The Sick Season

hi punkettes

Bored...Stress...Tired...Sleepy....Moody...

Listening To 30 Seconds To Mars...Jared Leto band...Cutie..Cool Songs...

Took Pictures Of Me...Still Bored...Stiff Neck...Blargh!!

that's all for today...

toodless...cheerio

Kayla

Hurt

hi punkettes

im so sorry i didn't update yesterday...cuz im pretty damn busy...well yesterday i went to Golden Landmark Plaza with Lara...just to see my bro's band performing...1st part of the show..pretty damn boring...omg they got the worst host ever!!! a very lame ridiculous gay host...no offence to gays but yesterday's host was worst ever than R.O...stupid wigs...whack fashion sense...and lucky for him..he almost get charge for racism...the 1st few bands are blargh...what i call..."Band Org Kahwin"...except for Sound Salvation...they're good...when it comes to my bro's band...the vengence..pah..what a name..hehe...they're were good too...the plaza was blown away by their music...and bro's lead..woohooo...but other than Sound Salvation...The Vengence was one of the best...well if it wasn't for bro asking me to take a video of his band performance...i wouldn't come...i rather stay at home, wake up late...study...watch TV and that's it..or probably i will go online...

ok now..that's yesterday...hmm..on Saturday?? well..my aunt from Kedah came here to visit my grandma...so mum and i went to grandma's place...all my aunties were there...and we played so called poker...hahaha...my mum didn't join..instead she coach my first aunt on how to play..and i must say..mum is good...i won a couple of times...and i also lost a couple of times as well..there was one round where im tied with my aunt with the remaining cards of 33points each..so we reshuffle the card..and drew one each and see who's got the largest number and you lose...she drew a 4 and i drew a 10...i lost...oh well..it was a great laugh...

on thursday..i got a huge major fight we my mum...she's pissed with me for the pretty damn same reason like before...im not being a housewife material...haiz..she whines and whines and whines and whines again....and get this...she retold the story about me mistaking a pandan leaf again...and im totally pissed...i thought it was over and done...but please..i hate ppl who exaggerates my mistake....it was over and done..lesson learnt..fine!! but don't retold it again...in fact she retold it again to every single person she could talk to....as if she wants to tell the whole world about it...omfg!!!! would you like it if you had made a mistake in your past and ppl like to retold it over and over again....what is she trying to say or send me msg by telling everybody my past mistakes???did she want to embarrass me??? well..didn't she felt embarrass telling all those stories about my past mistakes to ppl...ppl will certainly reflect on how you teach your children right?? and by telling these stories...don't you have the slightest idea on what ppl would think how a bad mother you are...??? i just don't get it...

im not saying that my mum is bad...in fact my mum is super...it's just that me and her couldn't get along so well...like other mum did...this is what im really upset about it...sometimes it makes me cry at night..just being upset for these things....and im pretty damn angry at myself for hurting her lots of time...but i just want to express my thoughts...and i dun mean to hurt her...and also dun mean to be rude to her...i can't apologise to her...even if i mean it...she will definitely think im not...its no use to say sorry...i cry my eyes out again..that night i just couldn't sleep...i just cry...upset for hurting my mum..and also upset that Dilana didn't win for rockstar supernova...well Dilana's lost in that competition is not such a big deal for me anyway...can't wait for her album...on friday..i woke up with swollen eyes...and that morning i didn't talk to my mum at all..in fact the whole day..."im sorry for blaming you, for all the things that i just couldn't do, and i've hurt myself by hurting you" a phrase taken from Christina Aguilera song called Hurt.

ok now on to much lighter note...today is prelim exams...first paper..SS...2nd paper E Maths 1...SS paper SBQ SUXS!!! but SEQ was a breeze...hahaha..E Maths paper quite easy...but LOCUS Suxs!!! i borrowed mum's watch today..cuz i need to use it..so i can keep track of the time while im doing the paper...i almost lost it...thank god mdm timah found it...phew...that watch was her present that dad gave it to her...im gonna be doomed if i lost it...ok then...a new washing machine just arrived..yay...hahaha...well it's kinda like the old one...but it's new....my old washing machine is a legend man...my family has been using it for like 18 years man...whoa!! well im 17..whoa..so my dad bought it the year before i was born...hahaha...cool!!!! bye bye old washing machine..hello new one!! finally i can do my piles of fucking laundry....

now im stuck with that mcfly funny acapella song...thanks to danny weird language...hahaha...and also that spongebob squarepants song...called The Campfire Song Song...hahaha...

ok that's it folks...

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Suri Cruise

hi punkettes...

ok now..i've just found some pictures of suri cruise...and this is how adorabale and beautiful she looks...and btw...her looks are not too asian...

omg...just take a look at it...she's beautiful isn't she???those eyes...gorgeous...just like tom's....she's going to be beautiful when she grows up....especially with her dark hair...

that's about it...

toodless...cheerio

Kayla

Star Girl

hi punkettes

ok like i said..i've gonna listened to mcfly new single today...so i just did...on their myspace...well it was ok...as per normal...pop...but i like please please better...but the lyrics are very juicy..oooh....i've already have it in my mp3 already...im gonna listen to it until i get the hang of it...next the video...hahaha...the single was good and ok...great work!!

ok now...i've just finished watching Rockstar Supernova....and DILANA ROCKS!!!! Toby was great today..but Dilana was awesome!!!!! I want her to win....tmr is the results!!! i can't wait...i hope she win....she will rock supernova big time...and after seeing her performed the song roxanne...she inspire to pen a song...well this song i wrote before but i didn't have the rhythm...so after the show...i went to my room...and strum a few chords on the guitar...and voila..i just create a song...the song is called 'Never Be The Same Again'...i've post the lyrics to this song on here before...but this version..i've changed some of the lyrics...well it's on the working process...i managed to record a minute of the song..i'll place the song in here once i've finish it...

like i said...i wanted to listen to mcfly new single today...so i just did...and the song was ok...it's pop...a good track...but the lyrics are steamy...ooooohhhh...hahahaha..."i fell in love with your anus"...hmm...naughty naughty..hahaha...

now im trying to search some Dilana songs on the net...hopefully i can find some...like supersoul..zombie...lithium n more...i just love this woman..her five colours in her hair was cool...her piercing...dressing...voice...true female rocker man!!!!! i support you Dilana!!!!

tmr is the last PE lesson of the year...and we're off to exams...i body doesn't feel like to go to school tmr..but my heart wants to go....haiz...we'll see then...

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

5th Reboot!!

hi punkettes

i've just reboot my computer for the 5th time..fuck this computer...it shut downs all of a sudden and then restart...this cycle repeat several times...and i got fed-up with it...argh!!!! fucking computer...damn it...

so today's english paper was fine...but i didn't manage to complete the compo section A...my ending was crap...argh!!! but paper 2 was manageable...phew...on the way back home...i saw mum at the bus stop...she said she wanted to go to sheng siong...so i decided to tag along...in the bus...saw impy,sairi,syarif,asyraf,pei jie n venus....said hi to them...mum recognised syarif again...haiz...and she kept asking me stuff about syarif...i was puzzled of y she kept asking me about syarif...ok enough about him...at sheng siong..didn't shop much...mum wanted to buy some seafood...cuz nadia wanted to eat them...

so we got back around 3pm...mum didn't cook lunch...so i cook instant noodle...myojo korean kimchi noodles..hmm..yummy!!! slice some button mushroom to it...damn delicious...then went online...then this bloody computer restarts again n again n again...until i got fed-up n reboot it....well i dun give a damn about this computer anymore...can't wait to get my own laptop next year....as promised from dad only in one condition...i must get to poly and pass my bloody o levels....

the seafood that mum cook was delicious...was is it called...well in malay we call it 'siput' i dunno what it is called in english...then went online...chat with lara..she need to buy a dress for her SSG(i dunno what's that suppose to mean) test...and she don't know where to find it...well i gave her some suggestions...and right now i am helping on her project...i gave a few websites of various clothing labels available in singapore....it was hard to find the actual pricetag of the various products...as some of the major labels in singapore was based in other country....well at least she got choices...

i give this bloody computer an estimation of 3 months before it starts to get wild again...then on to my 6th reboot...haiz...i guess all the jonas brothers were taken by lara n riona...well that's ok with me...you can have them...as long i got my tom with me...hehehehe...ouh..the new single from mcfly star girl gonna premiere at mcfly's myspace soon at 6pm UK Time...hehehe...can't wait..but i think i'll listen to it tmr...well it's 2pm UK Time now...so another 4 more hours...by that time..i'll be dozing off to dreamland...so im gonna listen to it tmr...hope it's a good one...

i read about suri cruise on the newspaper today...and my god...suri was so damn cute...cuter than shiloh pitt...damn it...i love her eyes man...i mean...at first ppl thinks she doesn't exist...then when she came out...ppl thinks she look too asian...what the hell..ppl...personally i think Suri definitely look like Tom Cruise...she's so cute man....i want my future daughter to look like her...nice eyes...very fair skin...dark hair...lovely man...i will post her pic in here if i could find any...then you'll see how lovely she is....so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ppl she's not asian...she look like tom cruise n have katie holmes lips....but overall she look just like her dad...awww....

that's about it

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

More Stress

hi punkettes

ok now...im really getting pissed...cuz i can't log into msn messenger right now...argh!!!i text Lara whether she can log in as well...she can't too...argh!!!bloody hell....well..i thought my stress level gonna at least go down by night...but it's not....and im swearing and cursing all the time...tomorrow...is english prelim paper 1 n 2...well at least i hope the topic for paper 1 is easy...im good in writting...i got loads of ideas...thanks to fanfics...hahaha..yeah...fanfics help me a lot...well im not gonna write the explicit adult part....hell no...

as i was eating my dinner...i saw syarif and his friend, aliff i think...on TV...performing a song with a guy named Imran...well they were pretty ok...mum recognised syarif...hahaha...well he came to my house b4 during sec 2 i think...that time when i got my jamming studio...now no more...best of luck for your career dude...

ok what else...nothing much...i hope this msn messenger will be fixed by tomorrow..oh btw...riona...you took joseph right???lara took nick right??? so i take the last one lah...kevin from the jonas brothers...hehehe...

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Practical

hi punkettes...

im gonna make this post short and simple...

I'M GONNA FAIL MY PRELIM PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!!!

YUP I'M GONNA FAIL THAT FUCKING PAPER!!!

NO QUESTIONS ASKED CUZ I'VE MADE SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES...AND THAT FUCKING PAPER WAS TOUGH!!!!

toodles...cheerio

Kayla