Jobless For Now, Graduation Next

20022011. the experience is finally over.
My heart and mind is finally at peace

I had made friends and also enemies, most importantly I've made a true friend.
Thanks for being there for me when I'm down.

On top of it all, everyone thanks for the experience especially the hardships.

Now I can rest at home peacefully till my official graduation in April.
A holiday somewhere in March. A short one, I guess. Bt at least it's a getaway.

I wanna rest all i can until I find a full time job.

Let's enjoy my freedom for now. =p

Just Let Me Cry

Maybe it's true, you can't be too happy or else you'll end up crying.
So just let me cry...

Maybe I'm a masochist...or maybe not.

In times like this, I just need your support.

I'll take my time and I know I can win this.
Just have a little trust in me, I don't need much.
So please have a little faith in me.

For now just let me cry...

No Strings Attached

A really funny movie. Sexually funny movie.
Met Azri, Minah and her twin sister, Minnie to hang out just now.
Suppose to go cuzin's solemnisation ceremony, bt then mum told me not to go, she just left without me. So instead, i went out with my friends instead.

Met Azri, Minah n Minnie in Yishun.
We chill for a while thinking what should we do, so went for a movie instead. Hehehe.

This is a funny movie. Dirty yet funny...hahaha.
Next up in my movie must watch list is another Natalie Portman movie,

I wanna watch Black Swan next. Please....somebody! Hahaha.

Alright then,
gonna go to a wedding tmr.
Cheerio...

Kinda miss this life

Used to play CS in class with W35Q Sem2 2007. How crazy we were. =)

This is so true.

hi punkettes...

Once again, Colorgenics never fails me to give such accurate results on how I really feel this time.
Here's my profile:

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

This is so true.

You feel that everything is against you
Work life is not helping me, it seems like the whole world is against me.
But at least I got people who is gonna be there for me.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.
With so much work politics going on, I've tried my best to achieve harmony, but I couldn't.
People choose to stay in this way. I guess I couldn't do anything.

You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature.
Pretty much yes, currently I've lost my enthusiasm and motivation.

At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.
Bingo!

You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.
Insyallah..

God has been giving me challenges to test my patience, and alhamdulilah I'm coping well.
Just a little bit more and I'll be free.
Thank you god for introducing me to a great guy I've ever known.
A great awesome friend who gave me a second chance to my mistakes, and ever since then I've never left his side when he needs me. 2nd General, Fyza reporting for duty sir =). *salutes*

Can't wait for work to end. Really. It's just hell to me.

Cheerio...
Will update more next time. I promise.

I'm Back

hi punkettes...

I've decided to re-open my blog again.
Tumblr is great but I couldn't express much by just reblogging.
So I'm opening a new fresh blog (but with old posts).

Lots of things has passed in 2010.
Deaths. Sadness. Joy tonnes of it.

It's 2011 now.
A new fresh of experience coming right up.