It's Heartbreaking. But I Got My Remedy.

hi punkettes..
i cried when he accused me that i was bitching behind his back. yes! i like him. eventhough, he has a gf, im fine with it. he accused me for the wrong reasons, n worst, nvr say sorry to me. but i want him to know, that im not bitching anybody. not him nor his gf. yeah, it's heartbreaking but tats ok, i can take it. ive said sorry to him eventhough he suppose to say it to me, but im fine with it. i dun want to drag these things. its a gd thing ur taking it easy. thanks for making me able to sleep at night.

to dee n yun. thanks girls! im alright now.

the only remedy to make me laugh again is my hero n all my other oppa. tats y i like them. they never fail to make me laugh. so i guess, im alright. i think i should, like what erika unnie used to say, SUMO. Shut Up, Move On.

so ppl, im alright. dun worry about me.
i completely lost my thumbdrive. i couldnt find it at all. haiz.

im going with the girls tmr. yay! oh shit. i havent wrap erika unnie's pressie. haha.
forgot to buy wrapping paper. cant wait to see the girls tmr. all of them! my clique i miss you guys!!! we definitely need to talk a lot tmr. we're going to have fun tmr!!!

to my class, just dun make it as big fuss k. n we're going to sentosa during hols. see u there!!

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika.

hey! feelin fuck up!

hi punkettes..

blogger is being a pain lately. i cant even post an entry..it loads too slow.

but right now, im in school, feeling quite bored. today im group with boys. im in the only girl in the group. haiz. im with, marvin, khan, dalvinCi hahaha and qiyang.



erm, i think most of the girls in my class knows who i've fancied. to those who know, shhhhh, ok. dun hint hint lah, later i paiseh.

today's problem statement is ok...my team manage to do well.
hahaha. im almost done with my pokemon game...yay! now i gotta train my dragon pokemon..hahaha.hehehehe.

i think im gonna quit replug...cuz eventhough i have an interest to it..but damn..so boring.
haiz. ive join a new IG instead. film factory..hahaha. hassimah!! see you on friday's camp! i know a couple of senior in that IG too, like hassimah n faiznur. so this friday, im going to the camp with siti and illah...yay! wohoo!! cool aye!!??? so bye bye replug!

haiz. right now. im feeling so fuck up!! cuz ive lost my bloody thumbdrive...aaarrrrggghhh!!!??
what the fuck lah...it was there beside my laptop a while ago..n then i went to do my chores..after i came back...it was gone...who the hell took my thumbdrive..??!?!!! or did i misplace it...haiz.!!!! shit lah!! im feeling so fuck up now...

n today, a fellow cassiopeian from rp, mary told me about my dear Jaejoong. he vomitted and then faint during a concert rehearsal recently.oh gosh, it really made me very worried just now. i was panicking when she told me about it. haiz. but thank god he's ok. both of my dear oppa, kyuhyun and jaejoong are ok. jaejoong oppa, dun overwork until it affects your health k. hwaiting!!! to kyuhyun oppa, keep holding on! recovery takes time, dun worry about us, your health is more impt. hwaiting!!

ok, im off to go treasure hunting my whole house for my thumbdrive. haiz.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

damnit!

hi punkettes..
ok now, im experiencing the same problem as erika, blogger wont let me post an entry. it loads too long. i wonder what's wrong? im a bit fuck up cuz tmr is maths n computing UT. Programming!!! i dun understand much. help!!!

i woke up this morning, getting ready for school, and i got a diarrhea. damnit! this morning alone, i went to the loo for 4 times. what did i eat yesterday? hmm. yeah, i ate a lot yesterday. hahaha.let's see what did i eat? breakfast, fried macaroni. lunch, nasi campur. then after school, i ate junk food. then dinner i ate 2 plates of rice. damn!!! i ate so much yesterday. gosh!! diet come tmr!!!hahaha.

today, we watch 40 year old virgin in class. hahaha. so damn funny man!!! but a lot of explicit stuff but it was funny. all of us were making noise and laughed so hard. sex is a topic that makes us alive man, cuz we're like so dead in the morning. all of us was so quiet, but when someone brings this topic up, it keeps us alive. we're a class with corrupted minds!!!!!! right guys!!??

i think my presentation suxs today. yeah. eventhough it's communications, my fave module. but i sux during presentation. i dunno what the problem statement is talking about. i am confused. oh well.

erika unnie bdae is next friday. im planning to skip school but i dunno what excuse to give sia?haha. but girls, can you make it on saturday? lets go out next saturday, im hype up to go shopping again. hahaha.

oh btw, ive change the blog song to the two of us by chae yeon. funky! haha.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Poster Shopping.

hi punkettes...
ok now. the other day, i suppose to go poster shopping with erika, yeah, we did, but the posters ran out of stock. haiz., we went home quite dissapointed.
but today, we bought the posters that we want. YAY!!! more posters...n also, i spotted a jaejoong mousepad. oh yeah baby, im so gonna buy that. next item to aim, mousepad, then poker cards.

today, in class, haiz. laughing all the way. all because of khai. his nonsense. non-stop! the senget, bengap,belo n biol gang were crazy just now during break 2. we talk about siti's laughter during our lunch. we laughed so hard. omg omg omg. the 3B and 1S gang is so nuts today. Yun, someday oneday, you gotta tolerate khai's nonsense. he's like that, his wire is loose already. so the nonsense rate is higher. 6years with him and in the same class, i can tolerate, so can you. Hahahaha.

my class is known as the CS Hub, CS as in Counter Strike. About 6 ppl in my class plays CS, hey i wanna join too. looks like fun!! but in the meantime, i gotta finish my pokemon quest. Ahmad thanks for the tips! im gonna train my groudon up to level 70. hahaha. but anything, if i stuck, i'll let you know.

tmr, is another UT. i need to study. ok.
i need to go to study.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Posters Galore

hi punkettes.
im currently in school and im reallly bored.no mood to play crazy taxi and no mood to play pokemon either. and zack just wrote 'fiza loves pokemon sex' on the board. what an idiot! hahaha. dude, good luck with getting yoke yu!

yesterday, i came back late cuz of my IG, then i met Erika at CWP. while waiting for Erika at the library, i switch on my laptop, i did my dbsk fic. im still at chpt 1. haiz. no idea. really!!!
then, went erika arrive, she played crazy taxi and we talk for a while. next, we went to popular, yes, five in the black album is already out, and there's a huge poster of dbsk oppa at the front, you can see them!!! clearly!!! they are next to linkin park, haha. linking to micky park yoochun. hahaha. linkin park yoo chun!!! hahaha.

then next, we went to CC(comics connection), as usual we check out new dbsk stuff, we you know, there's a promotion of celebrity posters. 3 for 2bucks!!!!! can you believe it!!!! 3 for 2 bucks!!!man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!
erika and i were such crazy loons yesterday. hahaha. so i bought, one dbsk, one jaejoong and one xiah poster. all for 2bucks!!!!!!! the promo ends 31st may, so i must get whatever i can get asap!!! erika bought, 2 dbsk and 1 micky. oh yeah, we also bought, 2R pictures each. erika bought micky's and i bought jaejoong. now the picture is safe in my purse.

we look at the clock, it was 8.30. mum kept calling me, i told her that im with erika for a while at cwp. then she kept calling n calling. i arrived home at 9, then she nag n nag n nag....haiz. she said that i didn't call, but omg, she already called me, n then accusing me that i never call. wth!!!??? but the thing is, she knows that im at cwp with erika. haiz. im 18!!! well not exactly, just another 2 more months, to 18.

oh well, erika and i are planning to buy more posters today, after i finish my sch lessons. yay!! more posters!! wohoo!!! posters galore!!!!! hahahaha. my habit of collecting posters is gonna start again. you should have seen my posters collection that i collected before during my primary sch days. a lot i tell you. mostly nsync. hahahahahaha!!!! they're gone now!! GONE!!

oh yeah, i dunno why i felt so happy when i heard baby's coming back single on radio this morning. hahaha. yeah, i still do remember the mcfly lads even now i have jaejoong oppa. cuz every morning, i woke up and see tom's face on my wall, cuz its the month of may, and tom's face is on the calendar alone. hahahaha. i wonder what's going on with him n giovanna, r they still together, so anyways, gd luck tommy!!! hahaha.

ok anyways, i presentation gonna start sch. a lot of ppl never come today.haiz. my class is so sick! hahaha.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Jaejoong is my good luck charm

hi punkettes...
YAY!!!! I MADE IT THROUGH THE AUDITION!!! DAMN...IM HAPPY!
But at the same time, im sad for Zack and to my fellow Cassiopeian, Joey and Jasmine. If Joey and Jasmine got in, we already plan to form a group together and sing DBSK songs. Hahaha. But oh well, we can sing it together some other time aye? Zack, don't be sad dude, u still can learn guitar, just ask Darryl and ur friend, Bryan. But if you want to play Blink 182 songs, i can teach ya. Hahaha. Go on and cry on your Uncle Don Vito's shoulder. Hahaha. Wish me luck, dude!

Today was fun, no monday blues for me. Yeah, today I'm group with Khai, Dickson(ha, you finaly came), Darryl and CT. We had so much fun and laughter. During break 1, my 'abang' was sleeping in class and you know what, Khai took out his phone and recorded him sleep. My gosh, it was hillarious!!! Then during our presentation, Khai decided to put that in. And my gosh, the class burst out laughing. Abang! Sorry leh! It wasn't my idea, it was Khai's. Mian ne! And to Ahmad and Jannah, it was Khai who took your pictures while u were sleeping. Sorry!!! Hahaha.

I asked so many question while the other group were presenting. Sorry guys. But im curious, esp to Weiling's group. We all 'pakat' to attack Weiling's group with questions. But in the end, I was the one who attack alone. EH!WHERE ARE YOU GUYS SIA!!! I WAS ALONE LEH! But you guys rock, u didn't ask so much question during my team's presentation except for Abang Jason. Eh, abang sorry!

Ok back at home, I'm still addicted of playing Pokemon and also CRAZY TAXI!!! Hahaha. Half of the class is addicted of playing CS while the other half is on Crazy Taxi. Hahaha. Cool!

I tell you what now, im going to play Crazy taxi before i sleep. My gosh, tmr another UT! Communications, ha, my fave! But im worried about thursday's UT, ENTERPRISE!!!! MY GOSH!!OMG OMG OMG!!!!

I just realised that i havent eat my DBSK's biscuits, one Choco brown and 1 cafe latte flavour. Hahaha.
ok now, that's about it for now.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

New Cassiopeia

hi punkettes...
Sorry, for not updating this blog.
Today is the day of my replug audition. Hmm. I was so nervous like hell today. Hahaha. Zack y don't you kill me, i told you to kill me!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. Ok anyways, after sch, i went to the audition place and sit at the holding room.

I sit at a table with 2 other chinese girls and one of them said, "hwaiting" to her friend. Then i asked, you like korean stuff? She said yeah, and i said, me too. Then i said, "i like this korean band," immediately this girl shouts, "DONG BANG SHIN KI??" I was like, "YEAH!!!!" and the girl screams. "OMG OMG!!! YEAH!!! ME TOO!! CASSIOPEIA!!" Her name is Joey (reminds me of Soh Hwee). We went crazy and kept talking about DBSK non-stop. Like about Heroine 6, Jihwaza and Star King. Joey likes Yunho, 2 of her friend(damn i couldn't get their names) one likes Xiah Junsu and the other likes Jaejoong too. The one like Jaejoong has her hair did like Jaejoong during Tri-angle video. Hahaha. It look gd on her but no for Jaejoong. Hahaha. I tell you, we were crazy talking about DBSK.

Ok, during my audition. I sang Kelly Clarkson song, a moment like this. Sorry Kyra, I didn't sing Breakaway cuz my voice in a really bad condition. I was shaking, (that's natural). It went well, I didn't screw up any notes. Phew! I hope i get in and im wishing Zack gd luck too. Hope you get in dude and im in love with your uncle Don Vito!!!! Hahahahaha.

Today, is Communications, it went well. Short and simple. The problem statement is to analyse from a video of forum debate between students and a minister, some sort like that lah. While watching the video, I hate one of the student. I dont want to mention names, my gosh, I hate her man! So damn fucking arrogant and asked questions like shit!!! The whole class know I totally anti her man. Seriously. But the presentation and all was pretty easy. I had a good day today.

During breakout 2, i managed to play Pokemon Ruby. I wanna say thank you to Ahmad for getting my 4th badge for me. I'm so gonna use your tactic dude! Hahaha. Cool. And thank you for evolving my Taillow to Swellow. Hahaha.

Tmr is my first UT man. Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving. Damnit! What to study sia? 6th P??? Hmm??? And tmr is Science. New Faci!! Dum Dum Dum.

Last Sunday i went to johor with my bro and mum. We went to Jusco Tebrau City shopping center and you know what i found at the supermarket? THE DBSK BISCUIT!!! OMG OMG!!! I WENT NUTS THERE ON THE SPOT. It only sell cafe latte flavour but nvm, i bought it. I bought jaejoong and junsu's biscuit first, like always. If im going there again, i wanna buy the rest!!! Yahooooooooo. Btw, i love cafe latte flavour the best, so damn nice!!!

im getting sleepy,thats about it today.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Phew!

hi punkettes....
Hmm...you must be wondering how does my audition goes? Well, there was no audition on thursday. PHEW! Zack and I were relieved, man. Both of us were like panicking cuz we're sick and continuously coughing on that day. But it was only the briefing about when the actual audition gonna be held. Well i can choose the date between monday to friday next week. Well i choose Wednesday, cuz usually Wednesday is my relaxed day. Hahaha. But guess what, I've signed-up for 2 IGs, the other one is Jammerz Arena. Today, i've just got an email that I suppose to go for the interview on the same bloody day. WTF??? Which to choose? Damn it, but I'm already prepared for my Replug audition, probably I'll go for Replug.

Ok nevermind about that, Friday was the best day ever to end the week. Hahahaha. Lots of laughter and dirty thoughts man!!!

Here goes:
It's Friday, TGIF! The day's module is maths and computing. Basicaly we're going to do some programming. Haiz. I know its gonna be tough. I came into the class at exactly 8.55am. Sat down with my team, Sherman, Dalvin,Qiyang and Siti. The day start off quiet, cuz everybody seems so stress with the programming codes. But, we called for help from others, I mean other ppl that had done this module.

Thank goodness, Qiyang knows how to do the codes. With the help from his other friends. So basically we finish everything before 2 break. Yay! 2.5hrs of slacking!! Siti was playing a so called PC Gameboy game. I dunno what it is called, she also has Final Fantasy gameboy version. But it can be played in computer. So I played Final Fantasy game. Seriously lah, Siti, I like your accent girl. Funny sia! Your accent is like non-typical malay accent, got chinese influence there. Hahaha. Cute! While playing Marvin came, "wah, final fantasy! i got a lot of that kind of games in my external hard drive now" I was like what?????!! Marvin pluck his ext hard drive into my lappy and damn, he sure got a lot man! I've transfer most of it in my lappy. And now Im back playing Pokemon Sapphire and Ruby version. Hahahahaha.

Oh yeah, Sherman showed me some awesome card magic. Dude! You're amazing. Seriously! I like that 3 brothers met on Xmas day trick. Hahaha. That's cute.

Presentation time, my team went first. While presenting, shit my phone rang on my table. It was Erika unnie! Hahahahaha. The class thinks that my ringtone is cute. Thanks to Se7en. 'Oppa Oppa! Did you order a Jjajangmyun?' Hahaha. Then my presentation went on. Ok, 6th Presentation is usually the faci presentation. Man, what a boring presentation. Haiz. Most of us fell asleep including me. We ended early. Then the Wee Tiong, all of a sudden project explicit stuff on the projector screen. A korean one and they were asking, 'eh fiza, you understand?' I said, 'Ya, ya!' My gosh!!! Hahahahaha. All of us were laughing so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously....all of us were off the floor man!!! WEE TIONG! YOUR LAPTOP FULL OF THAT 'STUFF' AR!!! But thanks ah, we were laughing man!

Hahaha. Cool man! I am nuts playing Pokemon Sapphire and Ruby back. Wohoo!! Yay! Thanks Marvin! Then, while doing my RJ. Wee Tiong put the class in msn convo again. And I dunno who the hell go and add an annonymous person inside the convo. So damn fucking annoying man! My class, now you know how extreme i can swear and curse. FUCKING FAGGOT! My blood is high man. damn temper! At last i left the convo and start a new convo, leaving that faggot alone. And Jun Rong, bloody hell lah you, go and talk about ghost stories. Haiz. Lucky i was away!

I slept at 5am yesterday and i woke up 10.30am today. Haiz.I spend the night playing Pokemon, I'm back addicted to it. Hahahaha.

Oh ya, yesterday I met Fana, Safiah, Kyra and also Iqa after sch. We suppose to take our O Level cert, but heck. The office closed early. Haiz. But we managed to meet Ah Soong. Hahaha. It's just a waste of time man. Haiz.

I've just downloaded a bunch of DBSK video, gonna watch it tonight. And laugh all alone in my room. Hahahahaha.

that's about it,
toodles....cheerio
Kayla Anika

Panic!

hi punkettes...
yes..im still sick...today was worst...i couldn't get up from the bed at all...my body is so weak! yup..so i told mum that im not going to school...i was sneezing, i was coughing, non-stop. Damn it, I'm weak.

So i slept from 7am to 11am. Then I went to the kitchen to get some food. Yes, I was so damn hungry. Ironicly, eventhough I was weak, I still have the appetite to eat. Yup, my cook a delicious rice yesterday, and i ate the leftovers for lunch.

Then i went online, I know that my class is online, DUH! Obviously. Whoa. As soon I am online, 5 Msn pop-up with nudges! 1st it was Khai, then ahmad, then Jannah, then Jay and lastly Zack. Awww..guys thanks for the concerns. Of course I will be in school tmr. Dun worry! And also to Huixin.

OMG! TMR!!!!! THE DAY OF MY REPLUG AUDITION!!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SICK!!! HOW TO SING!!!??? BRING GUITAR???LAZY!!! SHIT SHIT!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!

But i've decided on which song to sing though, I'm gonna sing Colors of the wind by Vanessa Williams...just the chorus only. The song is not too high and not to low too. Ok, hopefully i can overcome my nerves and sing properly tmr. Krya text me wishing me good luck for the audition tmr, thanks buddy. How i wish Erika and Kyra could come to support me, but i dont think outsider is allowed though. Haiz. Am i prepared? Partly yes, erm...NO!!!!!

OH SHIT! NOSEBLEED! Damn it!!!
Sorry for too much cursing and swearing. I'm in an awful state right now.
Erm, i've changed the layout, its of course, DBSK!!!!!!!! Enough of Jaejoong layout, so let's be general aye?? Hahahaha. DBSK LOVE!!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Dang! I'm Sick!

hi punkettes...

it's the 1st of may....its mayday...or labour day!!! yay, holiday!!! well only for today...haiz.

And guess what, I'm sick! Dang! I've been coughing since yesterday night, and I've got that flu bug today. Haiz!!! And what makes it worst, I've got a singing audition for my IG this thursday. Damn! What should I do? My voice sounds like donald duck now with the flu. Haiz. Zack suggested me to play the guitar, hmm...well, honestly, I'm lazy to bring the guitar to school. We'll see how it goes on thursday, hopefully i can recover by then. But for sure, I'm going to school tmr. Cuz it's Wednesday! Yay! Communications module, my fave module! Yippee. Hahaha. Eventhough, the faci is kinda, erm, 'weird' but i like the module!!

Yesterday, was super stress day. I hate enterprise skills module!! The problem statement is so damn difficult. Value and Time? WTH???!! All of us were cracking our brains to solve the damn problem. It somehow linked to POA, WTF???!!! I'm clueless about POA!! Lucky there were Jay and Jun Rong who took POA in my group to help me out. During the presentation, 'GOD' for the day save the day. Yay! With his, 'TJR Theory'. TJR means Tan Jun Rong theory. Hahaha. Usually, it was Wee Tiong to be the 'GOD'(that's what he claims to be...hahaha), but Jun Rong took over it. But I'm still blur about the Supply and Demand chart. Oh well.

I am nuts by the end of the day, singing Spiderman, Captain Planet, X-men theme songs with Jun Rong. Hahahahaha. That is the side effect of being stress, 'NUTS'. Thank god today there's no 'Drama Mama'. Haiz, then in class bro text me whether I want him to fetch me or not, I said 'yes' I'm too damn fuck up about the day's problem statement. Many of my classmates skip school on that day, 'wah...holiday mood'. Me too!

Then that night, while I'm doing my RJ( Reflection Journal) online, I'm so damn fucked up again with the questions. Argh!!!!! So damn difficult. As expected, I've got a 'C' grade for this module for last week. But I've got my very first 'A' for communication. Hahaha. But still I'm sucks at programming. While doing the RJ, first I asked Jay about it, then Ahmad, they replied the same answer 'talk cock' or 'talk crap'. Hahaha. So i talk crap in the RJ. Haiz, I'm gonna get 'C' again. I've cook fish n chip for myself yesterday, yummy. But soon after dinner, I am coughing all the time. Oh heck!

Today, the flu bug strikes me. Argh! Fiqah text me whether I want to go out with her or not, but sorry hun, I'm sick. I spend the day basically watching videos and stuff. 'Jihwaza!!' That show really got me cracking. Then I've just downloaded a couple of DBSK's MV for my laptop and also Blink 182 songs. I don't know why, the song 'Feeling This' was in my head out of nowhere. Then I've downloaded 2 SUJU MV, Rokkugo and 'U'. But hey, I'm not crying when I saw KyuHyun in 'U' like i used to do, cuz I know he is recovering. Rokkugo was funny! OMG, HeeChul!! Hahaha.

Oh ya, last Saturday, I went out with 'NSC' a.k.a Safiah and Kyra. First we went to Novena Square or Velocity, just to walk around. Then, we went to the new shopping center just right next to Velocity, it is called 'Square 2'. So we walk around, just to find my hoodie. Yeah, i wanted to buy a hoodie so much after watching 'Girlfriends-Maybe I Love You' MV. I like Rina's hoodie! But then, while we're on the 4th level(i think), Kyra points to me a sign 'All things Korean'. I was like, 'wah'. Then to my surprise the whole level is 'ALL THINGS KOREAN!' I was like, 'WAHHHHHHHH!!!" There's a korean supermarket as well, yippee!! And of course, when there's a korean supermarket, there must be DBSK biscuits! I was right, all 3 flavours! I'm in korean heaven for a while there. I've called Erika to ask whether she want to the biscuit or not, she said 'that's ok'. So i bought Micky's biscuit, to complete the whole band! Now i have the whole set of 'Choco Brown' flavour of the whole band. Next, the latte flavour. Haha

After Square 2, we went to Dhoby Ghaut, cuz Kyra suggested me to go to 'This Fashion' cuz there's tonnes of hoodies there. Yup, she was right! Hoodie heaven! The outlet at Dhoby Ghaut was huge!! 3 storeys high! I'm nuts, cuz the clothes are super damn nice. At last, I've found my hoodie, it's not like Rina's hoodie, but it's still a hoodie, white in colour. Next off to Plaza Singapura, went to Comics Connections. Yet again, I go crazy. There's a lot more of DBSK stuff then the outlet at CP. Kyra was crazy over Jiro stuff. At last, I bought a poster scroll of DBSK and right now it is hanging proudly in my room. Hahaha. Kyra bought a Jiro scroll and a keychain i think. And Safiah, bought her very first Wu Zun card holder. Hahaha. Yes we were nuts on that day.

We took the rebound train back home and of course, we took pictures:

There are more pictures...cuz im so damn lazy to upload it all. Seriously, i never realised that my legs are that long and skinny on the first pic. Oh speaking of the first pic, i put in on my msn DP, and Ahmad saw it. He said that i look like a model. Hahaha. Erm, thank for the compliment?? Hahaha.

I think i wrote so much, that's about it, oh shit 'nosebleed'.

toodles...cheerio

Kayla Anika