Highs And Lows

hi punkettes...

It's the end of the year. Wow, a year has passed so fast. Hmm...this year has been a great year. I promised to make it awesome but nah...it is just great.
Highlights?? Hmm let me think...

Some of the good ones are...
1. I passed my O Levels.
2. Got into a Poly.
3. Got a laptop. (My baby)
4. Got a lot of new friends. Some are horny, some are wacky, some are crazy. But all of them are awesome!!!
5. Summer date with a hot guy. (Hehehe)
6. Had a lot of fun and laughter.

There's always bad ones right....like
1. I had a not so good bdae celebration.
2. Attempted suicide for the 3rd time. (Yes, for 3 times already, yet Im alive)
3. Heartbroken.
4.Depression

and lots of other not so good stuff that I don't wanna say it. Too painful to remember.

But hey, i wont let history repeat itself. No way. I try my best not to.
So for the year ahead, I wish for the best and hopefully I can face the challenges that lies ahead.
Fiza hwaiting!! Hahaha!

New Year is coming so Im setting new resolution too. Hmm. Haha.

So I Wanna wish you guys HAPPY NEW YEAR!! HELLO 2008!!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

hi punkettes...

well, yesterday is Hari Raya Aidiladha and also my bdae according to islamic calendar. Yeah, I was born on Hari Raya Aidiladha, that's what my mum says. So I am 19 yesterday.
Hmm...yesterday's celebrations? It was normal. And it is the first time I didn't celebrate with my mum's side cuz all of them went to KL to my aunt's house and celebrate there. Tisk!
If not cuz of bro's NS re-service today, my family will be at KL now. Darn!

Yesterday, mum woke me up at 7am. She told me to get ready by 8am. Then 8am, we went to Cik Dah's house where grandma is, bro dropped us there then he went to prayers. I had my breakfast there. Mum's sambal goreng is the best. I really really adore her sambal goreng. Then after a while, Mak Mok came with more food. Nasi Bryani!! OMG! Another fave of mine. I ate a lot of it.

Then about 10am, all of us went to Johor to Mak Long's house. It was raining heavily, so thank god there's no traffic jam at the Causeway. I fell asleep on the way. At Mak Long's house, there's even more food!! There I played with my nieces and nephew. Some of them are irritating, but it's ok. Kids, what do you expect. Haha.

There's this particular cat at Mak Long's house which is super tamed. I mean, so the manja. He slept on my lap. Haha. About 6pm, we went home.
But on the way home, I kept on sneezing in the car. Must be the cat. Cuz it's far, was all over the carpet and also me. Urgh!

Back home, I didn't feel well. But one thing made me feel good.
I check my webmail, and Nicole from NTU emailed me. I met her from the AFA workshop. She emailed that our film, won the Best Film Project. We won a very expensive canon camera which Kent(the one who look and sound like Simon Amstell) estimated worth around $1600. We decided to distribute the money equally. Yay! So I should get $400!! Haha. First thing I wanna buy is PSP slim!! Modified! Haha. Then the rest of the money I can shop, or maybe pay for my driving classes fee.Yay!

I'm still sick with flu now. Haiz. But at least I got good sleep. Haha.
Hmm..what else, Hady Mirza won Asian Idol. I voted!! Haha. Oh ya, yesterday, me and my aunts and cuzins watch the repeat of Asian Idol. And we were like judging each of the idol's performance. And we even fought about who is best and who is not. Haha.

Hmm what else...
The other day, I found a way to play all most of my favourite Sega Genesis Mega Drive games on my laptop! I am so so happy. It's been 10 years since I last played the Sega games. Thank you Sega Emulator!! My favourites are Sonic The Hedgehog, Sonic and Knuckles, Tiny Toons, MJ Moonwalker, The Flinstones, Chase HQ...etc etc. I wanna download more!

Oh, anyone got Counter Strike Source??? I wanna play it!! The graphic is the best!! Those who have it, PM me plzz!!

Ok then, that's about it.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

준수오빠, 생일축하합니다!

hi punkettes

준수오빠, 생일축하합니다!

Basically it says, Junsu oppa, Happy Birthday!

Yes, it is my love at first sight for DBSK, Kim Junsu birthday. His birthday is tmr though.But in case I forgot I wanna wish him a Happy 21/22 Birthday. He's 22 in Korea but in English calendar he's 21. Korean birthdays are weird. Hehe.

Oh ya, a very Happy Birthday to Kim Junsu's twin too, Kim Junho.

So Happy Birthday!!! May All your wishes comes true, and stay healthy and cheerful always!Best of health to you okay, darling! Love you!

This is Junho(left) and Junsu(right) when they were young. How cute!!

Let's reflect when is the first time I saw Junsu. It's around Jan 07, I was watching MTV. Then a korean mv was on. It is a guy and a girl duet called Timeless. I said to myself, the guy is cute! Then the next day, I asked Erika to search the song for me. The song was by Jang Ri In and Xiah Junsu. Then I found that Junsu was part of DBSK. So that's where I started to love for DBSK! And Xiah Junsu was the first member that I like, before hubby Jaejoong came along. Haha.

Happy Birthday!

toodles..cheerio

Kayla Anika

hoo-lee-dae moooddd

hi punkettes

today is like my bad and my good day at the same time.
bad, simply because, first thing in the morning, i had kaya spread on my shirt, then during class, my skirt torn off. haiz. luckily i got my black shawl. and i wrapped arnd it as a skirt. clever am i? haha. hey, it's stylish okay! haha.

good, cuz class ends at 1pm. and we're like having 6th p at 12.30pm. no ppt. juz plainly do wrksht. fun rite. slack. then we went lunch at pizza hut wif our cognitive faci anne marie. cuz today might be her last lesson with us, she might be leaving for germany to follow her husband. sad isn't it. she is the nicest faci ever.

someone needs to get a real 'rembat' from the class. i dun want to mention the name. i believe the whole class know. except for those dumb dumbs ah. class watch out for my pm on msn. we nid to discuss this matter. hehehe. the devil inside fiza starting to talk. muahahaha. 'tanduk fiza dh kluar, so beware ehk." this person nk step cute jek. ish. menyampah. dh lah tk buat keje, gagap lak tu, nk step cute. getting on my nerves man.

now im at my grandma's house cuz aunt went out wif my cuzins to celebrate cuzin mira bdae. so im here to stay wif grandma till she comes back. im bored to death. hurray for the internet!! phew! haha.

holiday is approaching. I so bloody need it la. im dead tired nowadays. the weather is so nice to sleep all day. to cut short im in the holiday mood now. xmas is approaching. i want xmas presents plzz...hahaha. i want psp slim for xmas. can can can? hahaha.

to ain, sorry i cant come to watch oddessy this saturday. going shopping wif mum at johor ah. and also im going to cut my hair. yes, i am going to have a new hairdo. bob with 'bangs' perhaps. not sure. but i will cut my hair this saturday.

i'll upload pics as soon i get home okie.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Holiday Mood. Haiz.

hi punkettes...


last saturday, i came down to millenia walk with Erika and fiqah to support kyra on her fashion design competition. But in the morning i went to peninsular with mimi cuz she wanted to buy rock band tees. I saw H.I.M t-shirt which I really really like, but Im scared that If i bought it, mum will go bezerk. Probably i will buy some other band like Muse, or 30 secs to mars, some other time. I want to buy a skinny too, a white one.

Thanks to Mimi too, I got the McFly 2008 Calendar. Hey, I am still a fan of McFly. Well, stupid me, I actually completely forgot to bring cash. I was cashless on that day. Stupid right!!?? I simply to bring my cash. Girl, I promise to pay you back, just remind me about it, I may forget about it. But thanks to mimi too, I got a scream from her mum. She suppose to go home after she meet me, but she went somewhere else. Then her mum called me and she was screaming as soon I told her that Mimi went somewhere else. How I am suppose to know where she went? That idiot switch off her phone. Fucker.

So anyways, Kyra's team didnt win. They got a consolation prize. Well, good job for making it to the finals. I like your cape. But the colour combination, I gotta agree with that big haired judge. Hehe. But hey, learn from criticism aight?!

So kyra, this is your best shot. Haha.

It's been raining for a few days. The weather is cooling, makes me fall asleep.
School has been ok but sometimes it is suxs. GG is kinda crazy nowadays.

Some of my classmates have our own little miss and mr men nicknames. I'm little miss stubborn.
Azri-Mr Chatterbox
Ain-Little Miss Busy
Minah-Little Miss Twin
Zul-Mr Forgetfull
Khai-Mr.Greedy
Dian-Little Miss Vain
Weiling-Little Missy Bossy
Amanda-Little Miss Late
and much more.

Today, I didnt come to sch, simply because I overslept. My phone was under my pillow and I couldn't hear a single alarm sound coming from it. Yes, I woke up at 11am. Judging from my classmates msn nicks right now, I believe that the problem for today which is Science is tough. Was it? Hehe.

Oh ya, Kyra, What are you going to do with the dresses? I was thinking to setup our business, u know, our own label that we've created long time ago. Shall we? And thanks for the wallie of my hubby!!

Ok now, that's all for now.
I'm so in holiday mood.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Hot N Cold

hi punkettes..

Yes, I'm finally back from hiatus. I need to get some peace in my mind when everything seems so messed up with me. I've been dissapointed, pissed off and much more. I'm being too sensitive. But that's me, I'm a sensitive person. Nt many ppl might know it, but yes, I'm sensitive. I get 'kecik hati' or dissapointed easily.

After 3 days at kampung, there's a lot of experiencing going on. Me and My cuzin met a ghost. We're not sure it was a ghost but my cuzin claim that he saw it.
This happens on Saturday night. All of my cuzin are bored to death. We are REALLY bored! No entertainment at all. So we decided to go for a night walk. It was pitch black but only with the help of a torchlight. As we were walking along, my cuzin said that he saw a white figure After he said that, we ran like hell.
Thank god I managed to video it using my hp, this is what we saw in the video. Just focus on the right of the video, after I say "Can you flash it to your face?" to my cuzin, see a white figure appearing behind her.





Well, Im not sure it was a ghost or what. But it seems like it.

Then after that experience, my cuzins , my nephew and I decided to play blackjack. But there's a catch on whoever lost the round. Draw something ridiculous on the faces with face paint. It was damn funny.

Look at our faces, I was an italian man.

Here's another way on how we kill our boredom. It was 1.30am, 2 of my cuzins and I were chit chatting and telling some jokes. Then we found a motorcycle dashboard and we decided to play with it. Here's another video of it.

This shows on how bored we are in the middle of the night. Everyone was asleep except for the 3 of us.

The temperature at kampung was hot as hell during the day but cold as ice in the night. It was cold in the night. We don't even use fans while we are sleeping. Most of us were on jackets and sweaters.

I came home on Monday and damn, flu came back. I sleep for the rest of the day.
Cuz I'm plain tired. Haiz.

I just realised that the trip to the kampung, is like the first time we went back together with my relatives since 10 years ago. Haha. Yeah. It was fun. All the memories we used to have 10 years ago, came back to our minds. We laugh and talk about it.

I'll post more pictures when i have time okie.
But right now, Im back with the flu bug. Ish.

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

Ok Whatever.

I'll Stay Silent.

For god damn sake, I don't even have time for myself! I havent been reading blogs for like a week. Cuz Im damn busy. Got stupid deadlines to meet. That's y the apology is a week late!
Get it?

I hate to fight through blogs like this. Pretty immature. So I'll stop here.
I'll Stay Silent.

That Pisses Me Off. Really.

hi punkettes..

Just a moment ago, I feel happy. Then just a split second, I'm not.
I was blog hopping while in class, feeling rather bored actually. Then went to erika's blog, n I can't believe that she is dissapointed cuz she thinks that I blew her off last minute.

"Some frend of mine dumped me for a trip to Sembawang Park with her other frends... awesome isnt? Next time if you have other plans in thought when i msg you saying i wanna go somewhere with u, tell me straight. Dont wait until i rushed home, changed and wait for u to msg me so that i can go out to meet u then u call me saying you're not comin with me.Tat totally puts me off. I wanna go to CP to check out things i wanted to buy and the prices so that i can count them, collect the money and buys them before chalet next year. Nvm then, i'll ask other frends of mine to come along with me, at least they wont dumped me off at the last minute which i desperately hates about ppl."

First thing, I nvr promised her anything. Ok, I have to admit that my frens are taking a damn long time to making up their mind on where to go on that day. But I said that I will confirm with her. What's the problem with when you're already at home, changed, then go out again. Then when I can't come with you, maybe some other time rite. To tell you the truth I hate the last line. Me dumping you off. Ok fine. Whatever it is, I'm sorry, if you think that Im wrong when I seriously think I'm not.

I bought the new super junior album today. It is worth the money. 13 different covers!! Wow. Plus a booklet. But that only makes me happy for a while, but inside, I'm still sad n pissed.
So whatever la. I won't take it so hard. Whatever will be will be.

I don't want to be stubborn, so I apologise ok.

Kyra, Sorry I can't come n support your fashion design competition. But i want a preview of your clothes la! Hehe. Nvm. I will pray for you to get into finals okie?! Good luck buddy!! Hwaiting!

W35Q, has their down week today. Some cried, Some was pissed, some was sad. I miss the fun in the class. But when there are ups, there must be downs. So I hope next week, we are back to our ownself okay? Come on!

After tmr, this blog will be on hiatus.

ok then.
toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

Erika's Hubby God Damn Hot. So Does Mine.

hi punkettes...

Erika! Your hubby is hot!!!!!! Hahahaha!!

And look at my hubby ah!! His figure!!

Right now, I'm in class in 3rd meeting already. Surf the net to search any new pictures of my darling, then I found these. Feel like shouting now, but now got presentation, so I held back. Soulmate hotness shot me right thru! Whoa!! Hahaha.

Erika you want these pictures, Nudge me went you see me online.

Hahaha.

toodles..cheerio

Kayla Anika

I'm tired

hi punkettes..

Lately ive been a lazy bum. Im lazy to update my blog.
Haha. Yeah, I'm sorry. Now im updating ok.

For the past few weeks I've been:
Feeling so damn stress.
Fall a bit sick.
Lepak with Geylang Gang.
Cam-whore in the library with crazy classmates.
Addicted to playing Sims 2.
Crying my eyes out.
Pissed at someone.

So basically for the past few days or weeks, I've been having mixed feelings.

Today maths was stress as usual. Damn bloody bastard didn't come. I came in late for sch. Went to starbucks, bought breakfast for them and also double choc frappe. In the end, we're the sole survivor. Haha. Most of the class left before meeting 3. Then went to IMM wif minah. I bought slippers which mum gonna nag when she finds out. Bought some stuff for the trip.

Oh yeah, this blog gonna be on hiatus for 4 days starting on Friday. Why? Cuz on Friday, I'm going back to kampung with my relatives. I promise to update when I get back. I'll update with pictures, okie?

Tmr, I'm going to get my fitness back up to the standard that I used to have, cuz I'm going to jog in the morning with geylang gang and probably with amanda.

Getting over him is tougher than I thought. But no worries, I have friends to make me forget about it. They made me happy.

There's a disease happening in class. The gagap and pelat disease. Haha. I wont mention names. I think GG knows about it. So hush! Hahaha.

24th Nov, I miss the concert of my lifetime. Jaejoong is in Malaysia while I'm in Singapore. I should go to KL and see Jaejoong live in action. Erika and I had miss watching our hubby live in action. Haiz. I wanna watch DBSK live!!!!!!! When I get my license, I'll drive to KL myself!! I'm serious about it.

To Kyra & Erika: I've seen Kyra's lovely designs and I like it. Shall we start our business as we plan long time ago in small scale first. We'll never know, we might become famous one day. Haha. I'm serious. Shall we, I'm up for it.

To my clique: GIRLS!! I MISS YOU GUYS!! ONE DAY, WE NEED TO GO OUT TOGETHER. ALL 7 OF US. PLZ PLZ PLZ MAKE YOURSELF AVAILABLE!!

To GG(Geylang Gang) and W35Q: Woit! We need to go out together with the class also. Go bowling or go vivo cuz Ace Azri is Vivo Virgin. You guys plan ok? Then tell me.

Ok la, I'll update more tmr. Actually i have no idea on what to update now. Haha.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

SUCKS!

hi punkettes..

im absent from the netizen world again...sorry.
I've been busy for the past week and being sick again. Haiz.

Yesterday was stressful for me. The deadline of that freaking film competition is today. And my team only got to edit yesterday. Freaking macbook gave us freaking problem. SUCKS! While digitising in the IG room, sound is not synchronize with the film. SUCKS!

Left us no choice but to slowly sychronize on our own. Me and Siti editted the film. Siti edit through macbook for the actual submission while I did on my editting software, in case we don't have time to finish. Adding salt to the wound, the macbook have to return today by 10am and exporting takes a longer time than I tot. I didn't get to sleep last nite due to editting, I only sleep at 7am plus and woke up around 8.30am.

I felt so terrible in the morning. SUCKS! My eyes were bloodshot red in the morning. My mood was down. Its raining, the best weather to sleep in. No mood to do anything today. Sorry Team. Minah! Sorry ah, I'm not really functioning today. After my presentation, I watch some SUJU videos with Minah. Then after lesson ends, yvonne said to me, that I was talking quite loud during other ppl team's presentation. I didn't realised that. Haha!

I guess what my parents said was right, I am getting deaf. SUCKS!
I don't freaking care about today's relief faci, Olive Oyl no.2! Urgh!

I've already watch SUJU's Marry U Mv, thanks to Minah. Well, all of them are in white! Awesome! Most of them got their decent haircolour back. Especially my darling, Kyuhyun!!

Oh well, I really really need to get some sleep. Tmr Science UT, another gone case UT, I hope not. Haiz. Kayla wants her bed, her bunny and her 'bantal'.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Words I Couldn't Say

hi punkettes..
ive changed the blog song. basically this songs tells it all on how i feel. ive already what the song gonna be all about before i could read the translations.
the tittle of the song in english is 'Words I Couldn't Say'.
There are plenty of words that i couldn't say. I wish I could say it, but im afraid it would scare him away.
I wanna forget about you but you kept on re-appearing, but when I hope to see you again, you weren't there. Why can't I just let it go? I'm fool hoping for you, when I know I couldn't get you.

Oh well, here are the lyrics, I mean the translations:
Words I Couldn't Say (Goong S OST) - J

How much more tired are you..
How much longer can you go on burying everything..
I stir my head.. close my eyes..
I'm holding on like a fool..
I try to fool my heart by saying it's not.. but like a fool I regret it..
I keep getting heated and I keep thinking about you..
Without even realizing, my heart keeps getting lost searching for you..

*I'm trying to forget you.. trying to forget you.. trying to erase you...
Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you, I'm going to try to smile..
But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working..
What am I to do.. I want to see you..

Instead of thinking of this breakup as our love ending, I'm just going to long for you..
Even if only the bad habits come and find me.. no matter how hard I try..
I'm here once again waiting..

Repeat *

You were always the first to be standing there..
Our eyes aren't able to meet this time because she's standing in front of you..
I love you so much..

The words I really want to say (words I want to say)
Words you won't ever be able to hear (My love)
How much I love you, I cry out again..
To me it's not the end for us...

Eventhough, how I feel right now is not about breaking up. It's about a crush I'm trying to forget. But the last line of the song says it all.

So, im feeling emo nowadays.
toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

I've Cried So Hard.

hi punkettes...
Sorry, for the late updates.
I've been upset. I don't what I'm upset about but I've been feeling miserable. Been listening to sad songs too, furthermore, I'm still recovering from flu and cough. It's been bugging me all week long and it's irritating.

Tuesday:
Erika was sick, I just recovered, but we both went out to Novena SQ 2 with Minah. Walk around there checking about korean rice cakes, went into the korean mart and stuff. Then went to Plaza Singapura. Then back home. Yeah. At home, the flu bug came. Haiz.

Wednesday:
Had to go sch for a while cuz got that PlayNow interview. Then went to library and sat there alone with my laptop while waiting for the girls cuz we're catching a movie later on. Thank god for wireless. Then met the girls and we bought tix to Bee Movie. Movie was okay and quite funny. I wish i could have a bee friend to talk to. Hehe. Sorry to my class who went to Night Cycling, sorry I can't make it. Hope you guys had fun. =)

One of the many pics we took before movie starts.

Thursday:
It's deepavali. But mum had plans. Mum cooked Nasi Dhal and brought the whole rice cooker to my aunt's house and we had a big feast there. The whole was so kecoh especially when we watch the 'Wujud' project DVD. I didn't dare to watch cuz it shows footage of real pontianak and pochong. Instead I play with my aunt's fat cat.

I borrowed my cuzin's Princess Hours dvd and back home I watch it all over again. Tears ran down my cheeks again.

Oh! Erika, I've finished downloading the goong epi. When do you want it?

Then, just a while ago, Minah send me a youtube link. The Super Junior guys went to vist their close friend, Bangsili. Remember the song Chutcha 'First Train', Bangsili was featured in that song. After watching that video, I cried. Yes, I cried, It was sad.

Then, I looked at my adik who was sleeping outside in the living room, I cried. Why? Cuz I felt bad at shouting at her cuz of her maths paper marks. Eventhough she got 71/100. But her problem sums section was 3/20!! I was furious about it, all the questions that was tested, I've gone through with her!! I felt so bad. Her mum is sick and still her mum work so hard for her.

I'll leave you with the link minah send, see it for yourself.



My flu is getting worst after all that crying.
Kayla, you're such a crybaby!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Fever Subside. Now Where's My Voice?

hi punkettes..

Sorry for my absence as a netizen.Hehe. I was sick.
After I came back from school last friday, I was coughing a lot.

Then on Saturday, I woke up. I body felt so weak. Haiz, but I have to go for filming. But I drank plenty of water. Filming went well, but I wasn't well at all. I slept the whole entire journey on the bus home. Back at home, my temperature rising and I completely lost my voice and also my tastebuds.

Yesterday, wasn't much different, I just sit and laze at home all day while mum and bro went to Johor. I was bored, so I decided to do my laundry, while I'm running a fever. Haha. Fiza can't sit still. Haha. At night, fetch dad from work and the whole family dine out at Selegie Road Banquet. With no tastebuds at all, I just ate porridge while others at scrumptious food. Oh dear.

I took some pictures on the way to Selegie from the car:

Sorry about the blur pics...bro was driving fast.

Then today, the fever has subside but my voice still suxs. My tastebuds are back but not all of them. I just ate soupy stuff today. Not ready spicy stuff yet.

And I love the bunch of roses on top the dining table...Hehe. They are real!

Erika told me to download Goong (Princess Hours episodes), So i'm downloading all the even number episodes now, while she download all the odds. There are 24 episodes in total.

That's all for now.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika

Squeek Squeek

Hi punkettes

I’ve been a lazy bum nowadays. Probably due to for me being too tired. Mum says that I’m lack of vitamin. Haiz. My laundry is piling up, and I’m lazy. Hehe. On Wednesday, I had my 2nd starbucks drink within 3 days. And my faci thinks I’m one rich lady. Haha. Nah, I ain’t that rich. If I’m really rich, I will have starbucks every single day. Oh yes, I will.

The air-cond in RP is getting extremely cold. Or was it me who used to like being in cold environment now starting to hate it? Hmm. TMR!! IS HOLIDAY!! It’s only a week, but oh heck, I need some rest!

But despite being tired and cold, but I’ve been happy lately. I was in extremely good mood the other day. Only god knows why I am happy. If you wanna know, I’ll tell you. But not here. Haha.

I like these recent msn nick from my classmates:
“Dim Molly as A Bitch”
“Dim Beam as a New Pimp”
“Dim Holiday Mood As Forever”
“I love Yimei…So Cute!”
“Age 18, Physical 15, Behaviour 10”

Very creative aye? Haha. Especially the VB like nicknames there.

Ok now, Britney’s latest album is a bang! Yeah, seriously. Plz plz plz, she must come back in proper attitude! I don’t want another disappointment like the VMAs. Honestly, I’ll buy the album when it is out here. I used to collect Britney’s and Xtina’s album. I have them all. Oh, not forgetting BSB and Nsync’s album too. Haha. Those were the Pop days.

And I’ve been listening back to McFly lately, since I left without keeping track on them ages ago. Haha. Sorry lads, still love ya! Strumming my guitar to their songs, made me feel so good.

Just read Erika’s blog about Super Junior not being a permanent band. WTH!! SM Entertainment wanna add a new member to SUJU, which apparently who is Henry, that Chinese-Canadian guy. Henry is ok, but SUJU is fine with 13 member. It is the largest boyband ever to date!! If any changes ever happen to SUJU, I’m joining Erika to kill SM Entertainment. Haha. Yes, I will!

To my lovely girlfriends, I wanna go out with you guys. Just leave your schedules to aside for a while and let’s have fun aye? Shall we? Please? I miss hanging out with you guys. And also, girls, I need your help!! Really. Can you girls help me with my short film production? Plz plz plz!!! I’ll tell you guys the details later.

Yesterday, Azri gone a lil bit crazy. "Squeek, Squeek!" Haha.

That's about it, I think I'm getting sick.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Late Updates..Sorry!

Hi punkettes.
So erm, Friday was Minah’s bdae. And the sabo that was planned by me, Ain and Azri, was a success. First of all, we threw her with Water, then Flour, lastly, Coconut Milk. Happy Birthday To Kasminah & also her twin, Kasmini. Here are the pictures:

Credits: Azri

Saturday:

Jln raya with D100dgreez without Erika plus Fiqah’s fren whom also my primary sch fren, Hairun.I was late, cuz I accidentally slept while watching TV at home. Hehe. Met my cuzin with his gf in MRT then meet the girls at Marsiling. We went to Tipah’s house. Took a couple of photos there.Next, we went to Fana’s house, then my house. Aft my house, I didn’t join them to continue the Jln raya cuz I suppose to help my aunt with kindergarten graduation concert held in RP.

Just click the picture to enlarge. Credits to: Kyra.

Sunday:

Open house Day. Mum didn’t tell me earlier about this open house thingy, it seems so sudden. I thought it was not an Open house event, cuz all I know that my mum wanna invite my relatives to eat my house during lunchtime. Then it turned out to be an Open House event. Aft my relatives went home, then my mum said that I can invite my friends to my house. I was like, WTH! It’s so last minute! But I tried inviting some, but I know most of them can’t make it.

And then at night, I watch Ghost Hunting With Mcfly. My favourite british band!! It's been a long time. I used to their No.1 fan and I will always be!! Haha!! The show is about ghost hunting and the spirits are damn agressives. Kudos to Danny and Harry for being the bravest, Well, Tom and Dougie for being the wusses. Haha!

Monday:

I dragged myself to sch again. So damn sleepy. Wake up at 6am. Ish! Watch music bank at 6am!! Haha. Science module, genes and proteins. Haiz!! So damn sleepy!

Starbucks is at Woodlands Civic Ctr!!! Yippee!! Hahaha!! Yay!! Hehehe!!

thats all about it.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika

Love Story

hi punkettes..
ive changed the blog song..to Katherine McPhee Love Story.
Im currently in love with this song, it relates to how i feel right now. Hehe. Haha.
Here's the lyrics:

Katherine McPhee
LOVE STORY

I think it was the summertime
When I laid eyes on you
I didn't even know your name
Somehow we'd end up in the same room
I t never crossed my mind
I never saw you like that
I should've listened to my best friend
She knew it would be a perfect match

[Chorus:]
It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' til I fell so hard

I always made up some excuse
Saying you that weren't my type
Didn't want to face the truth
Didn't want to cross that line
Til one day I saw you
Out of the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And inside I thought I would die

[Chorus:]It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' til I fell so hard

Can't believe its happening
When I least expect it
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I know
I am wrong
From the beginning we always belong

Love Love Story
Love Love Story
Love Love Story(Love)
Love Love Story(Love Story)
Love Love Story(This is my)
Love Love Story(This is my love story)
Love Love StoryLove
This is my love story

[Chorus:]
It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' til I fell so hard
It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' til I fell so hard

I'm feeling happy nowadays. Hehe. Super Cheery!
Haha.

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

CS: Condition Zero

hi punkettes!

The above picture of DBSK may be quite small, but the first time I saw it. My eyes immediately glued to Erika's hubby, Micky(2nd from the left). Erika, your hubby is hot! Hehe. This is the first time I drool over him for a while. I completely ignore my yobo(darling in korean) right smack in the middle. Jaejoong darling, sorry! But i still love you. Hehe.

I came in late to school again for 2nd time for Sci module. Haiz. I always can't wake up on Mondays. (SOMEONE BETTER GIVE ME A WAKE UP CALL PLZ)

2nd break is fun, most of us play CS. Ling was super noisy, shout n shout. To be honest, quite irritating. But nvm, it was fun. I started to kill Ling a lot of times, then she came back and kill me a couple of times too.

Then, Khai played for me while I do my ppt. He was good. Aft my presentation, I played the game from http://www.orisinal.com/. The one where a bunny jumping on bells, it was cute. I became addicted to the game. The bunny reminds me of my toy bunny Dylana. Hehe.

Aft sch, I went to that PLAYNOW briefing. Haiz. I seriously dun have time for the thing. To my team, I will not be as committed, but if you guys need help, just beep me. Haha. Yeah. So Director, do your job! Haha. If not because of the briefing, I've already stayed in class playing CS with the class and also watched ANTM. Ish! Nvm.

Back home, I'm so worn out. I fell asleep while watching MTV Trl. Hehe. Yup, I was tired.

So I'll leave you with a dance video by Lee Seung Hyun a.k.a Seung Ri. I love his moves.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika

Feverish.

hi punkettes....

I'm feeling kinda weak nowadays. Like:

1.Difficulty of breathing
2.Headaches
3.Flu
4.Vomitting.

Probably, too much of gassy drinks, festive foods and LACK OF SLEEP!!
I've been sleeping around 2am everyday. Haiz. Must stop this habit for once.

The other day was Zack a.k.a goat lover bdae. The whole lot of W35B came to celebrate, well not all of us were there. Ling and Yokeyu bought the cake during 2nd break while W35B gather at the empty class just opposite my class.


It's nice for us to be together again. I miss them. All those horny & dirty jokes came back to life when W35B is around. Haha. Zack got his bdae bash, the guys stripped him.



They use my shawl to wrap him around. Sheesh! It's full of Zack's B.O!! Haha.


Semester 1 [W35B]. Love ya!


Yesterday, I went off early from school cuz mum wanted to go Johor to go on more visitting. Haiz. I was having fever. Nvm. So we convoy 2 cars and go to my aunt's place in JB. My cuzin said we're like the Mafia family, cuz mostly the colour of the cars we have in our family is black. And yesterday 2 black cars convoying.


I didn't eat much yesterday. No appetite lah. My cuzin's new baby girl is adorably cute. All babies are cute aren't they!?



Her name is Nur Anis Farhanah. Lovely!! So this is my 2 months old newest niece. Hehe.


We went off at 10am, bt otw, we stop by a restaurant to buy Ramly burger and sang the Ramly Burger song like idiots in the car. Me and my cuzins are hungry. Hehe. I arrived home arnd 12.30am. RJ is closed, but I can email Olive today within 24 hours.


Thx Ain! For doing my self n peer evaluation for me. TQ TQ!

To my Primary school peeps: BILER NK JLN RAYA?
To my Secondary school peeps: BILER NK JLN RAYA?
To my Polytechnic peeps: BILER NK JLN RAYA??
To my FFP peeps: NAK JLN RAYA TAK?

Ok now, I'm expecting guest soon.
Dad, you owe me 50bucks. Haha. Hehe.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

My Letter To God

Hi punkettes…
I wish I could send a letter to god. This is how my letter would go,

Dear god,
Let me forget about him please,
Let me not hope for him too much.
Let me not meet him by chance for now.
Let me hate love songs for a while.
Let me not face embarrassment in front of him.
Let me welcome him with arms wide open, when the time is right.

Dear god,
Let me concentrate on my studies and also my Korean darlings.
Let me concentrate on my passion that will never fade till I die.
Let me control my eating appetite since fasting is over.
Let me be a good daughter to my parents.
Let him get out of my head.

Dear god,
Let me apologized to those I irritate the other day. “A ah seh!”
Let me not inherit dad’s knee problem at such a young age.
Let me not go for surgery with that problem.
Let me go to DBSK’s Malaysia Concert on 24 Nov.
Let me graduate with a good cert in my hand.
Let me get a driver’s license cuz I hate bro’s driving.

Dear god,
Let mum and dad be healthy always.
Let bro control his raging temper.
Let ‘my adik’ be a good daughter to her mother.
Let me pursue my dreams to be an international singer.
Let me not loose my friends over a small mistake.

Dear god,
Let my ex not wait for me.
Let my ex know that I can’t take him back.
Let my ex realized that I’m not the one for him.
Let my ex find out that I like another guy.
Let my ex find his partner of his life but not me.
Let my ex be happy with his loved ones.

There are so many things I wanna ask god for. But I only can pray and hope.
So right now, let me be happy for what I have.

That’s about it for now, and thank god, I got my laptop fixed!
Ain great performance today and Najiha is such a good singer!!
Toodles…cheerio
Kayla Anika

Hari Raya Hari Yg Mulia.

hi punkettes...
im back after 2 days of Hari Raya celebrations. Im so damn freaking tired, walking in high heels (very high heels) all day long visiting relatives is hard work. Haha!

On the night of Hari Raya, i was in tears after hearing the takbir, it really touched my heart.
So i quickly do my RJ, and then help mum n bro to do last minute preparations.
I didn't sleep the whole night, I dunno why, probably I'm too excited about Hari Raya.

So Hari Raya day, early in the morning, I help mum to put all the kuih into the kuih bottle. And place it nicely on the front table with flowers and decorations. After bro n dad came back from Hari Raya prayers, we ate as a family. Then after that, I got dressed into my Kebaya.

My kebaya is quite special because it was mum's wedding Kebaya on her wedding day. Yup, mum was 22 years old back then. And now, I'm wearing it. Hehe. Wow, mum was as slim as me back then. Hehe. I tot of wearing red on that day but I gotta match with mum cuz she wore white and orange.

Next, ask forgiveness with each other among our family. Then, off to grandma's house.

My family and my grandma. (dad's mum)

I'm thrilled cuz my aunt from Kedah came to celebrate Hari Raya with us. Yippee!

So, these are my cuzins well the lady in black is my cuzin's gf. She's celebrating wif us.

My Relatives!! Well not all of them were there, my mak long was not present at that moment. Hehe. But the house is still so lively wif or wifout them.

Then, my family went off to Johor to my grandma's house. Thank god, no traffic jams!! Hurrah!! Traffic was a breeze. We arrive there arnd noon.

My aunts n uncle couldn't recognize me with my new fringe. I've always make a drastic change to my appearance to them. Oh well, thanks for the compliment! Haha.

So this is me with some of my cuzins and of course my grandma. (mum's mum). So this is my chinese grandmother everyone!! Haha!

I purposely didn't eat at my grandma's house in S'pore cuz I want to save it for the food in my grandma's house in johor. I love her rendang, my aunt's sambal goreng and ayam masak merah. Furthermore, my aunt cook Nasi Bryani. Wow!!

At night is what I've been waiting for. Firecrackers!! I had a lot of fun playing with explosives. Haha! We challenged with the kids next door on whose 'Rocket' shoots the furthest.

Sunday, I slept late at about 1am then I woke up arnd 7.30am. Cuz it was noisy coming from the kitchen. Then about 10am, we're off to S'pore back.

Safely arrive at 11, rest for a while then off to more visiting!! 6 cars convoy is so so cool. Haha!

My relatives(mostly dad's side) at my house. So the 'kecoh'. It's full house, I tell ya. Damn full!!

Look of what my aunt gave me for Hari Raya money. The new $20 note! I like it. I never could imagine that I own such note! It's new for god sake. And it's rarely use nowadays. This is the front view.

Here's the back view. It has the landmark of SG and Brunei.

So, that's basically my celebration of Hari Raya.

I'm going to be back to sch tmr. Haiz. But nvm.

I'll post more pictures when I have more okie?

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika

Salam Lebaran

hi punkettes..
I wanna wish my friends, my family, my relatives and every muslim out there,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTRI. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.


So Tmr is Hari Raya and basically my agenda for tmr is as such:

1. Ask Forgiveness At Home To My Parents And Bro.
2. Go to my grandmother(dad's side) house which is like a few blocks away from my house.
3. Ask Forgiveness to my relatives and also grandma.
4.Collect Hari Raya Money from my relatives! x)
5. Eat the dishes available.
6. Go Johor, my grandma's house. Mum's side.
7. Repeat agenda 3,4,5!
8. Play firecrackers with my cuzins.
9.More feast!
10.Do more visitting in Johor to late grandpa's relatives.


Yeah. That's my agenda.
And today, cam-whoring with baju kurung day. Haha!

so there are more pictures...im so lazy to upload them all.

i'll update more on monday or tuesday.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

toodles..cheerio

Kayla Anika

Rock Self.

hi punkettes.

I’m so going to miss my adik! For you those who don’t know who my adik is.
Well this is my adik.

Her name is Nadia. She is my cuzin actuallly. Since mum took care of her since she was born, somehow she’s like my real adik to me. Besides she doesn’t have any siblings.

Ok, why I’m gonna miss my adik. Cuz her mum was already been discharged from hospital, her mum got 1month mc. So my adik going to be at home with her mum for 1 month. Aigoo! Can’t sakat her for 1 month. Hehe. Adik, take care of your mum ok.

You know what, I almost died last night. Yeah, seriously! I was listening to my mp3, volume in full blast. Then I was dancing to some random routines before I go to sleep. It’s becoming my habit lately which is to dance before I go to sleep. It is weird to have such routine, but it's true. But then, I got this sudden asthma attack. I couldn’t breathe for a moment, my chest felt so painful, I basically couldn’t breathe. It took me about 10 mins to catch my breath. I normally keep myself fit by dancing.

Yesterday, I buka outside with the 'Geylang Gang'. Haha. First we went to Al-Ameen cuz Zul wanted to go eat there so much. But then it is closed. Then we went to Banquet. To pass the time, we played UNO. Haha.

We hang out for a while after buka, waiting for Azri to finish his rokok. Hehe. I don't smoke now but I used to smoke. Haha. Yup, believe it. I was a bad girl.

Ok. That was yesterday.

Today is my appa's bdae. "Appa" is Dad in korean. Haha. He's turning 51 today. Happy Birthday! Saengil Chukha Hamnida.

I've been into my rockself lately. I'm back listening to heavy metal, rock songs again. Dunno why I am so emo nowadays. Haha. Nvm.

I'll update more when I have time.

2 more days to Hari Raya!!!

Just a random photo taken yesterday:

toodles..cheerio

Kayla Anika

Ace Azri Turns 17.

hi punkettes...
ok now. i must must must must blog about today.

today, it's ace azri's bdae. he's turning 17.

as plan, ling, me,weiyang, jave, willie fill in lots n lots of water inside plastics.

then put it in a big plastic bags.

then 2nd break, blindfold azri, dragged him out of the class n we went downstairs just behind our block. held him up against the wall, then smash him with water bombs. Haha.

he was drenched! totally drenched.

and of course, we must take a picture with the bdae boy.

and here's a video of him getting sabo:

i walked home from school today. haha! for the first time! with bdae boy. Haha!

n bro saw me n him, and he nags worst than a mother. grrr!! heck care!!

oh well. happy birthday azri!

ouh. minah ur next! muahahaha.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika

Can't Think Of A Title Now.

hi punkettes..

today is olive oyl's class and omfg, super boring. the problem is easy but the lesson is super boring.

during 1st break, most of us went down to agora south to register for re.vantage card but it turn out that we came at the wrong timing. but we saw Fiona Xie cuz today there's Hey Gorgeous filming in RP.

Firdaus came into my class to transfer Ghost Recon into my comp.

Then the class played UNO for a while and then Azri projected ANTM Cycle 9 Episode 3. I was kinda pissed that kimberly is out. Amanda and I are rooting for Heather. Kyra! Have you watch cycle 9 already?

I supposed to buka puasa with WRPS peeps today, but I was so pissed yestd, I sms each n every one of them. Bt no replies. Argh! But today, aft school, I went to Converse Wareshouse Sale with Amanda, Kasminah, Zul, Jave, Weiyang & Willie at Upper Paya Lebar Rd. Jave, All of us took cabs courtesy of Amanda. Thanks girl!!

There were not many people and it's good. The bargains are so damn cheap. Converse shoes for just $19.90 n above. I just bought a cap for just $10! Cheap! I might be going again to buy high-cut shoes. I got my eye on one today.

Then its getting late, so Kasminah, Zul and I took bus 24 to AMK and we buka at Banquet. Then we went home.

Just random photos we took for the past few days:

Red Devils? Haha! My new fringe! Haha. I seriously look like china doll.

Kayla Anika. Ace Azri. Ain Rein.

This was hey gorgeous event today aft school. Most of them came to see Fiona in person. Heck care!

I'm tired. Lazy to update so much.

I'll update more when I have time okie?

toodles..cheerio

Kayla Anika

Dared!

hi punkettes..

yesterday i lost to the game of UNO with the class. and traditionally, whoever lost in this game must perform a dare. So i did. And it was worst.

I must go into a random class and act like a crazy woman. Argh! I was so embarassed. Then my class said that I didn't do it properly. WTH??!! So for the punishment I must do it again into different class. But it turned out that the dare was to dance. And the innocent Azri have to do also in front. We're so embarassed and paiseh! Haha! But it was for the laugh.

Then after school ends, Azri and I did a mission. Haha. The mission is to get the audio wire from other class. And mission accomplished. Now my class have the audio wire!! Can play movie! Haha!

Back at home, I want to cut my fringe a little bit but, it was cut damn short! Haiz!! It's like so weird! But Nvm.

Then today, I came into a class then the class looking at me in shock! Haha!


All i know im going to be home alone today. Cuz bro and mum went to johor to take some kerepek at my grandma's house. I might buka at my aunt's house today.

that's it.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Ouch! My Hand.

hi punkettes...

eventhough its already Tuesday, but i will blog about yesterday.

Eventhough Monday was science module and I hate it. But, the class is really damn fun. 1st break, some of us were playing UNO. And we made a dare that whoever lose will have to confess that he/she is a lesbian/gay to the other class. So Usha lost the game. So we followed her to W35A and she confess it there. Haha. It was for a laugh.

2nd break, played UNO again but we played Heart Attack. Omg! Usha won a round and she hit my hand real hard. Seriously hard. I lost my sense of touch for a while there. Ouch! It is still painful right now. I can't even type properly. Ouch! Haha!

Just random pictures we took today.

From left: Azri, Ain, Me & Yvonne(sorry gal ur face was cut away)

From left: Me, Ain n Ace Azri.

Saleha came to my house at night cuz she want to install Photoshop CS2. And I took all her disney movies from her laptop. Haha!!

Today, school was a disaster. I was feeling so stress and knackered.

The problem is super difficult. I almost had a migrane. Haha! Serious. I asked Khai, my ex-classmate to help me, but he lazy. Almk! Haiz. But he gave me a clue which to solve it by matrix. Haiz.

I don't wanna talk about the faci. Haiz. Nvm. The worst maths computing problem I've encountered so far. Damnit!!!!Curses.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day and I wanna play Uno again! Haha!

that's all said and done. I'm bloody sleepy and tired.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika