Dilemma

Hi punkettes..

I don't know how long I can survive in this school.
I just simply dislike my HOD. I have to take his shit loads. And he's the type of person who can't take 'NO' as an answer. Should I just quit? or Should I just transfer?

I am not happy being here at all. Eventhough the aunties here are very friendly here.
But I am dragging my feet every day to work. I simply can't take it here. It's quite far. I thought I can tahan, bt I can't. Need an excuse for a transfer. =(

I will ask my Mum about this. I told my mum that I wanted to quit, but she says that I have to find a job first before I can quit. But since jobsearch is a bit difficult nowadays, and also with advise from my friends, I think it's better to transfer. But I need a good logical sympathetic reason to transfer.

Been thinking over it for days already.

My love life?
Argh! Forget it. Been single for so long. Sometimes it hurts, but on the other part, it's awesome too.
Dated once or twice, but my heart is still not open.
Maybe I'm holding on to something in which I can't let go.
Guys out there, I won't fall with all those old school kinda tricks and those cheesy lame pick up line. That don't impress me much.

Hehehehe.

Okay, I'm out.
Toodles..

USS!

Hi punkettes...

Like finally, I'm not a USS virgin anymore! Woots.
I had an awesome time with my beloved GG Family last Saturday.
Completely shagged the next day. Hahaha.

Happy 21st Birthday to our little boy Azri!

That rollercoaster back there, I've conquered it all!! Woots.
Took it 2 times! Yay me!
Only me and Mynah survived the rounds, the rest, instant knockout! Wahahaha!
The blue track is much scarier than red I swear!

To my girlfriends, shall we?!?!?!

Now back to reality, work. =.=!

I wanna quit this job and pursue studies. Gonna apply for NTU soon!

toodles..

Out of Brain Juice

Hi punkettes.

It's been a long time.
Since I started working, my routine would be go to work, go home, tired, eat then sleep.
Weekends I spend my time with my friends and also my family.
I've been out of the computer for quite a while. And I haven't even have the time to update this and also tumblr.

Since I started working, I think I'm running out brain juice.
My brain is getting dry. I kept forgetting things. Oh my!
But my personality doesn't change.
I've been working for 4 months, and hmm...do I like the job? It's 50/50.
I neither hate it or like it. Neutral I guess.

When I have work it will be like a tsunami, tonnes and tonnes of tidal wave like work will keep coming.
But then when I don't, it will be boring as hell!
And now, as writtng this, I don't have any work to do.That's why i can update. Teehee! =)

I am going to USS this weekend. So excited!
My virgin trip to USS! And also to celebrate GG Family's little boy adulthood, Azri birthday!
How awesome could that be!

I wanna congratulate my cousin, Shazana on her wedding on 16/9-18/9 & 1/10.
It's so nice to have all my cousins gathered at the same time. =)
Since my cuzin is married now, that puts a pressure on elder bro so hard.

He supposed to be wed on March 2012, but due to unforeseen circumstances, the wedding has been called off. It's okay though. Tbh, I don't even like that woman in the first place. Hehehehe.

So erm, I'm the 4th grandchild and the 3rd granddaughter, so my relatives were like I should get married soon. Hmph! Hahaha. My aunt asked whether I have a boyfriend, I told her, no I don't have one. She then asked why? I replied, erm, no one suitable i guess. Then she said, "Y U SO CHOOSEY!!!" Hahahahaha!
It's not that I am choosy but I am finding a husband not a boyfriend. So husband is your life partner, so I have to choose very carefully. Hahahaha!

Like a malay saying, "Jodoh itu terletak di tangan tuhan,"
So I leave god to find my husband, I know he is somewhere out there.
"OI FUTURE HUSBAND! Can you come up please! Hahaha"


Hmm, what else should I update?
I can't think of any, brain juice is running out.
So...

Toodles!

True Colours

I've seen your true colours. I did not expect it from you. Bullshitting my family it's the same thing as bullshitting me. Brains without brawns and respect. Might as well u throw all the 'papers' if you do not have the respect for others.

Irony

I'm not a cold person nor I'm not arrogant.
I did not set high standards nor I am high.

It's just that I'm not that easy to be tamed.
I'm gonna take it slow.
The problem with me is that I am too fickle.

I cannot made up my mind.

Finding my life partner, I'll let the almighty to do it for me as I have faith in him.
I know somewhere he choose the right one for me.

Please don't get me wrong. I am not being cold to you.
You wouldn't want me to be cold to you cuz if I do, you'll gonna regret.
Only god knows how I've been feeling and let me keep it to myself.

Best wishes to you and be happy! =)

Ok to another story.
To you that once called me a true friend.
Fuck You!

You added me on FB then delete me.
So much for your inactiveness. You think the you're so cool but you're 'KENTAL!'
But thanks to you I've opened up my eyes to avoid ppl like her and you!

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

Not Jobless Anymore

I am home alone for 3 days because my family is away to Nilai.
So I spend Father's Day alone without my dad.
Waking up alone, being home alone, cooking alone. Haiz.

But thanks to bestie for hanging out with me on Saturday.
We watched Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah together. I cooked Spaghetti for dinner and ate it together with her.

Oh well, the good news is.
I GOT A JOB!!!! WEEEE!

I think my cuzins gonna be much more happier than me because they're gonna get extra money during Hari Raya this year. =.=!

I am Co-Curricular Programme Executive at Commonwealth Secondary School.
Basically any school events I have to co-ordinate and also do admin stuff in the PE Dept, all things regarding CCA and CIP. It's a 2 years contract. Oh well, at least there's a job rather than nothing.
All thanks to Sal for recommending me. I promise to treat you something with my first paycheck. But like I've told you, I'm gonna walk off after the contract ends to go into other environment. =)

Gotta go.

=)

Cancelled.

It turns out everyone not going for the holiday.

Cancelled for good.
Maybe next time. =)

I'm getting depressed day by day.
I don't know why. =(

Viral Gastroenteritis

Been sick....AGAIN!
Haiz.
So I've diagnosed myself to be suffering, Viral Gastroenteritis.

So What is Viral Gastroenteritis?
Viral gastroenteritis is inflammation of the lining of the stomach, small intestine, and large intestine. Several different viruses can cause viral gastroenteritis, which is highly contagious and extremely common. Viral gastroenteritis causes millions of cases of diarrhea each year.

What are the symptoms?

The main symptoms of viral gastroenteritis are

• watery diarrhea
• vomiting

Other symptoms include

• headache
• fever
• chills
• abdominal pain

Symptoms usually appear within 12 to 48 hours after exposure to a gastroenteritis-causing virus and last for 1 to 3 days. Some viruses cause symptoms that last longer.

Yeah, I've been suffering since last Sunday. Maybe it's the Deluxe Breakfast that I ate during the time I met GG Family at McDonalds. Plus I drank it with Iced Milo. I'm not used to that kind of breakfast so, perhaps. Hmm. Well I don't know how I got this. One cause of this also, I'm a bit dehydrated. =p

Well, I'm not the only who is sick and need to stay indoors. Bestie, Niza is also sick. She is diagnosed with Chicken Pox. So cuz of that our outing to Wild Wild Wet to celebrate her bdae is postponed. Hehehe. Get well soon to the both of us.

I remember the time when I had Chicken Pox, I was about 6 years old. My mum told me that I cannot go outdoors at all and If I go out, police will catch me. And I believed her. I was too scared to go outside. Like seriously. Hahaha. There is one time, when my parents really had to go out but they can't leave me at home alone. My mum put me some make-up to cover my spots and that's the first time I actually wore makeup. Hahaha.

Having headache and nausea is not a great feeling. Haiz. Hope mum's remedy helps. Her theory on these diseases are suprisingly accurate. Well as they say, Mum knows it best. =)

I can't wait for 4th June. Gonna have a 3 day getaway! Weee.

Heartbreak

Heartbreak after heartbreak.
I can't keep up with it.
No it's not that kind of heartbreak when you break up with a guy.
It's a totally different heartbreak.

It's been going on for years. I thought as I grew up, it would be done for.

But I was wrong. I have to put up with it day by day.

If I have patience, it would save my tears.
Bt unfortunately, I don't have. I used to have it, but lost in enigma.

I can't stand it no more.
Oh god. It's only you I can turn to.

2000 Late

hi punkettes.

I wanna wish Mum & Dad, Happy 31st Anniversary on the 20st April.
I wanna wish elder Bro, Happy 30th Birthday on the 19th April.
I wanna wish my cousin, Nurul Fatin, Happy 19th Birthday on 11th April.
I wanna wish my cousin, Dina, Happy 12th Birthday on 15th April.

Sorry for being so 2000 late. ;)

Belated Bdae.

Had a blast going out with my girls to town yesterday.
It was just a simple bdae outing.
So Safiah, Happy 22nd Birthday! =) Hope you like the lil present I've made for you.

May our 9 years of friendship last forever!

Yours Sincerely,
FyzaYoora

Long Awaited Updates

Hi punkettes...

A huge apology for not updating this blog so for damn long. Hehehe.
Hmm...been bz. Well, been bz finding a freaking full time job that is, plus there's tonnes of errands that i have to do. Like the other day, I have to collect my new passport at Lavender and then on the way back travel to RP to get my Letter of Certification. You know what the rare thing is that I did this, ALONE! Wow, what a rare sight. Those who know me clearly when I go out even if doing errands such as these, there's always someone to accompany me. Oh well. It wasn't my day I guess. But it's not such a bad thing doing it alone. Once I got my passport, it was raining, it was pissing down like it never did before. So I decided to take the bus home. From Lavender took the train to Bedok then took bus 168 home. Awesome feeling. Can get to sleep in the bus. Hahaha. It's been a while.

Hmm..what else shall I write. Oh my recent holiday.

8th - 11th March 2011, went to Kuala Selangor and Teluk Intan.
Main purpose for this trip is for mum and dad to get their traditional massages especially dad.
His knee problem is very worrying. Whenever his knee hurts, he get very agitated easily. Well, by the recommendation of my cousin living in Bangi, Dad got his massage in Kuala Selangor.

Mum got one for herself too. They got their massages for 3 days in a row at the same place. And oh boy, I was bored to death. Kuala Selangor is like a cowboy town you know!! Nothing special. Just lots of villages and MONKEYS!!

At first,the idea of staying at a kampung resort in Kuala Selangor sounds nice. But when I got there, I turn Singaporean so fast, with the sight of tonnes of Monkeys. Okay maybe not tonnes, but there's a lot of monkeys. I got turn off by it. Then we decided to stay in a decent hotel, quite small but very comfortable.

The last day of massage, Dad says let's go further up north. So the nearest place from Kuala Selangor is Teluk Intan. Just about 1hr away. Well, Teluk Intan is just another cowboy town. The only difference between both town is just that Teluk Intan has a historical landmark. It has a leaning tower. Yeah, like the one in Italy. Hahaha. It was leaning. I swear!

Well the holiday wasn't that bad. The fact that I get to be away from the bustling city noise of Singapore is nice actually. The day I got back from holiday, went to grandma's hse in JB for a stop by. And whoa, FOOD FEST!! Weee. Grandma wants to have a kenduri, so my aunts cooked a lot of food. That brighten up my whole holiday. The sight of delicious food. Hahaha. And my cuzin, Fatin got a little finger accident while she was on a school camping trip untill she have to get some stitches. Oh dang! Urgh, the sight of her finger being stitch up got me cringe to the max. Hahaha. So Fatin, be careful next time and I hope that finger heals fast.

What's next shall I write?
Oh ya, a lil shout out to my GG family. MacRitchie to Bukit Timah Hill hiking is next k. Can't wait! Please please! The whole family alright plus Minnie too.
And to my beloved girls, ALL 8 OF US MUST GO OUT!!! RWS okay?

I guess that's all i think.

Fyza Yoora.

I Still Hate Money

Sometimes I still hate money. FULLSTOP

Mp3 New.

Couldn't get ITOUCH, cuz dad won't allow it. It's a waste of money he said. Hmph!
Oh well, I got myself this instead. Creative ZEN Style 300.
Nothing special just 4GB in size. I will get my ITOUCH soon. As soon I got a full time job that is.

Thanks to besties for accompanying me to get this baby. =)

Awesome Me.

So I'm on my 'Sick Leave' and I became nocturnal once again.
My bedtime is at 3am almost every day again.
I'm having the time of my life, chilling, relax, stress free.

And I just got to know that my Graduation Day is not in April but in May. =.=
Oh well, job search will still start after my holidays.

Eat, Sleep, Eat, Sleep....but still I didn't get fat! Awesome me! =)

My mp3 for 5 years is officially busted. Time to get a new one. ITOUCH! Yeah baby!
Bro is whining cuz I'm spending so much money if I get an ITOUCH. Yo bro, it's my money ok! =)

I'm gonna be out for the whole week, next week.
Just a getaway. Dad wanna go for a traditional massage somewhere in Kuala Selangor.
Then next weekend, gonna attend a wedding and gonna have a family gathering. Yippee!
Totally can't wait. Missing my cuzins in Msia badly. =)

Arsenal lost the chance to hail a cup once again to Birmingham. Frustrated to the max!
Nvm. They better cheer me up when they're going against Barca next week.
Oh ya, my sayang Samir Nasri has a twitter and I don't know. =.= LOL!

I've been staring at my laptop screen thinking what shall I do online.
But in the end decided to play old school games in PS1 to cure my boredom.
Old skool games rocks, you know! Hahahaha!

Oh well, that's about it I guess.
Cheerio!

PS: I WANNA GO FOR A SWIM PRETTY BADLY!!!!!!!!!

Jobless For Now, Graduation Next

20022011. the experience is finally over.
My heart and mind is finally at peace

I had made friends and also enemies, most importantly I've made a true friend.
Thanks for being there for me when I'm down.

On top of it all, everyone thanks for the experience especially the hardships.

Now I can rest at home peacefully till my official graduation in April.
A holiday somewhere in March. A short one, I guess. Bt at least it's a getaway.

I wanna rest all i can until I find a full time job.

Let's enjoy my freedom for now. =p

Just Let Me Cry

Maybe it's true, you can't be too happy or else you'll end up crying.
So just let me cry...

Maybe I'm a masochist...or maybe not.

In times like this, I just need your support.

I'll take my time and I know I can win this.
Just have a little trust in me, I don't need much.
So please have a little faith in me.

For now just let me cry...

No Strings Attached

A really funny movie. Sexually funny movie.
Met Azri, Minah and her twin sister, Minnie to hang out just now.
Suppose to go cuzin's solemnisation ceremony, bt then mum told me not to go, she just left without me. So instead, i went out with my friends instead.

Met Azri, Minah n Minnie in Yishun.
We chill for a while thinking what should we do, so went for a movie instead. Hehehe.

This is a funny movie. Dirty yet funny...hahaha.
Next up in my movie must watch list is another Natalie Portman movie,

I wanna watch Black Swan next. Please....somebody! Hahaha.

Alright then,
gonna go to a wedding tmr.
Cheerio...

Kinda miss this life

Used to play CS in class with W35Q Sem2 2007. How crazy we were. =)

This is so true.

hi punkettes...

Once again, Colorgenics never fails me to give such accurate results on how I really feel this time.
Here's my profile:

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

This is so true.

You feel that everything is against you
Work life is not helping me, it seems like the whole world is against me.
But at least I got people who is gonna be there for me.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.
With so much work politics going on, I've tried my best to achieve harmony, but I couldn't.
People choose to stay in this way. I guess I couldn't do anything.

You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature.
Pretty much yes, currently I've lost my enthusiasm and motivation.

At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.
Bingo!

You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.
Insyallah..

God has been giving me challenges to test my patience, and alhamdulilah I'm coping well.
Just a little bit more and I'll be free.
Thank you god for introducing me to a great guy I've ever known.
A great awesome friend who gave me a second chance to my mistakes, and ever since then I've never left his side when he needs me. 2nd General, Fyza reporting for duty sir =). *salutes*

Can't wait for work to end. Really. It's just hell to me.

Cheerio...
Will update more next time. I promise.

I'm Back

hi punkettes...

I've decided to re-open my blog again.
Tumblr is great but I couldn't express much by just reblogging.
So I'm opening a new fresh blog (but with old posts).

Lots of things has passed in 2010.
Deaths. Sadness. Joy tonnes of it.

It's 2011 now.
A new fresh of experience coming right up.