The Song I wrote

hi punkettes...

here's a song i wrote...it's basically about my brother...there's 2 songs about him actually but this is the first one called 'Never Be The Same'....so here it is:

Kind,caring, a perfect gentleman

This is you before you went away

Then you came back it turned around

Hot-temperedm rage with anger is what i found

I thought you were the same

When everything change

I'm the same old me

Nothing had change

My life was turned around

When everything change

Certain times you were like before

I hate you the last time

Now I hate you more

Things couldn't never be the same between you and I

Sometimes how i wish you could die

My heartbreak when you raised your voice

Because i hate to hear all the raging noise

Don't you realise what you've done

Before I suffer from you, I better run

I'm the young one, I can't fight you

I know that I'm not always right and so are you

You've been through my age

But please try to understand me at this stage

I'm not forgivable in terms of your mistake

But somehow i can manage to give and take

I've been patient with you all these years

I'm begging, I don't want to shed another tear.

I will post the other song someday...well actually i wrote this song just after my brother and i had a major conflict...i was hurt...totally hurt that i decided to write a song...ok hmm today..

well it's Teacher's Day celebration...overall the performance was boring...except for the Sec 5 rock band which members are Ridzwan, Saifuddin, Fazrul, Arif and Gary...they performed a song called Only One...originally from Yellowcard...they were awesome..except the part that Gary tune was out a bit..but hey man..you did great!!!We the Sec 5s rules!!! Ace was the emcee and he was trembling..cool down Ace...Khai and Yazid perform as well but they help the Sec 3 boys...Khai and Yazid are played the drums...to me i like Arif's drumming first..followed by Khai's and lastly Yazid...hehehe...

Then comes to the disgusting part...the dancing..omg it was totally awful...well the part where the Sec 4NAs dance...it was okay..except the used Teriyaki Boys The Fast And The Furious song...argh!!!!i hate that song...totally annoying...the rest of the Sec 2 dance was terrible...yuck...omg..the sluts are dancing!!! during the last dance performance..i shouted 'SLUTS!!' loudly...ppl in front turned..."what?"...i don't freaking care...they're sluts to me...except a few who really can dance...these fews are natural...those sluts ones are over the top...the prefects dance was okay...it was choreograph by Saifuddeen 5/2...his choreography was okay...but the dancers are weak...except for Natalie...she's a natural...love the way she grind..unlike those sluts...good job Nat!! i swear if there is a dance face-off between me and the sluts...im gonna show how to grind properly...hahaha..yeah..im serious...

There was a performance of PCG which involves parents...it's a simple dance but cute!!...hehehe....i was surprise that there was no Teacher of The Year award...what the heck!!! i've voted for Mr Bruce on this one...but there's no award for this one...there's award for most humourous...most fashionable...most sportiest...but no Teacher of the year award...what the fuck!!haiz...oh..Syarif performed as well..as usual...girls started to scream...Riona told me that Mimi(my cuzin) and her friends started to like 'OMG..SYARIF!!" it's disgusting i tell you...i mean i gotta admit that Syarif is cute and handsome...but come on girls....he won't go for immature girls...hahahaha...

got back home...chill for a while..text lara and riona...ask them to come along to Causeway Point with me...cuz i need to buy some present wrappers...for my mum...got it..i bought some slippers at G Value...cuz my black one is not as good anymore...hmm...then went to buy some hair clips...went to Metro..check out the Bratz doll that Riona told me yesterday...it was cute...dolls like that are cute...maybe i should re-collect it one day...hahaha..or maybe not...then went to arcade...hahaha...Lara and I just couldn't bare wathcing ppl play Daytona...so we decided to play...drag Riona too...first race...played...lara came in 1st..i came in 2nd...followed by Riona..3rd...then the 2nd race...some dudes join in as well..Lara couldn't play along bcuz she was late to swipe the card...so there were 5 of us...i was leading all the way...when came to the last lap..this dude beside me crash my car...argh!!! Damn it!!! Me and him was knack-n-knack all the way...wanted to claim the 1st position...at last he bang me...shit!!! curse you...but it was all fun...

Then meet Safiah and Fana at Metro...cuz Safiah wanted to buy some handbags...it's already 5.30pm...i couldn't stay longer...or else i'll be grounded for years...haiz..so i went home early...got home..watch TV for a while...went to shower...then wrapped Mum's bdae present...hmm..that's it..

well that's all i can say..

toodless..cheerio

Kayla

Pissed and Bored

hi punkettes...

i didn't go to school today..cuz 1st of all..i overslept...2nd i got this freaking cold...i couldn't sleep last night...cuz i kept crying for some reason...im bloody scared of something...not the dark neither not the boogieman...hahaha...i've afraid of something...but i don't know what it is...it's those type of feelings that you can never know how to express it...

y ppl hate to see me happy??especially right now...while i was writting this...mum and nadia was eating lunch...nadia asked..."kenapa kakak tk makan?" then mum answered..."bab ader ikan...kakak mana suka makan ikan..apa yg dier makan daging ngan ayam je..." omg im so pissed...i do eat fish especially ikan bakar... and also fyi..i love kangkong also...it seem to be that she thought the only food i eat is chicken n meat...damn it...i do love that..but i don't eat that often...i thought she knew that i love grilled fish..and kangkong...MUM!! you've been living with me through all these years...and you doesn't have the slightest idea that i do love fish and vegetables...omg!!!...darn im so pissed...and you thought that the fact im getting sick easily just becuz i don't eat??? it's bcuz im farking stress you know...i've been studying my ass off...you just don't know...and now me being grounded...im studying even more...y can't you just get it mum?? haiz...

ok ok...she's getting old...she's 49 this friday...and i got her present already...so i have to bare with it...ok enough of that...like i said the lads never fail to make me smile...i saw this few pics and it was cute...

aww...lovely aye...it's tom n danny...hahahaha...

it's harry...instead of the cricket bad..it's the drums cymbals..hahaha..

and i seriously love this pic of girls aloud...especially sarah..cuz she's my fave...i like her outfit on this one...and nicola's outfit too...this pic was taken from the freaky friday UK premiere...so these rock outfit is cool...nicola i want your shirt...hahaha..sarah is so called the rock chic in girls aloud...cuz i know she can play the guitar....hehehe...cool..

ok now...that's about it for now...any other sutffs and gossips..i'll update soon..

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Wonderland

hi punkettes...

i'm gonna make this quick because it's already way past my weekdays bedtime...

ok today officially marked the 1year aniversary of McFly's 2nd Album Wonderland

Yup...it's been a year...it's McFly 2nd no.1 album and hopefully the upcoming 3rd one gonna be a hit as well...

ok today in school basically...ok..studied chemistry the whole night...plus early morning today...but the mock chem paper was damn tough...i don't want to talk about it...haiz...then came to e maths...i think mr soong got a mood-swing...he get angry during e maths lesson but soon he became happy...i didn't pay much attention to the lesson...instead an idea struck for my fanfic...so i wrote it down...physics lesson..got the mock practical exam paper back...i got 20/30...hmm ok..but i should have gotten 22/30 at least...all thanks to my careless mistakes...oh nvm..it's just a mock exam...not the real thing...i still jotting down my ideas during physics lesson as well...

lastly came to English lesson...very boring...go through compre...but i managed to stay awake...thanks to my brainstorming of fanfic ideas...then i realised that iqah was crying...ms wong is on a mood swing as well...she was telling us by the way we doing things...we might not be able to pass the english paper...i asked iqah why she cried...she won't answer...but i think i know y...then suddenly...a looney tune song was heard from the other class...we laughed!!

i suppose to go to add maths remedial which starts at 3pm..but it seems that i overslept after eating ice-cream with safiah at mcdonalds...hehehehe...then i went online...went to youtube..and saw a footage of McFly....it's a about their life on the road...it's taken from the Wonderland DVD...omg!! i couldn't stop laughing...it was so hilarious...i watch it over n over again...i love the way tom shouts.."I WANT SOME FOOD" it's really funny...doug is crazy..love it...danny is as crazy as doug...harry is loves to hug dougie...hahahaha...tom needs to poo before he went on stage...it really made my day...what a way to mark the 1st aniversary of Wonderland

here it is:

and here's another one prt 2:

ok what else...i manged to text iqa and asked what's wrong earlier...and just as i thought...stress about english...haiz...i was in a total happy mood today untill my bro spoils it just a while ago...i was doing my MT hwrk...when he came into my room like a mad man..and shouted at me..."where's the camera?" ...damn i was in a big mess and he came shouting at me...i got fed-up and gave him the camera...i was so pissed...and nadia..argh!!! annoying..dad came in..and told me to learn that after you take ppl things gave it back...but i didn't take his camera..he allegedly gave it to me...then blame me for not putting it back..and accuse me that i took his camera without permission..argh!!! i have no chance to explain...he just burst his anger to me...argh!!!!im in a total stress and pressure rite now...i cried..but soon got over it and finish up my hwrk...haiz...

but at least by watching the videos from the lads makes me smile...thanks lads!!!ok it's already midnight...before i forgot..i wanna say...happy belated birthday to my cuzin shukri...his was on 27th...and happy birthday to lara's 'fishy'...Jasper...and oh btw..tom has bleached his blonde hair...which i think..hmm...look a bit like dave's sod hair..but dave's hair is long but tom's is short...anything you like dear...as long you happy..im fine with it..hehehe

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

family planning

Hi punkettes...

damn it...it's monday...so monday blues..as always...

Early morning...riona text me at 6.45am and said that she will not come to school cuz she got a fever and sore throat...in school...saleha gave me a book...she said that it is a must read...it's called 'Coast Road' by Barbara Delinsky...

hmm...geog lesson...boring..slept during lesson...i can't help it man..!! ok then...e maths lesson...don't know why mr soong got angry...it's a sudden man..PMS!! hahahaha...throughout the lesson...talk to khai the most...we talked about a band called Deftones...he used to listen to that band...now i started to like that band...i make fun of khai(datuk k) and ct...khai have to rush off to KLCC tonight for his wedding...hahahahaha...khai's left eye swells...and he said that he peep while ct is taking a bath...hahahaha...i couldn't take his jokes...he made me crack all the time....rite impi???hahahaha...

recess...just me and safiah..cuz fana n iqah went to library to study...well sat there and talk...

ok then..add maths...overall i understand the last chapter...it's just a confusion of drawing this so called vector triangle....haiz...but it was okay...mr soong showed this video of quadratic equation song...so damn hilarious...hahahaha...it's a song on how to remember the quadratic equation...the tune of mary had a little lamb...LAME!!! then SS...i was keeping my add maths stuff into my bag...then Freak was there...i notice him starring at me...then Fazrul came to freak..."this is my boyfriend..we're getting married next week" freak was blushing...hahahaha...and said to me..."just don't believe what he just said..he's a crazy fella"...i laughed...and kept starring at me...he turned red and smile...hehehehe...awww...cute...i replied, "don't worry freak...i know he's a crazy fella"....i laughed again...

ok during SS lesson..it's a bit of drama going...Mrs Tan was talking to Kang Hong and Leon...and all of a sudden...she broke down and cry...all of us looked puzzled....i got the scoop from khai and fazrul...they said that...Mrs Tan had asked Kang Hong and Leon to back her up...cuz she was dealing with a sec 3 boy...and now the sec 3 boy wants revenge from Kang Hong and Leon...so Mrs Tan afraid that Kang Hong and Leon would probably get beaten up and get hurt outside school...and if they did...Mrs Tan is to be blame...so she cried cuz she doesn't want Kang Hong and Leon to get hurt....that's what i know...i must get the real dirt tmr...

then Mrs Tan entered the class...and she at least gave us a smile...R.O asked,"cher, are you okay?" then Mrs Tan replied..."eh?? you're here??" the class laughed...R.O is always absent...so Mrs Tan doesn't notice his presence today...what a joke Mrs Tan...nice one...then she started smiling...at least we Sec 5..makes a teacher smile..unlike those painful annoying sec 2 n 3 brats...

after school...safiah and i decided to go Sembawang Shopping Centre..cuz im in search for mum's bdae present...i decided to buy her scarf...it's purple in colour...very soft...but come to think of it...mum doesn't have purple casual clothes...she have purple 'baju kurong'...and the scarf that i bought..was meant to for her casual clothes...hiya..oh nevermind...then we went to Giant supermarket...safiah bought 'Twix' (damn my ultimate fave)...Crisp chocolate for her brothers...and Ruffles BBQ crisps...initialy i wanted to buy 'Twix'..then changed to Snickers (my 2nd fave)...then come to think of it...i need to watch my weight...so i bought Lays BBQ crisps...hahaha...at least it's not that fattening as chocolates...i got a bulging tummy..i tell you..eventhough i look thin...my tummy is bulging of fats...argh!!!!! i need to get my beautiful abs back...haiz...stress man!!!!

we waited for the shuttle bus from SSC to Sembawang Mrt...in the bus..we talked about...ct's wedding to datuk k...a few celebs gossips...teen mums...and family planning...hahahaha...we talked about...marriage as well...i mean how old we want to get married...how many kids we wanna have..hahahaha....i can't believe that we actually talked about this...yup..family planning is important...but not now...hahahaha...but you have to plan for the future....

my bro just told me that he wanted to buy a Mp3 player...hmm...definitely that his gonna be better than mine...well nvm..in fact..i love mine just the way it is...currently i got 170 songs in my Mp3...i've yet to name it..hahaha...

im bloddy annoyed that some of McFly new songs from the upcoming 3rd album...was leaked on the internet...you know how painful it is for an artist...that your songs are leaked on the internet...especially when the songs are not even released yet..like Matt Willis...some of his songs were leaked b4 he could even released his first single...damn fed-up man with these ppl...haiz...so whoever got the new McFly songs...don't spread it around...it's just Demo..it can be changed...SO DON'T SPREAD IT AROUND!!

ok that's about it..

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Change of Song Again

hi punkettes..

i've changed the song again...hehehe..sorry..this time it's totally rock...it's a cover of Deftones, My Own Summer(Shove It) by Fightstar...yup..its very hard rock...Charlie screams in this one...is awesome!!!

well today..let's see...

i woke up at 9am..Dad asked me to make breakfast...so i went to the kitchen,boil some water..and make tea...it's a must for me...cuz if not..i will have a bad morning...then i took out some yesterday's plain rice, some chilli paste, some 'ikan bilis'....cut a little bit of shallots and garlic...smash some eggs...and fry...voila...fried rice..

it's a bit spicy...i must say...sorry...hahaha...

then mum called...she's at Sheng Siong...she came back from Johor and went straight to Sheng Siong...so bro and i picked her up...then she asked what we want to eat for lunch..nadia suggest Chicken Rice..so went to 'Mr Teh Tarik' at Marsiling...i bought 3 packets of Chicken Rice...went back home and eat...then i finished up my piles of dirty laundry...mum got a taste of my fried rice..and she say that it's spicy...that's what dad said in the morning...bro said it is spicy as well..but nadia said that it was delicious...i was shocked for a moment...at the same time felt gd..at least someone appreciate my cooking...fried rice isn't my specialty...my specialty..is Pasta..i love cooking pasta...

damn...i really can't wait for this stupid burden of mine to over...it's just another 2 more mnths...prelims is in 2 weeks time..and O level is around 7 weeks time...haiz...damn it's scary...

ok i think that's about it...school starts again tmr...haiz..hmm..i smell durians...i think i need to eat some...hahahahaha...

that's about it..

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Survey

hi punkettes...

well..i got this from Riona's blog...it look interesting..so i decided to fill it up..since im bored..

enjoy reading:

1. How tall are you? -1.60m...hmm..quite short

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?-yeah...

3. Do you own a gun?-yup..i own toy gun..hahaha

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?-one crazy chic...

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?** lots...

6. What do you think of hot dogs?** i like the one with cheese inside...yummy!

7. What's your favorite christmas song?-Deck The Halls..

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?-TEA!!It's a must!

9. Do you do push-ups?nah...i lift up my dumbell..

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?No Way..

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nah..im single rite now...

12. Do you like the rain? yeah...it makes me go to sleep...

13.Do you own a knife?kitchen knife??butcher knife...??yeah..hahaha

14. What do you smell like?my perfume...

15. Do you have A.D.D.?ADD???

16. Full initials?-KVEE and FBMN

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.-my mind is blank...

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?-3 packets of Chicken Rice.

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in ordermost to least-Tea,Coke,100plus,Pepsi,Starbucks Vanilla coffee

20. What time did you wake up today?-9.00am

21. Can you spell?-of course

22. Current worry?-O Levels

23. Current hate?-The Bitch

24. Favorite place to be?-Any nice resorts

25. Least favorite place to be?-Dirty toilets and congested malls

26. Where would you like to go?-London

27. Do you own slippers?-Yup

28. What do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?-A sucessful careerwoman n might be engaged with my man.

29. Do you burn or tan?-I don't like tanning..nor burning

30.Yellow or blue?-Both

31. Would you be a pirate?-Nah

32.Last time your cell rang?-Yesterday

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?-any songs that is stuck in my head

34. What did you fear was going to get you atnight as a child?-Nah..not afraid at all...yup..its true im not afraid of the dark

35. What's in your pockets right now?-nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?-watching Little Britain

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?-hmm..the one with Hello Kitty

38. Worst injury you've ever had?-when i was a kid..being hit by a motorcycle..

39. What is your GPA?-huh??

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?-2...

41. Who is your loudest friend?-Hui Yu, Xue Ling

42. Who is your most silent friend?Yawen

43. Does someone have a crush on you?-i dun know

44. Do you wish on stars?-sometimes...but stars are gorgeous to look at..

45. What is your favorite book?-Jewels by Danielle Steel

46. What song did you last hear?-My Own Summer-Fightstar

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?-You've Got Friend-McFly

49. What were you doing 12AM last night?-Reading Smash Hits

50. What was the first thing you thought of whenyou woke up?-Nothing..dad asked me to make tea

Thanks Iqa

hi punkettes...

i wanna thanks iqah for clearing out my doubts for add maths...now i understand better...but kinematics...i think i better ask mr soong more about it...kkk..anyways thanks once again...oh iqah..luscious means delicious..you're right..ms wong is not...hahahaha..but to be safe you can replace this word as scrumptious...

i'm damn hungry...cuz im fasting..haiz...im happy that will be able to sleep in peace since Nadia is not around...mum just called and she said that she'll be home tmr...oh wait..i can't sleep in peace...bcuz i have to wake up early tmr...to cook breakfast for dad...haiz...hmm..what to cook...fried rice???pasta???hmm...i don't know....any suggestions???oh well..

phew...hwrk done...so i can sit back and relax tmr...yay!! aaahhhh...ok that's about it

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Study Mood..

hi punkettes..

so now...like i said..im home alone...no one is here...just me,myself and i...dad had already gone off to work...bro is working...haiz...just me alone...

chatted with Safiah and Tipah just now...quite brief...

so i'm listening to song old songs...sometimes classic is a legend....u will still remember the song even when you get old...that is what you call a classic...but the songs that i'm listening is not that very old..60s,70s, n 80s one...but the 90s...hahahaha...

so iqah will be coming at 2...still got time to online...i think i'm gonna use this time to finish up my chapter 4 book 2 of my fanfic....i've abandoned it for quite a long time...

just check out my class 5n1 friendster profile...and i grabbed the class photos...

here are the class photo that we took about 2 months ago:

well find me...im on the 3rd row...2nd last to the right..

this is our first informal shot...see our class champion trophy for sports day....and the medals..it may look a little...but that's only for the relay...not counting the individuals events...plus field events...we got lots i tell you...LOTS!! im at the top...at the centre of the pic..showing a 'rock on' sign...damn i love this class...

ok here's another informal shot...see if you can spot my form teacher...he look like a student in this pic..hahaha...im at the top again...hahahaha...i was actually peeking from bottom..cuz jun jie was blocking me...and i can't see the camera...so i climb a person...i can't remember who...hehehehe..sorry..my bad! can't wait to see the real thing...damn i love this class..im gonna miss each and every one of them..after we went to our separate ways...but no worries i won't forget them...guys do keep in contact ya?? maybe i can send this photos to mdm farah..my sec 3 n 4 form teacher...she's in australia now...living there with her husband and her twins...miss you...

that's about it for now...

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

my haiz day

hi punkettes...

i wanna say Happy Belated Birthday to Nadia...my fat cuzin..."adik sorry kakak blom bagi present"...hahaha..i just dunno what to buy for her....btw i've put a new song on this blog...it's not that rock...but i like it...the song called Journey by Pop Shuvit feat Vandal & Zain Ruffedge...like i said i love Zain's voice in this...especially his high pitch part...aaaaahhhh(dreaming)

ok today in school...mostly it's boring except for mother tongue...first half of the lesson is boring...but the other half thanks to Khai's jokes...it's ok...speaking of MT...the last MT lesson...Syarif was talking about his hopes n dreams to Mdm Shikin...and it happen that me,Khai, Impi, Sairi and Ace were there...so we somehow join the convo...it's seems that he have the same passion as i am...to be an entertainer...well he's into hip-hop...and im into rock...but Music is our passion...i mean he's lucky...and im not...haiz..nvm..passion still lives on...

during recess..managed to play '5 Stones' with riona and fana...its a bit lame and childish..but hey once in a while...it's quite fun...damn i've lost my skills...oh well..gotta keep practising..practice makes perfect...hehehe...after school..mock science practical exam...physics part was easy..but chem is confusing..haiz...i have to redo one part of it just to get the correct answer....but overall...managable...

ok then...i suppose to call iqah tmr...cuz i'm studying add maths with her...gonna be home alone tmr..well in fact today( cuz its 12.30am)...cuz my mum is out..to johor again...haiz..cuz my grandma is alone....haiz...well nvm...and to Lara sorry i can't go to Jasper's party...cuz im grounded for 3 freaking months...haiz...im gonna be free like a bird only after the O Levels..

haiz again...

well yesterday...i've got to know that my childhood friend...her name is Charyanne, i think...has entered Singapore Poly!!! Yay!! Next year hopefully i can meet her...she's chinese btw...my aunt took care of her and her 2 younger twin siblings when they were just a kid...she's a m'sian btw...she's just a year older than me...i call her 'Kak Sayang'...yup that's what we call her...to Kak Sayang..hope to see you in the same Poly next year...cuz im aiming for SP next year...come and visit my house...the last time i saw you is at Nenek's house in Johor last 2 years i think...hope you would come by here soon..with Auntie Vivian,memen and lilin...

gosh i can't wait...hmm what else...McFly 2007 calendar is out in UK..and hopefully i can get the calendar here in HMV...i want their calendar...i miss buying their 2006...now i want their 2007..their wonderland dvd..and of course their new album...lads why won't you come here???plzzzzz...your fans are indeed growing here...i don't care if you tixs are expensive..cuz im gonna go to your freaking show anyway...have fun in you upcoming tour with Click 5...

my eyes are getting red...im sleepy...im full..i need to go to sleep...must study add maths tmr...i need to ask iqah about relative velocity and kinematics...

toodles..cheerio

Kayla

I'm In Love Or Not

hi punkettes...
pretty much today is the most sleepiest day of my life...i fell asleep during english lesson...almost fell asleep during chemistry....(yawning!!) haiz...
i thought of going to causeway point to buy Nadia's present today...but i totally have no mood today...i don't know why maybe because of this sleepy head disease...or just because im plain tired...

nothing happen much today after...it's just that i broke 2 fingers well sorta...last Tuesday during PE lesson...i broke my pinky finger...after a collision with saleha...then today..during recess time..played volleyball with calvin,ace,hui yu,stanley and wei hong....i broke my thumb...damn it...2 PE lessons in a row...im injured...haiz...but luckily nothing bad happen...phew!

back home...ate lunch...well just fried rice...watch TV for a while...watch Totally Spies on Disney Channel and also Art Attack...then i decided to be online...went to normal websites...and i come across this website...Dress Up Tom McFly...i play it for a while...quite cool..but soon became bored...try dress up tom mcfly...hehehehe...

well i develop a feeling of liking someone...a greater degree of 'like'...its like im falling love..it's getting too much...its a somebody...not in my class...not in my school...haiz...gosh..damn i gotta concentrate on my studies...after O Levels then can think about love...haiz...my god...kayla what happen to you...to this someone...i want to meet you but i can't...let's stay as we are until my burden is over...you know that i've told you this before...and you understand...thanks!

ok now enough of my love crap...i've got all the songs from christina aguilera new album...yeah..and i've got to say that this girl got it all...the album is so classy...and freaking awesome...currently fave track from there is..Hurt...it's a ballad and meaningful...
here's the lyrics:

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take away the pain

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wanna do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I hurt myself by hating you

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I want to do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've had myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've had myself

By hurting you

this songs is exactly how i've felt before....what a lovely song..go and get the album and take a lisen to this...i know im being emo...but hey...it's just that sometimes...i can get romantic...hahaha...other new songs that i've just transfer to my Mp3 are:

1. Pop Shuvit feat Vandal & Zain Ruffedge-Journey (I love his voice in this!! High pitch!!)

2. Christina Aguilera-Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti (A spanish song from Xtina spanish album)

3. Avril Lavigne feat Amy Lee-Gothic Angel (1 is gothic...1 is angel)

4. Iron Maiden-Hollowed By Thy Name (Classic!!! And it still Rock!!)

5. Jimmy Eat World-Futures(A track which Tom likes...gd!)

6.The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Face Down (Another rock song...just discovered them)

7.Kiss-Detroit Rock City (Hell Yeah!!)

8.Fiori-Hey There (Discover this song on Beca Lovebites myspace profile...wicked track!)

9.Blur-Song 2(Wooohooo!!!)

10.Fightstar-Ghost On 31(A b-side from them)

Damn...tomorrow is science practical exam...hope not to deal fires again...or else my hand will definitely get burn...damn..i've a phobia of fires when it comes to chemistry practical..i learn my lesson...argh!!!hehehehe...

ok that's about it for today...

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Freaking Diarrhoea..OMG Gerard Is Blonde!!

hi punkettes...
well i've changed the layout again..this is Rock genre...that's me..im a rock chic remember...
so im gonna stick to this for a while...unless if i find another nice blogskin...hahahaha...
ok now what happened today...in school...boring..as usual..
so sleepy this morning...first 2 period..e maths..argh!!! did some probability qns...then MT...at first it was boring...then started to talk with Khai, Impian, Sairi and Syarif...turn out to be a great laughter...making fun of Khai about Siti..besides he's Datuk K...hahaha...
then Cikgu Shikin gave us this article..which i think it is absolutely absurd...its about a woman who claims that she gave birth to a Komodo Dragon...Stupid...how can a woman gave birth to a big lizard...eww...omg!!!

next CME...Mr Bruce didn't come today...so Mdm Aishah take over..relief..throughout that 1 period...i went to sleep...damn it was nice...just in time for add maths lesson...i feel refresh after sleeping...i can concentrate on add maths...hahaha..well add maths...i understand the concept well...phew...thankfully...on to english lesson...combined band..finish up the summary of yesterday's compre...mess around with daen...he's crazy...he showed some art technics...cool..ace!!

e maths mock exam paper 2...was quite easy...managed to pull it through without stress...phew..i hope i pass this time...it was long 2hr 30 mins paper...finish around 5.40pm..haiz..well nvm...

got home..and this freaking diarrhoea started again...damn...well it actually started while i was doing the mock test...i managed to endure it...but this time i can't...i've went to the loo to poo..hahaha..rhymes!! then went online...visit the normal sites i usually go..friendster...myspace..mcfly fansites(a must!!) and look up some pictures and this is what i found:


It's Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance...he's blonde n ugly..omg..look at him..i prefer him with black hair...eww..unsuitable...well he's my fave guy from MCR...MCR makes gd music...not a big fan of them though...









Guess who?? It's Jojo...she's a grown woman..!!! Beautiful..this is what i call beautiful...look at her...wow...!!!Ace!!










And so Lara this is your Zac Efron...he dyed his hair black now..from blonde..brunette..now black...nice..love his eyes!!









Finally the cast of High School Musical....Lucas Gabreel is smart in this pic...Vanessa is beautiful!! Love the hair...whoa!!







that's all i can say for now...
toodles...cheerio
Kayla

I hate Mock Exams!!

hi punkettes...
darn..i just came back from home...from school..haiz..mock exam sucks!!! i took e maths paper 1 exam today...darn it sucks...well..i managed to do the first half of the qns...but the other half...super damn tough!!! shit!!

i didn't go to school yesterday...the fact that i slept late at night..around 2am...couldn't sleep cuz im sweating while sleeping...and i kept going to the toilet to poo...oh bollocks..it must be the food that i ate...not forgetting some durians as well...damn!!haiz...

orals is on yesterday...i did pretty well...but i was so shocked that i only get 2 questions out of 3...maybe i've already answered they wanted to ask...or maybe not..i just don't know...i left the hall puzzled and confused....oh well...went back home..Rashid Osman was online..then i ask him why he didn't come for oral...then he became panic...he seriously thought that his turn is today...i gave him to get a MC to at least be able to re-sit the bloody oral...blargh...

damn...i hate diarrhoea...a total record of 12times i visited the toilet yesterday...just to poo...luckily i never drink starbucks yesterday...haiz...yesterday i managed to watch Siti Nurhaliza's wedding...it's very lavish and full of Malay traditions...she's beautiful...but her tiara and tudung..doesn't suit well...oh well...i hope she's happy with her new husband..Datuk K...hahaha...no wonder Khai didn't come to school today...hahahaha...Khai is the Datuk K of the class...hahaha...

Yesterday night around 10pm...i watch the eye 2 showing on TV3...i've watch it b4 n it wasn't that scary except for the part where the girl at the bus stop and all of a sudden a couple of dead bodies just drop down...and the eyes were wide open spinning...creepy!! i was chatting with a friend of mine, name Salihin age 20....while watching The Eye 2.....and he told a story during the time he watch a movie with a girl...who was very horny....hahahahaha....then Yushie came online...talked to him for a while...Yushie is another friend of mine...a guy...who likes McFly...age 16..taking O levels this year....he suffer more than i am...he got at least 12 subjects to cope...whoa!!! gd luck brudder!!!! maybe see you in the same poly next year...hahaha...

well today...i overslept...i alarm clock rang at 6.30am...but i woke up at 7am...by the loud bang of my door by bro...whoa...i panic for a while...but thankfully i wasn't late for school...saw Riona, Fana n Tipah...greeted them...we thought that Sec 5 assemble in hall for assembly...but at the quadrangle...saw Ace and Saleha...chat with them for a while...n talk about yesterday's oral...school was okay today...PE was great...damn i've lost my shooting skills...all my goals are miss...dang...we played captain's/basketball...hahaha...my team won...thanks with riona, ace, saleha around...jing wen was a great today...so enthusiastic..i never saw a geek like her so enthusiastic in PE.....hahaha...usually she did nothing...

maths was boring...physics well almost...english did compre..combined with band 1 at the library...i skip geog remedial...cuz ace n i wanted to take the e maths mock test....like i said earlier...it suxs...

came back home..rang the doorbell...no one answer...waiting for like half hour...then decided to go admiralty and call mum...i know mum was with my aunt(nadia's mum)...cuz our car isn't at the carpark...called and mum said that the key was in the plant pot...so went back home took the keys and went in...haiz...

just read lara's blog....damn...Lara that woman deserved the curse and swears by you...i support you all the way...if i were you...i also curse the woman as well...just remember...when you're down...we are here to help...that's what i learn...from my friends...hmm...yeah...but i think the number looks familiar....i've seen it somewhere but im not quite sure where i've seen it...oh well..if i know that person...i'll let you know...

and Riona...you like the song Setia...well in the movie...i like the Indah...and the one at the petrol station...but currently from Ruffera...I love the song Lemas....addicted to it already...hahahaha

ok now..i have to stop..cuz bro n mum is nagging...oh well...
toodless...cheerio
Kayla

Here I Go Again

ok punkettes...here i go again..
where was i...oh yes...let's talk about my sunday
Sunday:
slept at 12.30am...because my cuzins,Nurul Nadia,Ayu and I were talking about girl stuff until late at night...i slept with my Mp3 on...wake up to realise that my Mp3 battery was flat...nvm..cuz i got a spare one...then that fat Nadia woke me up....saying that all of us are going to a wedding ceremony at Kluang...its in Johor...just 1 1/2hr drive...so i got up..get down to the kitchen..when back up again..to wake Ayu n Nurul Nadia up...dang..lots of exercise...

so went for shower...n then got dress up...put on make-up...and go...bro arrived early in the morning...there's 3 cars going...1 is the MPV...2nd My car...3rd..my uncle's car....that's it..
it was quite a long journey...but i managed to sleep...hahaha...typical me...on the highway my bro got jealous bcuz the MPV was freaking fast....besides the engines is 2.0...when our car is 1.5...big difference... got there...i dunno many of them...but ppl were staring at me...for some reason...i dunno y...starring at me from head to toe...nvm...there were lots of meet and greet...ate the food...that's it...more hugs n kisses...went back home...

on the way home...visit ayer hitam..cuz my aunt wanted to buy some plastic flowers...hahaha...on the highway back home...the car and the MPV was behind each other...my bro pointed me to the dashboard..."look 150km/hr....crazy!!"i was sitting at the front seat and i laughed...damn that MPV was fast...arrived home...chill for a while...i challenged my pro gamer cuzin wawan, shukri and fiqri to a game of 'Carrum'....i came in 2nd...Fiqri won...Dang..nvm..but it was fun...Then i got the news that my cuzin Fatin went through to the semi-final for her taekwondo tournament...great...and soon 1hr later...she went through to the finals...whoa...so i decided to watch her fight at the nearby stadium....but at last she came in 2nd...she was dissapointed for quite a bit...but hey...its a gd thing....at least she did her best...i told her..last year she got 3rd then this year she got 2nd...maybe next year 1st perhaps???you'll never know your luck....i said...hahaha...

i got home back to singapore late at night...to prevent traffic jam...the car was pack man...6ppl in one car...whoa!! first send nadia n her mum back home..in woodlands..which is nearby...then have to send my 2nd aunt(mum's late cuzin ex-wife) home in Ubi...which was at the east..arrived home at around 1am...dang im freaking tired...

here are some of the photos i took on my camera:


Well this is my cuzin Ayu, age 13 and me...this pic was taken when we were watching Tipah Tertipu...her fave from Ruffedge is Amer...










Well this is my pro gamer cuzin, Wawan, age 14, Ayu's elder












This is my new cuzin, Shukri, aged 14...well my aunt married a man who wife had died years ago...and he got 6 kids...n this is the last kid...











This is Shukri's elder sis, Nurul Nadia, age 16...just a year younger than me...she's cool but quiet...













This is Fiqri, age 13...before this he is so 'mat kental'
now he's quite okay...after i threatened him not to be an idiot again...hahaha...












So this is Fiqri big sis, Fatin, age 14.....she's the one who entered the taekwondo tournament and got 2nd...congrats girl!!!












I like this picture a lot...its little Natasha, my cute adorable cuzin, age 2....this pic was taken after she cry when i took her into a room...then she's happy all of a sudden...sometimes she can quite annoying when she's so stubborn...don't want to listen to ppl...








FOOD!!! These are some of the food available...but there's more...there's 3 different type of rice..white one...bryani one..and vegetable rice....whoa yummy...then various of dishes i tell ya...i got nuts...i ate all..but i have the limit...hahahaha..gonna watch my weight...









ok that's about all...i can share...
toodles...cheerio
Kayla

Oral Is Today!

hi punkettes..
ok now...i suppose to update yesterday....cuz i can't...im plain tired...

this what happen during my weekend:
friday:
Lara planned to go IMM in search for Jasper's n her mum present...she asked all of us...Riona went first with her...i couldn't come along with both of them...cuz i got oral practice with Ms Wong...ok then so...after the oral practice...i phoned Safiah and she said she's going at 2.45pm...great..i've just finished my oral session at 2.15pm so i decided to tagged...i called Safiah again and asked her to go first cuz i will be late...then at around 3..i got off the house n went straight to Jurong...went to Jurong Library first...then picked some books...met Safiah at library..n went straight to IMM...met Lara n Riona at KFC...Safiah n Ain ate...i didn't cuz im full...

then went to daiso...i shop for a few things...then off to phototaking session...took a few pics..and gosh..the time...I'm late...in the shuttle bus..received a call from bro...to come home quick...he was yelling...as usual...but it didn't sound right...i smell the word 'grounded'...yes..back home..I'm grounded for 3 months...DAMN!!!!! first i was upset of course....but come to think of it..its kinda good...so i could concentrate on that freaking O's...n lately i have no mood to go out anymore...

Saturday:
I slept at 1am on Friday and woke up at 6.30am...at first i thought it was a school day...then mum came knocking on my door and said the she wanted to go johor. My grandma is having some 'kenduri', so mum obviously have to be there since all of her 7 siblings going to be there as well. Ok, perfectly fine with me. I thought of not to go..but come to think of it...all of my cousins going to be there...and im gonna miss the fun...So i got up..dress casually, pack my stuff. I didn't put my make-up on because i hate putting make-up in the morning...so i looked ugly..hahaha..

The traffic was okay except for there's a lot of ppl...which is quite understandable...Waited for my aunt in Larkin...I can't believe that she changed her car...from an ugly van to a luxurious MPV...whoa!!! Cool!! Ace!!! Arrived at grandma's house...ate breakfast...well its just lontong...nothing much....Then my aunt(nadia's mum) asked to take some Panda leaves at outside of the house...i knew what it was..but i was not quite sure...so i took the wrong one. I felt humiliated for a while...i know mum was embarassed...Sorry mum...my bad!!!! But i really hate ppl exaggerate my mistakes...what is done..DONE!! Ok i know im a typical urban chic who doesn't know all these things...but you don't have to tell the whole world about it....geez...I was really pissed with my grandma for a while...she said "nanti ingat daun pisang, sayur pulak"...something like that...i can't remember...i feel like talking straight right to her face and said "I'M NOT THAT DUMB IDIOT!!" It really raged me up but i have to control or else chaos...

Felt quite bored, luckily i brought my Mp3 along so i could listen to it...I did some of my revision n hwrks. I couldn't concentrate bcuz 1st, all my younger cuzin lead by Nadia was making a whole lot of racket...plus my aunts are blabbering loudly non-stop at the kitchen. 2nd..I'm so sleepy..hey, i woke up at 6.30am today... I fell asleep in one of the rooms when i was interrupted by my aunt(mum's youngest sister), she told me to help in the kitchen but nah...i'm too sleepy to help..sorry.. I'm sleepy..I can't do my work...what am i suppose to do?? Oh bollocks!!

well eventually i have to help...i clean the dishes...packed the foods into styrofoam packets to give to guest in 'Surau'...wash the dishes...ate some durians...but doing it with your other girl cuzins was fun...in the afternoon around 4pm...watch 'Tipah Tertipu'...my cuzins fatin n ayu was arguing who took Amer....but i said to them...'Hands off from Zain'...hahaha...my uncle(mum's younger bro) is a joker...he said 'dream on...that tipah will pick me'... when the sun goes down...i went for shower and got dress in my orange 'Baju Kurung'...didn't put make-up...well except for foundation and lip gloss..that's it..all of my aunts n uncles including my cousins decided to pray together...well i can't...hehehe...'Period!'..haha..luckily i'm not alone...my aunt(mum's younger bro wife) n her indonesian maid also have the same thing...hahaha...so i helped them in the kitchen in preparation to dine the food...
after that...i saw little natasha was sleeping sitting up on the couch...i brought her to a room...and she cried...but soon i'm able to calm her down...but she didn't sleep after that...in fact..i played with her...

after all the praying was done...FOOD GALORE!!!! Damn im starving...i didn't ate lunch...so im really starving...so we ate..all my relatives in one house was such a great atmosphere...wohoo...i ate...but at the same time i have to watch my weight...yeah...then help in the kitchen again...i've changed my clothes...cuz damn..it's hot...so i did some washing the dishes and wipe it dry...that night all of us sat in the living room...and watch TV....and all of a sudden we were exchanging riddles....hahaha...like 'which one is heavier? 1kg of cotton wool or 1kg of stone?' if you know the answer...holla at my tagboard...hahahaha...even my grandma was giving us some riddles..n hers was difficult...but yet it makes no sense...

i slept in my cuzin ayu's room...together with my new cuzin from KL...Nurul Nadia...not the big fat Nadia...

damn...it's getting late...i need to go to school for my English O Level Oral....i'll be back later aye..and i'll tell you what happen on sunday....

toodles...cheerio
Kayla

New host

Hi punkettes...
ok now...since Riona and Lara can't view my blog...and since many ppl already use blogspot...so i decided to use it as well...so im new to this...im trying to learn how to handle this new server...so bare with me...

toodles..cheerio
Kayla