Welcome To The Club

hi punkettes..
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First of all, I would like to wish Ain a Happy Birthday.
Her bdae falls yesterday. So Happy 20th Bdae girl!
May you be bless with all the happiness in this world and hope you like my present.
Congrats on becoming the new MCG president.
GG surprise her in class during 2nd break with a cute Thomas & Friends cake.
Pictures here.

And also yesterday, the O Levels results were released.
I text my cuzin, Izan to ask him about his results.
It turns out that his maths is D7, so he can't go to a lot of Engineering course which was his ideal course. He said, most of his qualified choices are from RP and he wanted to go into this school.
I was laughing, cuz most ppl would not want to go to RP but he wants to go RP. Oh well, it's his choice. So welcome to the school cuzin. Hahaha.
Congrats to Kyra's bro for achieving excellent results till his family went to celebrate by having a feast outside leaving Kyra out. Aww...poor dear! Hehehehe.

I don't know what to write next. So I'll end here.
My mind is block at the moment.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

My Little Camwhore Again..

hi punkettes...

I just don't know what to update, oh well pictures will do, OF.....
MY LITTLE CAMWHORE!!!



These were taken yesterday while I was in JB.
And something happened for the first time yesterday, my family's car was involve in an accident.
*Suspense music*
Me, Bro and Mum went out to go shopping at Tesco, first stop by the Larkin Terminal cuz I wanted to buy my contact lenses there but Bro didn't tag along and he parked somewhere while waiting for us. As soon as we came back, Bro was furious, cuz an idiot who ride the motorcycle bang into our car. Bro parked the car at a wide corner, and this idiot go n speed when it comes to that corner instead of slowing down, he lost control and BANG the car! The side mirror of the car fell off, just the mirror not the entire side mirror, the sports rims were scratch, the side near the front tyre of the car was quite dented.

And fuck the idiot don't want to pay, he kept on blaming my bro for parking a the double line. Yes, bro was at fault for parking there but HELLO, there's about 8 cars park there as well!!!!!
And you freaking idiot who thinks he is a moto gp driver, don't want to slow when it comes to that corner kept on blaming us!! In the end, with the adivce of my uncle, we both settled peacefully by not reporting it to the police because if we both do, the price of fine is freaking high!

I was like cursing and swearing in silence to that motorbike user who is apparently old, he looks like in the 50s, ARGH!!! I was in high spirit to go shopping but cancelled cuz of this stupid uncle!!
We went back to my grandma house, I'm still in cursing and swearing mode. My cuzin told me to be patient, to relax and calm down. Thank god I brought my laptop, I released my tension by playing Counter Strike and pretend those that I killed in the game is that idiot Uncle!

But thank goodness, the damage was minor and the cost of damage was not that much. Argh!!
It's a lesson learnt for my bro though, not to park at corners again!! If i was the one driving, first I'm gonna curse and swear to that uncle till his ears bleed and then can settle peacefully.

It's a good thing my little camwhore was so cheery that day. At least she lift up my spirits again.
I love that kid.

2 more weeks till holiday. Gosh...let it be fast!
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

400th

My heart shattered into multiple pieces and I don't know whether it can be mend.
I broke down and flood the entire room, with my head in my hands I sit and cry
I prayed to god to forgive my sins and also to forgive her sins too.
I prayed to god to open her heart, show her the right path so that she won't go the wrong way.
I am calm after my prayers but the heart has been shattered, and there's nothing I can do about it.

I admit my wrongdoings that I've shouldn't do, but I have to cuz I have a reason.
It's unfair to me to keep it to myself and not telling them the truth when sooner or later it will be revealed.
I understand how she feel, I know she is hurting. But we're hurting together. I'm hurt as well.
I told what I've been told and probably the way I deliver it is different that makes them judge her like that.
I hope she understand the reason why I did this. I'm not putting her down or him down either. Since it's love there's nothing I can stop it.

I am fine if she wish not to talk to me, I can't force her.
I am fine if she lost her trust to me, I can't beg her.
I am fine if she wish to drop me in her list of friends, it's her choice.
Whatever you want to do to me, it's fine cuz everything it's on her.

But forgive me, to anything that she thinks that I am at fault.
Forgive me, because this is hurting.
Forgive the rest, because they're into this as well.
All I want her is to be herself back again, and declare her pains to us so that we can delcare ours openly. Hopefully we can sort this out and understand each other's purposes and feelings.

I can't handle pressure well and I think the whole clique knows.
I want the complications to end soon but please don't drag it for too long.
Someone please stop the bad thoughts in my head, it looks as though she's letting go and if it's real, well I don't know.

It's my 400th post, I would like to dedicate it to my best friend.


Edit:
I would like to say this too,
Omma! Chincha Saranghae! Komapsumnida!
(Mum! I Really Love You! Thank You!)

"When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me." -Josh Groban (You Raised Me Up)

Seriously mother, Thank You!

I don't know what it is.

hi punkettes...

My heart felt something isn't right, but I don't know what it is.
As though I'm worried for someone but I don't know to who I'm worried for.
No, it's not because school starts again tmr, bt I feel uneasy. Really uneasy.

From yesterday's incident, I may smile but I'm not really in the mood inside.
I'm sure all of us (u know who u are) are smiling bt in fact in reality, we're not good.
I've tried to cheer myself up by watching the whole SBS Gayo Daejun and tried to spazz again from hubby's stripping on stage, it made me smile bt mood doesn't change.

Oh dear god, don't let this mood affect my schoolwork tmr.
Please...

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

2 more resolution

hi punkettes...

I just add another 2 more resolution to the current list which are:

-Make people laugh which actually will kill them.

-Not to spend too much money on someone, when you know you won't get something in return.
(I'm not expecting anything in return, bt it seems like you've been taken advantage of)

I've actually created this resolution from the lesson that I've learnt and also thanks to sensei (u know who u are). Arigato sensei!

To oppa (my real bro):
I kinda felt bad of talking back to you because I was not in the top mood when I got home, and then you asked me that question. Mianhae oppa.

Though I'm not in my best mood right now but Kim Jong Kook and Lee Chun Hee's pic made me laugh:


Aww. Cute. Kim Jong Kook and Lee Chun Hee cuddled inside a blanket together.


Kim Jong Kook shock face. Hahahaha.

that's about it...
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

I Just Died In Fangirl Heaven. VICTORY!!

Hi punkettes...
Yah! Lee Seung Hyun!
You've been hiding that beautiful abs from noona!!
Noona never regret liking you from the start though almost most of the time I favor the other Seung Hyun. After watching your debut solo performance on SBS Gayo Daejun, I'm so proud of my magnae!
Ok, noona will stop blabbering and continue spazzing you.


Here Is Seungri's first debut solo stage.



toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Happy New Year

hi punkettes...

So I wanna wish Happy 2009 to everyone!
Yes, another year has past.
To sum up, the first half of the year have been great bt towards the end not so good.
That's what I call it 'Problematic Months'.
So I rate 2008 as, the so-so year. It's not so great bt not so bad also.

I think I've got a whole list of resolution, so here goes:

Kayla Anika's 2009 Resolution:

1. New motto, "Just Go With The Flow".

2. Retake my BTT again, hopefully pass it, then take FTT. For practical, not yet.

3.To be a better daughter to my parents.

4.Try not to fall in love with a guy yet, meaning I won't have any boyfriend just yet.
I will only love Fandom.

5.Save up more money and try not to be spendthrift.

6.Go on a overseas trip with friends at least to KL.

7.This might sound silly but, I want to learn how to backflip. I really do.

8.Buy a PSP or Ipod Touch.

9.Put the 'Problematic Months' drought to an end.

10.Work extra hard for Year 3. Finish up PP, FYP, CE Pts, Improve GPA and GRADUATE!!

11.I can't think of anymore resolution and probably as the year progresses, there's more.

While other ppl welcomed the year by going to the countdowns and party, I welcomed the year by watching Internet TV at home. I was watching MBC Gayo Daejun. And Fiqah, Shinee did performed, though I only watch it towards the end, but they performed. I miss the WonderBang special stage bt I managed to catch Big Bang's performance. As soon the show was over, I searched the internet for the WonderBang special stage performance, it was alright.
Sun Mi of Wondergirls sat on TOP's lap! Omg! Well it's ok.

Then today, nothing much, I woke up late and Dad wanted to go Bedok to Aunt's house cuz Grandma is there. Bt ate lunch at Haig Rd first and I couldn't finish my meal. After going to Aunt's house went to shop at Sheng Shiong. That's all.

Tmr, kids are starting school. Puahahaha! Bt mine is starting on Monday.
Then 3 weeks of school, then holiday for 10 weeks! I can't wait for Year 2 to end!

Oh yeah, I've cut my fringe even shorter this time. My bangs became shorter.
I purposely cut it short, first of all ppl complain they can't see my eyes, 2nd I want to even it out cuz when it grows longer it will turn out nice.

So that's about it ppl,
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika