Dilemma

Hi punkettes..

I don't know how long I can survive in this school.
I just simply dislike my HOD. I have to take his shit loads. And he's the type of person who can't take 'NO' as an answer. Should I just quit? or Should I just transfer?

I am not happy being here at all. Eventhough the aunties here are very friendly here.
But I am dragging my feet every day to work. I simply can't take it here. It's quite far. I thought I can tahan, bt I can't. Need an excuse for a transfer. =(

I will ask my Mum about this. I told my mum that I wanted to quit, but she says that I have to find a job first before I can quit. But since jobsearch is a bit difficult nowadays, and also with advise from my friends, I think it's better to transfer. But I need a good logical sympathetic reason to transfer.

Been thinking over it for days already.

My love life?
Argh! Forget it. Been single for so long. Sometimes it hurts, but on the other part, it's awesome too.
Dated once or twice, but my heart is still not open.
Maybe I'm holding on to something in which I can't let go.
Guys out there, I won't fall with all those old school kinda tricks and those cheesy lame pick up line. That don't impress me much.

Hehehehe.

Okay, I'm out.
Toodles..

USS!

Hi punkettes...

Like finally, I'm not a USS virgin anymore! Woots.
I had an awesome time with my beloved GG Family last Saturday.
Completely shagged the next day. Hahaha.

Happy 21st Birthday to our little boy Azri!

That rollercoaster back there, I've conquered it all!! Woots.
Took it 2 times! Yay me!
Only me and Mynah survived the rounds, the rest, instant knockout! Wahahaha!
The blue track is much scarier than red I swear!

To my girlfriends, shall we?!?!?!

Now back to reality, work. =.=!

I wanna quit this job and pursue studies. Gonna apply for NTU soon!

toodles..

Out of Brain Juice

Hi punkettes.

It's been a long time.
Since I started working, my routine would be go to work, go home, tired, eat then sleep.
Weekends I spend my time with my friends and also my family.
I've been out of the computer for quite a while. And I haven't even have the time to update this and also tumblr.

Since I started working, I think I'm running out brain juice.
My brain is getting dry. I kept forgetting things. Oh my!
But my personality doesn't change.
I've been working for 4 months, and hmm...do I like the job? It's 50/50.
I neither hate it or like it. Neutral I guess.

When I have work it will be like a tsunami, tonnes and tonnes of tidal wave like work will keep coming.
But then when I don't, it will be boring as hell!
And now, as writtng this, I don't have any work to do.That's why i can update. Teehee! =)

I am going to USS this weekend. So excited!
My virgin trip to USS! And also to celebrate GG Family's little boy adulthood, Azri birthday!
How awesome could that be!

I wanna congratulate my cousin, Shazana on her wedding on 16/9-18/9 & 1/10.
It's so nice to have all my cousins gathered at the same time. =)
Since my cuzin is married now, that puts a pressure on elder bro so hard.

He supposed to be wed on March 2012, but due to unforeseen circumstances, the wedding has been called off. It's okay though. Tbh, I don't even like that woman in the first place. Hehehehe.

So erm, I'm the 4th grandchild and the 3rd granddaughter, so my relatives were like I should get married soon. Hmph! Hahaha. My aunt asked whether I have a boyfriend, I told her, no I don't have one. She then asked why? I replied, erm, no one suitable i guess. Then she said, "Y U SO CHOOSEY!!!" Hahahahaha!
It's not that I am choosy but I am finding a husband not a boyfriend. So husband is your life partner, so I have to choose very carefully. Hahahaha!

Like a malay saying, "Jodoh itu terletak di tangan tuhan,"
So I leave god to find my husband, I know he is somewhere out there.
"OI FUTURE HUSBAND! Can you come up please! Hahaha"


Hmm, what else should I update?
I can't think of any, brain juice is running out.
So...

Toodles!

True Colours

I've seen your true colours. I did not expect it from you. Bullshitting my family it's the same thing as bullshitting me. Brains without brawns and respect. Might as well u throw all the 'papers' if you do not have the respect for others.

Irony

I'm not a cold person nor I'm not arrogant.
I did not set high standards nor I am high.

It's just that I'm not that easy to be tamed.
I'm gonna take it slow.
The problem with me is that I am too fickle.

I cannot made up my mind.

Finding my life partner, I'll let the almighty to do it for me as I have faith in him.
I know somewhere he choose the right one for me.

Please don't get me wrong. I am not being cold to you.
You wouldn't want me to be cold to you cuz if I do, you'll gonna regret.
Only god knows how I've been feeling and let me keep it to myself.

Best wishes to you and be happy! =)

Ok to another story.
To you that once called me a true friend.
Fuck You!

You added me on FB then delete me.
So much for your inactiveness. You think the you're so cool but you're 'KENTAL!'
But thanks to you I've opened up my eyes to avoid ppl like her and you!

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

Not Jobless Anymore

I am home alone for 3 days because my family is away to Nilai.
So I spend Father's Day alone without my dad.
Waking up alone, being home alone, cooking alone. Haiz.

But thanks to bestie for hanging out with me on Saturday.
We watched Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah together. I cooked Spaghetti for dinner and ate it together with her.

Oh well, the good news is.
I GOT A JOB!!!! WEEEE!

I think my cuzins gonna be much more happier than me because they're gonna get extra money during Hari Raya this year. =.=!

I am Co-Curricular Programme Executive at Commonwealth Secondary School.
Basically any school events I have to co-ordinate and also do admin stuff in the PE Dept, all things regarding CCA and CIP. It's a 2 years contract. Oh well, at least there's a job rather than nothing.
All thanks to Sal for recommending me. I promise to treat you something with my first paycheck. But like I've told you, I'm gonna walk off after the contract ends to go into other environment. =)

Gotta go.

=)

Cancelled.

It turns out everyone not going for the holiday.

Cancelled for good.
Maybe next time. =)

I'm getting depressed day by day.
I don't know why. =(