Friday, 31 August 2007
What A Day!
I went out the whole day today.
I woke up early to watch Malaysia's Independent Day parade with mum.
Every year she watch it. Cuz she was born in Msia.
Then I took my shower and get dress to meet Ace and Saleha at Admiralty MacD.
So after meeting, the 3 of us went to WRSS. Yeah, it was Teacher's Day celebrations. And blargh, the concert was boring as always. I prefer last year's concert. But the part where Mr Siva does a skit was damn funny. Mr Siva dress up as a student with our uniform. Haha.
After the concert, we the Sec 5s teased him, to pull up his socks, scold him for no wearing proper black shoes. Haha. He loved to do that to us before.
My clique wasn't there, it's a sad thing but they have their schedules, so I don't blame them.
Then chat with Mr Bruce, our Sec 5 form teacher, for a while at the canteen. Sadly, it will be his last year in WRSS cuz he is transfering school. Aww.
After that, I went to my cuzin, Mimi's house and wait for her to get dress cuz we're going out to Wisma n get her bloody phone fix. I don't know what to say to her, about her dressing.
Eh! Ur mum is actually ok, so don't blame ur mum cuz ur the main problem. Pendek!
After sending her phone at the repair centre, we walked around Orchard and browse some CDs at HMV. Then, we went to eat BK. Meet her mum at CP.
I bought a new Hi-Card number for my mum as her bdae present. Me and Bro had already bought her a phone for her bdae. Her bdae is tmr. 1st Sept. She is turning 50.
So Mum, Happy Birthday to ya. Selamat panjang umur & murah rezeki.
I know I've been bad to ya, bt I try my best to be the perfect daughter like what you dream of. I'm sorry for blaming you for all the things that I couldn't do. I've hurt you a lot of times. I'm sorry. Really sorry. I will always pray for you. *getting teary*
Ok anyways.
I'm on yet another Korean drama marathon. Haha. This time the drama is called, The Devil.
It's like CSI type of Drama. Kinda mysterious. Keeps your mind thinking.
And most importantly....
Remember Prince Lee Shin from Goong(Princess Hours)? He is acting in this drama! My prince is acting as a lawyer this time. A really mysterious lawyer. Cool!! There's 20 Episode, so right now I'm halfway there, now on Episode 10. Oh, I like the soundtrack, the opening theme.
that's about it.
toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
I Don't Sleep In My Room For 2nd Time Cuz Of The Same Reason.
2 days ago, i didn't sleep in my room again, why?
cuz i watch super junior's mystery 6 episodes, and, omg, it was damn scary.
it was a true story!! the apartment that they are living was haunted. they even showed the footage that the ghost exists! Seriously it was scary. The ghost is in my Super Junior darling Donghae's room. Poor Donghae, cuz he's been having nightmares n his nightmares are scary.
There are series of terror events that are happening to them, it was scary larh. Like Donghae fainted in the bathroom, Sungmin got lock in the recording studio,Donghae almost drowned in the pool in Thailand, Ryeowook got lock in the toilet.....plus more. Ish! I got damn scared after watching the episodes that I didnt dare to enter my room.
Well enuf of that ghostly stuff.
I've just send tonnes of Dougie Poynter pics to Zakia. Haha. At least my McFly resources are not wasted. So here ya go Zakia, ur lizard loving bf. Haha.
Here's what been bothering me.
My right knee! Damnit! Sometimes it hurts, sometime it does not.
Ish! Kayla have to stop her late night dancing or else, I might be going for surgery.
Bt I can't help it la, I love dancing. What can I do? I dun wanna go for Xray. No! Plz!
I really do hope that I can go for my class chalet, which I think I can go. Cuz everyone is going, except for that super quiet boy Qiyang. All 23 of us is going, if I don't go. Then damn! Khai! I try to persuade my mum to cook fried rice for you guys.
that's about it,
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika
Sunday, 26 August 2007
Sentosa Sunburn
first of all, ouch ouch ouch!!
Kyra and Erika, aww, cute!
Erika took this pic. I love the sea. I feel so happy and relaxed when I'm at sea, that is why I love going to the beach.
Friday, 24 August 2007
Sentosa. Here We Go!
Happy Birthday to my dearest beloved adik, Nadia Asyikin.
She turned 9 years old today.
So I hope she will be a good girl who listens to her mum and study hard ok. Follow your dreams, ok? Kakak sayang kamu!
Eventhough I was harsh on you, bt deep inside I love you. Eventhough we are cuzins bt heck care, I treat you as my own flesh and blood.
I'm so looking forward to go to Sentosa with the girls tmr!! Yay!! Wohooo!! We gonna have fun!! Yippee!! Let's hope everyone go ok. Like I said, NO LAST MINUTE BACKING OUT!
Damn. That Shakir keeps on flocking my phone inbox! For godsakes, we are cuzins(well 2nd cuzin to be exact). Not Lovers! Ish. Mat Rep sia! I don't want Mat Reps!
Bro and I took a ride in the car to Bukit Merah, cuz Bro wanna fill in some petrol for the car. It was nice to see Singapore's night life. Get to see the CBD too!! Damn beautiful!! Didn't manage to take pictures, but oh well. It was nice!
Then Ling text me, the past conflict. My class knows about it. And the girl apologised. Ling show me the msg, I'm sure it will touch my heart when it has already touched yours. So let's start the friendship between you and her all over again aye?? Peace No War! So let's rejuvenate during the class chalet!! Yay!!
Erm, Dad I need money for tmr! Haha.
That's about it. I'll post pictures of Sentosa wif my dear beloved clique, D100Dgreez!!
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika
Thursday, 23 August 2007
The Horny Monkeys I Will Miss.
Tisk..tisk..today is the last day of Semester 1.
Which means, next semester, new class and new classmates. Haiz, have to re-adapt again. I love W35B! Awesome class.
Well, me and khai started this mini project of ours. We did a sorta slideshow/video clip of pictures of the class. The pictures are all the times we had together. Then Khan joined in, and with 3 masterminds, It’s a success.
Sorry to those who felt offended (if any). But let’s forgive n forget, it was just for the fun of it.
The class ordered pizza, 6 boxes of it. Yummy!
Cool!! We had a feast together. I was bloated! Hehehe.
Erm, not all are present there's only 19 of us in class, instead of 24. Bt that's ok.
We took a lot of pictures today. And also we got free hugs!!! Haha. I’m gonna miss you guys. Tisk. Tisk. Do keep in touch ya!?
Honestly I don’t feel like coming.As expected, not a lot of ppl came. Haiz.
Then Ghaz blabbers about storytelling again, and this time it was bout story telling in different mediums. Like music video, documentary etc etc.
I was quite bored in the beginning until I saw one of Ghaz’s flicks called Hidden Treasure. I was shocked!!!!!! Shock to see my ex-sec school art teacher acting in that film. Whoa! Mdm Aneesa, great job!!! Eventhough it was a short film but great job! No wonder the other time, I kinda like saw you in RP.
Then Ghaz had this crazy idea, is to do a music video. Aigoo. No mood to do during the hols. Kinda bz. 2nd week, the class gonna have their chalet again. Ish!
We were split into 2 groups. I was group along with Simah, Saf, Illyas, Johnne,Jelly and Maya. Then we have to do a music video using a song by Evanescence called My Immortal. Haiz. Illyas said it was difficult to do that music video. Bt erm, I think easy leh. Oh well nvm. Still we have to do within 3 weeks. Dateline, first day of Sem 1. Haiz.
Anything la eh, furthermore I have AFA on the 6th which I don’t think I can go. Depends on the class chalet lorr.
The while I was in IG meeting, out of sudden, Shakir texts me. Shakir is my mum’s cuzin son. Aigoo, he confessed that he like me since we were young. He is younger than me by a year. Let’s us stay as cuzins okie. Nothing more than that.
Haiz. Dunno what to say. Erika just text me that she can’t go this Saturday to Sentosa. Aigoo. C’mon Erika, cool down. Try to persuade ur mum again. If still can’t, nvm though. But the rest, MUST COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don’t back out arh! Unless I back out. Haha. No, I won’t! I wanna hit the beach, yearning to go to the beach for a very damn long time since the last trip to Sentosa with Saiful.
We didn’t join my class gathering that time, for godsake I was wearing jeans and black jacket and brown top. But after that trip, I was like, shucks I wanna go dip into the sea!! Badly!
So I wish, Erika’s mum changed her mind. Her mum is quite similar to my mum. Erika and I can’t take each of our mum’s nagging!! Seriously. Too much. And our mums like to compare our siblings. Ish! Stop it! We are who we are. Not our siblings. Nothing else to compare or what. Grrr…
Oh Zakia! U want Dougie’s pictures????!!! I have a lot. Since pre-debut to debut to latest. Haha. And yes he loves Lizards.
Tmr is my adik’s(Nadia) bdae. Im kinda broke to give her pressie. Sorry adik. Bt I love you. Saranghae! I might be harsh on you, but I love you!
Oh ya, Kyra tmr ur da dong bdae also right!!?? Hahaha.
That’s about it ppl,
Toodles…cheerio
Kayla Anika
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
Global Audition

hi punkettes...
i found that SM Entertainment (dbsk,suju,csjh,kangta) is organising a global audition. My gosh! they held it in USA! they held the same type of audition last year in Msia! bt y this year USA??! I wanna go if it is held in Msia.
Bring the global audition here in S'pore please. For sure, I'll be there. I don't mind being SM trainee for 6 years if i have to. The important thing is I like what I'm doing and I'm following my dreams. Haiz.
that's all for now.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika
Monday, 20 August 2007
Mum Oh Mum!
Mum thinks that I’m always rude to her when I am not.
Eventhough she thinks that I’m rude to her, but normally I say it in a low tone voice.
I seriously really don’t get it. Omg!
She really wants me to be that typical housewife material.
You know, the one who can cook,clean,do housework type of girl.
To make it short, very the ‘kampung’type.
WTH? Me? Doing all that.
I clean the dishes, I do my own laundry, I sweep the floor, ok, I Admit I didn’t know how to cook that much. But hey, just give me a recipe and I cook for ya. No problem. I can take it.
This is the 21st Century, where do you expect a modern type of girls doing all this stuff.
Consider you are lucky that I know how to do it, it’s just that It’s not often.
Take for example, one of my fren, she didn’t know how to cook, do simple housework, she didn’t even recognize veggies in the market. That’s worst right.
Ok, and now I know what you expect on how I should respond to you. Ok, I get it.
And bro, it’s a wake up call to you too. Remember you have to talk to me nicely, not like a gangster asking money from me. So I expect you to be nice to me. Get it!
Haiz. I seriously don’t know how long am I going to be like this.2 vs 1 thingy again.
Mum is the ulu-ulu type of thinking ppl. Yeah. So, haiz, I have bare with it.
I’m sorry, I can’t be perfect. You gotta accept me for me. I am what I am. I can’t possibly change into another person. I am Me.
This is serious shit. I can’t be the housewife material type of girl.
I live in the city! Not Kampung! Why suffer where you can use the convenience?
Aigoo! I’m going crazy.
So you want me to be soft and gentle? Tell me. I am a girl for godsake, girls should be soft and gentle. Maybe not on the outside for some, but definitely in every girl, there must be a soft side of her.
Mum, why can’t you accept me for me? Why you want me to be someone else?
Don’t try to change me, cuz I am what I already am.
Help, I need anger management counseling. Aigoo!
But no matter how you make my life difficult, I still love you cuz you are my mother. Who doesn’t love their very own mother right??
The other day, I look at some of the past home videos of our family. Like birthday parties video etc etc.
And I look at one of my bdae celebration video.
After my family sang Happy Birthday to me, mum kissed me on the cheeks.
And tears ran down my cheeks as I am watching it.
I really miss it. I really really do miss it. (Gosh, there’s tears welling up my eyes!)
I miss that kind of love. And I miss celebrating it like that.
But I can’t complain, I think of Erika, she doesn’t normally have bdae cakes on her bdae. And she doesn’t complain. I understand.
Ok, I confess that like to be ‘manja’ around. But mum doesn’t seem to get it. Nvm.
Yeah, I may not look like the type of ‘manja’ girl. But I like to be pampered once in a while. What the hey, I’m the youngest in the family. Love is all I need. But I don’t feel it. Show it please.
I’m gonna throw away that stuck up face and try to smile a little more.
No wonder ppl say me that I don’t smile that much. Ok, I smile a little more aye? K?
So Mum, I won’t try to repeat the most regretful thing that I did to you, which is to make you cry on your bdae. Damn, that is the most regretful thing in my life. And I still regret to this very day. So your bdae is around the corner, I try my best to be the perfect daughter that you dream all this years. But, I know I can’t be perfect, just right ok?
So this pic was taken before I left school. Cuz I left school early to meet Erika, cuz she wanted to buy something for her mum's bdae. So we walk n walk. Erika did quite a lot of shopping today. Hehe. We both went to Comics Connection, n damn....I was like so so so pissed off. Why? Cuz there were new stocks, I ran out of money!!! Damn...Damn!! Haha. New pics on the keychains. All damn handsome. And the posters, the latest pics!! I want! I want! But no money now. Ish Ish! Nvm. Next month must buy! I don't care. Haha!
So to my beloved clique D100Dgreez, 25th Aug, its a confirm that we're going to Sentosa. I'll drag along Azimah. Safiah n Erika, u drag along Ain. Erm, who else to drag? The more the merrier. Haha. Let's have fun aight!?