Oh hey hello...goodbye

hi punkettes...

It's been a long time coming but I'm here now.

Sorry sorry for not updating.
I guess this is goodbye...

I'll be deleting this blog and will never be active again.
I'll be active in my other blog which is tumblr.
If i find a better reason to be active here again, I might be back once again.

Goodbye blog who has been with me since 2006.

친구야! 미안해, 사랑해

친구야! 미안해, 사랑해.

생일척하해!

It read,

My Friend, I'm Sorry, I Love You.
Happy Birthday.

So Happy 21st Birthday to my bestie, Niza.
You're 21 now, a fully grown adult. A woman.
Not a teen, not a girl. A Woman.

But I totally miss you. I have the others to fill your void, but it's not the same.
If only we can be like what we used to be.
I am trying to accept the fact the he is now your boyfriend. The one you loved.
And you're happy when he is around. That's great.

Since you're 21, and independent. I know you want to try to deal stuff with yourself, so okay I know. But remember I'm not just a hotel that you can check in and out. I hope you're sincere in changing yourself. Anything that really troubles you, you can always call me even if it's 4am in the morning. I swear I won't let the past repeat itself again. I don't want to. You're a mature woman now, so think wisely.

So Happy 21st Birthday.

Yours Truly,
Fyza Yoora

I HATE SUMMER!

hi punkettes...

Im back trying to keep this blog alive.

Like I've said, I've deleted all my hate rants. So it's a normal blog now.

Well, it's Summer once again. Though here in SG, you experience summer all the time.

But I classified SG's weather as 4 season in my own kinda way.

Here's Fyza's way of classifying 4 Season Weather in SG:

Winter (December, January, February) - Rain, Cloudy, Fair

Spring (March, April, May)-Rain in around March & April, but begins to get hot in May.

Summer(June, July,August)-Hot weather in June & July but Rain in August.

Autumn(September,October,November)-A lot of heavy downpour with Less Fair days.

That's my way y'all. Hahaha.

SUMMER is the season where I get sick. Cuz i have a weird body. I get flu in hot weather, not cold. When it get too hot, I'll sneeze and sneeze! Seriously. And now while writing this, I'm sick.

I don't have a fever, but my body felt warm. I need mum's remedy to swear plum juice all over my body again. I need to perspire my body out to drain all the heat! Argh!

Appa, call someone to fix the air-cond asap, please! I swear I won't overuse it! I promise!!!

Oh yeah, Nadia is staying here for days, it's nice to have her back sleeping in my room.

I should turn in now. Look at the time it's 1am.

toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora

Hate Post Deleted.

hi ppl..

I've finally taken the liberty to remove my hate rants.
I've decided not to put hate rants anymore.
Thinking about it again, it's pointless.

I was reading my cuzin's blog a while ago, and her words motivates me a lot.
I miss her (my cuzin) a lot. She a year older than me. We used to play a lot when we were young.
I still remember it very well. Like I've said, her words motivates me.

Taken from her blog, it's in Malay so I did a little english translation right below every paragraph:
Ya Allah,
Sesungguhnya perwatakanku keras, maka lunakkanlah watakku & lembutkanlah hatiku buat kedua ibu ayahku...
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka...
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka...

Dear Allah,
When my sense & behaviour seems harsh, please ease my harshness, soften my heart for my dear parents.
Lower down my tone when I talk to them.
Make my speech sweet as it sounds to them.


Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas didikan mereka padaku dan pahala yang besar atas kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Dear Allah.
Give them a lot of good payback to them as for they who educate me. Give them 'pahala' as for they who loved me more than they ever did. Please watch over them as the same as they watch over me.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku, atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku, jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah, hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Dear Allah.
Whatever disturbance or suffering that they felt because of me, or the lost of any rights because of me, make all of this a reason to decrease their sins and also a reason to add 'pahala', dear Allah. Only you who can punish all the wrong with the right multiple times.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

My dear cuzin, I hope you don't mind.
Thanks to you, I felt a little bit down a while ago after reading this I guess it's all my fault for giving my parents pain.

I wonder how can I say that everything going to be alright, and not to worry about me.
I guess parents will always be parents, their neverending worrying about their kids.
I think when I became a parent, I finally will realise the meaning of this.
But I didn't forget to cherish them every minute and every second every day.

Anyways, cuzin we should meet someday eventhough you're about 500km away from here.
toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora

Tumblr Vs Blogger

hi punkettes...

It's been a long long time since I update this blog of mine.

I've got so many things to update but I choose to be lazy instead. Hehehe. Sorry.

But I've established a new blog which is way more easier in Tumblr.
So I'm thinking of whether to delete this blog and continue to stay active in Tumblr or vice versa.

Nisa gave me an idea of having a hate blog and a normal blog.
Meaning I can post all my hate rants here and non-hate one in the other.
Hmm...should I? Hahaha. Still thinking.

Fyi, I'm gonna start school again soon cuz I've screwed up a module. Dang!
Bt nevermind, I'm still optimistic. In fact, repeating isn't that bad.

Come on. Oh well. Looking forward to be in school again. Thank goodness that my bestie is still in the school. I can call her up anytime for a break. Hohoho.

Speaking of bestie, I had a blast playing L4D with her on Xbox 360 in school today.
Awesome! Hahaha. We shall play it again.

In the mean time, I will think about whether to keep this blog or not.
Wee...gonna hang out with GG family tmr. Miss them lots.

toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora

Down Goes Another One

hi punkettes...

I just wanna post this song.
I've been playing this lately. I love it so much by McFly. Because of them, my guitar will never be kept in dust.

Did the best that I could
Said I'd die for you and I would
But I drowned all those feelings in the flood

Need to know if you're there
If you're listening to my prayers to my tears
Feel like raindrops through the mud

How was I to know that a year ago I'd need to read between the lines
And every lie and thats why

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
I try to drown you out so down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)

Living Fast
Dying young
But I'm living with what you've done
Now I face accusations
I won't run
No

I'm starting to remember things that you said
I'm unravelling what they meant
But the world moves on
You're just another one

And how can I go on
'Cause when I'm in the sun I see your shadow on the ground
But you're never there when I turn around

Every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
I try to drown you out so down goes another one

Whoo

And how can I go on
'Cause when I'm in the sun I see your shadow on the ground
(Shadow on the ground)
But you're never there when I turn around

'Cause every time I fall asleep my dreams are haunted
(My dreams are haunted)
And every time I close my eyes I'm not alone
And every time I cry I'm right back where you wanted
(Right back where you wanted)
I try to drown you out so down goes another one
(Hey)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one
(Hey)
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another on
Down goes another one
(Down goes another one)
Down goes another one)

that's it, enjoy the song.
luv mcfly fan 2004-present..
Fyza Yoora

I Love My Friends!

GG Family, an awesome family that I've never thought I would have.
The picture was taken from our recent trip to Sengkang for Swimming.
(Sorry Zul, we forgot to take a picture of the 5 of us together. Next time k, but you're still part of the family)

More pictures here

And also to my sisters, 8 years and counting.
I love you girls to eternity!
Picture was taken from our recent trip to East Coast to celebrate Fana bdae.
Yeah, failed surprise party but it was fun! ;)
More picture here.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS FROM THOSE EXISTS TO NON-EXISTS ONES.
(wait a minute, got non exists ones? Hahaha)

toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora