I'm not alone.

Every time I have a bad day. The sky clears up.
And I can see Orion up in the sky again. I smile.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

P/s: at least xmas quick weekend KL getaway is something for me to look forward to.