My Korean Day

hi punkettes...

I'm so sorry for not updating that often. Blame FYP!

So now I'm gonna update.

Well first up,

19th December 09

(azri in pain, muahahaha!)

Our plan for BBQ together finally came to a success, well sort of.

I went BBQ-ing with GG Family at Sembawang Park.

It went well but rain came. But nevertheless, our spirit for the day never fades.

Still had fun in the rain. I wanna thank Zul for throwing me in that filthy beach.

It was so cold! I would shiver to death! Hehehe. Let's do it again, next to Ubin yeah.

Azri told me bout his trip there and it sounds fun. I wanna take that bike challenge up the slope.
Pictures here.

Next,

22nd December 09

For the first time ever in months, full attendance!

All 8 of us gather for magnae's (youngest) birthday, Fiqah.

And a trip of Singapore flyer we go. We had tonnes of fun with tonnes of pictures taken.

Let's do it again, i mean for another outing, all 8 of us. But i know most of us gonna be busy since we're graduating soon. So after grad, we go again okay! =)

Pictures : Part 1 & Part 2

25th December 09

Then I was so excited for the KL trip on Xmas Day, but then Dad gave an uncertain answer, in fact he gave no answer for it. He kept quiet. If I ask, definitely gonna be pissed. Then on Xmas day itself, we decided not to go to KL. Instead, Dad wanted to go for a traditional foot reflexology in JB. Oh yeah, this day marks the 12th Anniversary of me and family leaving in Woodlands.
Merry Xmas.

26th December 09

So we decided to go to JB damn early in the morning. Rest at Grandma's house for a while, literally no one in the house but my uncle. Then around 10am, off to that foot massage place. While mum and dad had their massages, me and bro wonder around City Square mall. I bought Baskin Robbins Chocolate Blast drink to satisfy my frustration for the cancelled trip. I also bought a BB Cream at Etude House. Hehehe.

Then after my parents finished with their massages. All of a sudden, Dad received a text message. It's from his workplace. It says that his application for 'leave' got approved. So Mum asked Dad again bout the trip. He says okay. I was like, "WHAT!? KL? NOW?!" I was frustrated again but at the same time excited. Frustrated cuz I didn't bring enough clothes for the trip, neither do all of us. But thank goodness, I left some clothes at grandma's house. So I grab those clothes and pack it in my purple Fred Perry bag. Around 2pm, off to KL we go.

Arrived in KL about 8pm, 2hours behind estimated arrival time due to a massive traffic jam at the highway. Arrive at aunt's house (mum's younger sis) in Nilai, but then shortly after arrival went to hospital to visit my aunt. She just had an operation for her back(?) Oh gosh, I was so happy to finally meet little Natasha.

After visiting the hospital, overnight in aunt's house in Nilai.

27th December 09

After having breakfast in Nilai 3 shopping arcade, we went to give my cuzin (dad's side) who was living nearby a little visit. After that off to Putrajaya to visit another cuzin of mine (still dad's side) who lived there. I am really fascinated by the huge offices and building in Putrajaya. Architecture is pretty modernise. My cuzin even took us around for sightseeing, I wish I could go shopping. But due to this sudden unplanned trip, I didn't bring enough money to go shopping.

(The magnificent view at the 15th floor of my cuzin's apartment.)

Then next, went to my aunt's (mum's youngest sis) house in Kajang where most of my cuzins (mum's side) are there and also including my grandmother. I ate laksa (mum's recipe apparently) that one of my aunt made. Nice but nothing beats mum's cooking. Hehehe. I entertained mostly of my cuzin's there including little Natasha who turned 6 on 1st December. We overnight there.

28th December 09.

(In front of my aunt's house in Kajang)

Around 12pm, off to JB back once again. We had a mandatory stop in Ayer Keroh rest stop so I can satisfy my craving for A&W that it is now extinct in SG but available in Msia. I got drunk on root beer again. Hehehe. While on the highway, it rain super heavily till we can't see the road. I was super scared but at the same time I say a little prayer to god to watch over us so that we can have a safe journey back home. Alhamdulilah, god answered my prayer. Arrive in JB at around 5pm. Rest at Grandma's house. Mum cook a quick dinner. Then off to home sweet home after maghrib.

29th December 09

I had to return the DSLR camera that I've loan from school. Then off to town with Kasminah. We ate at Korean BBQ Chicken restaurant. Super delicious. Love the Korean charboiled BBQ Chicken! Then I bought 2 wayfarer, Green and White. Hehehe. Then a formal blouse for FYP presentation next month. Minah bought a Swatch watch at The Heeren. Then went back home.

Soon I got home, not even 5 minutes, went out of the house again cuz my aunt (mum's younger sis also, yeah my mum is the eldest sis) wanted to treat us at Seoul Garden. Wow, more food. Korean style. Super damn full.

Got home, I downloaded TVants (internet TV) again for SBS Gayo Daejun. Awesome show! I think I had multiple nosebleed. Hehehe. Performances was hot! Here comes my fandom mode. Hehehe. I squeal like any fangirl does.It's basically my korean day! Korean Food & Korean Entertainment.

Today gonna be KBS Gayo Daejun. I love Korean year end specials. New Years eve double special for me as a fangirl, DBSK in Kouhaku (Japan) and MBC Gayo Daejun. Weee! *squeal again*

well that's about it.

looking forward to the another 6 weeks of torture then a taste of freedom!

toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora

ps: decided to change my spelling from FI to FY. Fiza pronounce as (fee-za) but Fyza can be pronounce as (fee-za) and (fai-za) which is similar to my real name Faezah.

My dearest hubby, Kim Junsu & hubby's twin, Kim Junho!
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!

새일척하해!! 보고십다!!!

My Dear,

I Miss You.

I Miss Your Gags.

I Miss Your Smile.

I Miss Your Charisma.

I Miss Your Voice.

I Miss DBSK!

Luv,

박유라.

Again & Again.

My faults and my lies has been exposed.

I'm the cause of the problem.

I'm sorry for blaming for the things I couldn't do.

I've hurt myself again.

I've done the unthinkable again.

I'm alive again.

My bruises are visible again.

I've completely lost all my motivation again.

I've repeated the same mistakes again.

My heart have been blackened with negative influences again.

I need someone to support me 24/7 , so that I don't repeat those mistakes again.

God let me live, again. Thank You.

Cuz I'm Not Alone

Thank you Danny Jones for composing this song.

It seems like I've lost the will and love for life again.
My existence seems meaningless.

I can't find my own real identity.

But I'm not alone.

Every time I have a bad day. The sky clears up.

And I can see Orion up in the sky again. I smile.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

P/s: at least xmas quick weekend KL getaway is something for me to look forward to.

Miss those crazy bitches!

hi punkettes...

I swear yesterday was my bad day.
I was sad and angry about the same thing that makes me mad every time. Some personal issues.
I called Minah asking whether she wanted to eat pasta with me at CWP, she said ok. Then Zul came along as well. I've been craving for pasta all week. I finally get to eat it. I felt happy for a while. Then when I got home, my mum's aunt got into the hospital in ICU, coma. I was shock and at the same time sad. My grand aunt is like my 3rd grandmother to me. I hope she's okay now.

It's nice to dad grinning so widely when he got home from work to see his only daughter weaving the ketupat. Hehehehe. Cuz I, the only one in the family who doesn't know how to weave, finally know how to do it. I feel so proud! Thanks to my 2 sensei, Mum and Bro. Hahaha. It's nice to see him smile. It made me happy.

Mum made me bake another box of Betty Crocker's cake mixture. This time is strawberry. I'm making some to give to my grandma on Hari Raya Aidiladha on Friday. Raya mood is so here. Bt not as high as Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Hehehe.

I'm in a mass convo with my ex-primary sch classmates, the most gila ones, Pri 6F. Really2 miss these bunch of ppl. Us with our names calling...here's the list, thanks to Naziha. Haha!

it's like omg...'Fiza Bombz'...i could never run away with that name due to my signature hair when i was in primary school. Curly, frizzy and thick. Hahahaha!

Can't wait to see you guys on 19th Dec. It's gonna be a blast with crazy bitches like you guys!! Hahaha. And please, "NO GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND/WIFE/FIANCEE/ ALLOWED!" This is solely for US. Okie dokie.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Miserable..not really.

hi punkettes...

I downloaded my blog song as soon as it came out. Awesome! Love it!
I know maybe BOF fans gonna put this song in their mini hompy or blog like I did. But imma learn this on guitar soon.LEARNT! Within minutes. I've been listening to it on repeat ever since. I wonder if it's Hyun Joong playing the guitar on the track. Hmm...I'll change the blog once I got tired of it. Hehehe.

I need to print my PP poster by tmr, but no one can accompany me to Sunshine Plaza. When in times like this, it's good to have a boyfriend because he will be there to accompany you. It's miserable you know. Hahaha. Thanks Safiah for being my saviour as she will accompany on Saturday, though I really want to print it tmr. Well it's better than nothing. Imma drag Fiqah along. I don't care eh eh eh eh!

I bloody can't wait for the holidays. I'm going for a holiday on Xmas! Hahaha! Don't know where but definitely it's going to be fun.

Oh heck, tmr is my off day. Imma do EFF WHY PEEE! SUCKS AH!!

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Yoora

friends are like colours

Though I was seriously looking forward to ice-skate, but bowling is loved!

Friends are like colours, some of them are bright, some of them are dull.
But afterall, they are your friends especially best friends.

A true best friend has no definitions, it define itself.

Friends are part of the colours of my dull life.
If my surroundings are black and white, they are my colours.

More pictures here

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

I can't believe Im sick

hi punkettes....

I really can't believe that I am sick again! Urgh! Well not fever, not cold (maybe a bit) but I got stomach flu. First I feel like puking all the time, then I puke and puke again. I don't know what I ate till I got it.
Today, I'm unwell again still feeling like puking too. I guess my antibody is limited in my system. I need it more. Now where's my antibiotic pills? I hate taking pills but to keep me healthy I must eat it dang!

I was ransacking my wardrobe again, and I found some old clothes:

The red one was my cuzin's old dress, very retro like, but I wear it with my belt. The blue one is actually a skirt, it's long and big, I wore as a dress then put belt on it. Hmm...I might wear those someday.

I can't wait for saturday, I'll be going ice-skating with the girls! Yay! Definitely I'll post pictures up. Hehehehe. Just hoping I will get better.

So FYP starting to get hold of me once again. Grrr....

While I'm sick, all I do to cure up my boredom is watch movies. I cuzin got me this superb link and I love it. I've watch most of the movies that I haven't watch and also I watch some oldie ones as well, like the Addams Family movie. Old huh? But it's one of my fave. I got that movie on VHS, but who uses VHS now. Thank god I found it. Downloaded and I will burn it into CD later. Yippee!

Oh well. I have to go to school tmr. Minah bringing chicken wrap and tmr lab session for retail again. Weee...and FYP meeting tmr (that's a bummer, dang!).

Last but not least, some bday wish:

Happy 20th Birthday Iqah, dear!

May this friendship last till forever. I wish you a lot of happiness with your loved ones especially him! Love ya! =)

And not forgetting,

Namchin! (short for namja chingu which means boyfriend in korean)
Happy 23rd Birthday, darling!! I'm lovin you in IRIS, cuz you kill ppl! Hahaha.
Korea's baddest & hottest assassin! Love you dear!! muacks!
I'm looking forward for Big Bang's comeback in Korea but right now I'm enjoying your japanese songs!

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Keeping The Faith Always!

hi punkettes...

I just saw the harsh reality of the Burmese people on TV and then after that I check my normal k-pop world news, I saw the harsh reality of it. Shortly after the 3 members of DBSK victory over their movements as artists as the court orders, SM fought back indicating those members can now move freely BUT group activities will be discontinued.


I just want this to end a.s.a.p. I'm sick of tired with this. Let DBSK stay together as one please! I'm not in favor of the 3 members nor I'm not in favor of SM. I'm in favor of DBSK! I'm in favor of Jung Yunho, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin, Park YooChun & Kim Junsu as one. Please let this be the end. I love you sunbae, oppa!! Because you're the one who got me into Korean music which I never once like about it. If you guys part, I think I'm gonna stop listening to K-pop and went back to my rock roots.

My mood is totally down. Fuck you harsh reality!
Always Keeping The Faith.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

I Am Countin'

Let's learn counting shall we....

For 10 years, I am your fan.
For 10 years, I am dancing to your songs.
For 10 years, I've supported you though you've been troubled before.
For 10 years, I've been purchasing your CDs.
For 10 years and beyond, keep on performing, sis. =)

1,2,3........10!
I'm gonna purchase your singles collection CD, when it comes out!
Congratulations on being  #1 for this single.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

You And I

You And I Together, It Just Feels So Right......나의 첫사랑.


Haiz. When Am I gonna let him go...the thoughts just keep coming in.
Go away please!

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Lock My Miseries Away.

I'm feeling worried and I don't know what or who I'm worried for.
I've tried to be a good girl but I am drawn to be bad.

I wonder what is it that I am lacking when I know I'm not perfect.

Ok now let's try ColorGenics and see what they say of feelings right now.
The 2 cents:

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment.

I'm not so sure whether this is stress.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it.

Yes, I guess this is why. Now that my PP report has accepted, I'm done with it almost.
My FYP members is currently on silent mode which is kinda good for now cuz I take off from FYP for a bit, bt still we have to start working. I'm still in need of CE points to graduate. Ok, I guess I'm worried that I can't graduate in time.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety.

Yes. Is it all anxiety?

You find it difficult to make a decision.
My weakness.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you.

Just when is my time to shine? I'm tired of waiting.

The biggest closet or wardrobe can't lock my fear and misery away.
Fuck you anxiety.

I guess time will tell if everything gonna be alright. I gave an advice to ex-boifee on FB during the day on how he can't move on nor live in the past (i have no idea what his problem abt), I told him to live in the present. Just stay the way as he is now. I guess I should do the same thing. Live in the present. Don't hope for what the future will brings because it scares me to death.>Blog has been refurbished.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

There's so much going on.

hi punkettes...

There's so much going on for the past weeks. Lots of events had happened.

I am sorry for not updating this blog often, it's just that I don't have time now.

There were, bdae celebration, wedding, raya outing, sick and also death.

Bdae Celebration:

His bdae was on the 8th Oct, bt we celebrated on the 9th.

I've made cupcakes for him.
Minah's idea for the board.
Ain's idea for the poster and Zul, the bdae merrier.

So Happy 19th.

Wedding:

Dang! I look tall in the picture. Hahaha!

Last 2 weekends was my cuzin's wedding at Royal Plaza On Scotts hotel as well in Bedok.

Nothing much said in this wedding. Only certain ppl know why I am pissed off on that day.
Enough said, thank goodness you're married now.

Death:
Condolences to my 2nd uncle (mum's cuzin) family.
A shocking death that shock the whole entire family and relatives.
It's just a week since I last saw him at my cuzin's wedding above.

No news of him having sickness or such, it's so sudden.

Al-fateha...

Raya Outing:

How could i forget the raya outing with my clique.
The original 7 was there but wish that Sheila was there as well.
I came fashionably late (Hahaha) due to my cuzin's wedding, it ended at 2pm.
So I met them straight at Safiah's house. My first house, their 2nd house.

The rest were hungry like hell at Safiah's house but I was full like heaven due to the food my cuzin's wedding. Definitely must take pictures in every house. That's how we roll. Hahaha!
I must say the spaghetti that Fana's sis cooked was damn delicious!! Really it was!! Coming from a pasta lover, it was damn delicious.

We finished the outing damn early than last year due to limited houses and our tired bodies. It's not easy walking around in 4inches heels you know! Though i can handle it. Hahaha!

Sick:
I am SICK!!! ARGH!!! I was sneezing and coughing since Saturday.
Then have a slight fever on Sunday.
Then HIGH FEVER on Monday!!!! From 36.8 to 37.7 to 39!!!
I've tried to sweat myself yesterday, till I wore layers of clothing. Still nothing avail.
I wipe myself with ice cold water every 15 mins, still my fever never went down.
I ate cough syrups and paracetamol also.
Then mum tried her remedy, which is tamarind juice.
She smeared tamarind juice (air asam jawa) all over my body and legs.
When she smeared the juice, I felt like I was in Antarctica (ok, that's exaggerating, bt you get the idea) . I was left naked in my room with tamarind juice all over my body.

Thank goodness, mum's remedy is the best. The fever went down, but I had a headache this morning. But my cough and runny nose still haven't recovered yet. I'm returning back to school tmr hopefully.

that's about it i guess.
i'll promise to update when i have time.
toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Missing my childhood.

hi punkettes...

Yesterday, the person I am expecting to see after more than 10 years since I last saw him didn't appear, bt his mum came for raya along with her siblings that I can't seem to remember. And they didn't forget me, though I'm already 20 years old. The last time they saw me is when I was just 6years old? or 7? Shocked to see my straight hair, as they expect it to be frizzy. Hahaha.

But at the end of the day, I'm waiting to see an old neighbour, a friend, my childhood playmate. Then at dinner time, mum told stories of me and him while we are playing together when we were just kids. He would bring his favourite dolphin plushie to my house and I would bring out my toys. And then I would go over to his house and play his video games, challenge each other who's the best.

Thinking about that, I'm missing my childhood badly. How carefree I was.
Oh well, being a grown up woman isn't that bad? It's life, as you grow up, you'll face obstacles.

So to my dear childhood playmate, I'm looking forward to see you when I come around your house, hopefully this weekend. Your mum says, you've grown BIGGER than I could possibly imagine. Hahaha! We've got lots of stuff to catch up for the past 10 years or so.

And so finally, I'm back in school.

Today is Finance & Banking Part 2 and I saw some familiar faces in class.
Well almost half the class I know.

Module was okay, bt the faci is always at my place and also near me.

I can't Tweet nor FB-ing in class.

And it is so boring!

Bt look on the bright side, I'm off on Fridays.
So weekends are for me! Friday, Saturday, Sunday! Wohoo!

Tmr is Business Finance module. Die! But Nana, Huda & Erma are in the same class, so it's not that bad. Hehehehe.

Birthday shout-outs: Kim YooBin of Wonder Girls and Cuzin Nadiah.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

yoomi unnie, saranghae!

I was on the phone for about 1hr with one of my bestie the other day.
We talked about someone who we named as "you-know-who"
It is still a topic for us and we both expressed our disappointment with "you-know-who"

Because this "you-know-who" now is not the person we know back then.
I don't know how we come into this topic but the both of us are definitely upset.
It seems like our efforts was wasted for "you-know-who" to see right path.

I rarely blog in malay, but there's a saying called, 'lumrah manusia'.

And also a saying from me,

"itu handphone pergi buang sudah! Nak call kau pon susah!"

It's just so disappointing of what "you-know-who" had become.
From head to toe.

It's too upsetting, I don't want to talk about it anymore.

끝 [End]

유미 언니, 사랑해!

미안해 친구야!

Yah, glad that u know it's you.
glad that you know ur mistakes.
glad that you thinking about us.

hope this will be the last we talk about that issue.

ps: if you can't read those korean words, aku ketok kepala kau!
sia2 jek aku anta kau skola korea utk gi blaja itu smua.

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Picturesque

I'm lazy to upload pics. But if you want to look at it, it's in my facebook.

To the Clique, please make yourself free!! Raya outing is a must!
To GG Family, set a date please.
To Cuzins, call me when you guys already set the date.
To other friends, call me if you wanna come. Hehehe!

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

PS: Yeah, my bro does look as if he is my dad, and he sure does look like Ahmad Badawi, ex-Msia prime minister. Holla at me, if i look like any of my parents, cuz Azri made me think that I'm adopted. Hehe!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Kepada sanak saudara dan rakan-rakanku,

Ku ingin menyusun sepuluh jari jemariku,
ingin meminta maaf jika ada salah dan silap,
terkasar bahasa, meyinggung perasaan dan terkasar bahasa.

halalkan makan dan minumku.
Akan ku sentiasa berdoa kebahagianmu di samping keluarga di hari mulia ini.

Yay yay! Dh hari raya!
Ku balik kampung! Hehehehe!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

setulus ikhlas dari
Fiza.

p/s: i'll promise to update with photos when i get back!

Insane Raya Video By GG Family

Kasminah - webcaming from Korea
Zul- webcaming from Africa
Azri- webcaming from USA
Fiza- webcaming from UK.

NOT....Hahahaha.

Well this is what u get when for Random ppl who were bored in the middle of the night.

Since we're uber excited for raya, we did this.

We're gonna do it again with Ain, our missing member yesterday.

Mine Zul's bare hairy chest though. Hehehehe.
He didn't know that we're recording and he came at the very last minute.

Let's do it again! More proper and comical this time!
Again, again, again! *teletubbies version*

toodles...cheerio
Fiza Park Yoora

Webcamwhoring

When 3 ppl can't sleep, this is what we do.

WEBCAMWHORING!

Gonna invite the other 2 members of GG family in soon.

I might gonna ask my clique to do this as well! Weeeee!

toodles....cheerio
Kayla Anika

Iftar Ion Orchard Kuih Shopping

This week is my outing week, it's the week I went out a lot.

Wednesday was iftar session with GG Family.

We ate at Spize, the River Valley Rd outlet.

It was crazy, funny, fun, hot day!

Me, Minah & Azri meet up first then went to Ion Orchard.
Azri made me try all the heels he laid his eyes on, and those heels were the killer ones.

Since I haven't buy my heels yet, so oh well, why not.

Then we took tonnes of pictures with the dslr that Azri borrowed from school while waiting for Zul.

After iftar, walk around Orchard hang out a bit.

But at the end of the day, stories like blue Ink, button stuck in nose for 2 years and my infamous nut got stuck in the nose stories were the hot issues. It cracks up everytime we said it.

Then on Friday, went to Geylang cuz Fiqah wanted to shop for her Hari Raya outfit.

Geylang was not pack at all. It's easy to shop there actually.

I was acting like Fiqah mum on influencing her for making the right choices.

Me and Safiah were like, "this is ok, no this is not, yes the material is fine," etc etc.

I gave Fiqah approx 3 hours upon our arrival in Geylang. Yes, we went from Tanjong Katong Complex to Joo Chiat Complex and lastly the new market.

After she bought her outfit, went straight to Orchard, walk around the ION for the 2nd time in a week for me. The toilet is huge and nice. People say you can get lost in ION, but nope, not for me, am I right, Azri? Cuz we're the bitches. Hahaha!

Iftar at Burger King at ION where we accidentally met Fiqah younger sister.

Then walk around Orchard for a while and then go home.

Then yesterday, went Hari Raya cookies shopping in Johor.
Actually mum didn't buy cookies that much, instead we bought tonnes of variety of crackers.

4 basket full of crackers and some cookies.

There were tonnes of Singaporean shop there you know. It's like Geylang Serai in Johor.

About 4 busses full of Singaporeans came there. Plus about more than SG 20 cars there.

The reason why mum didnt buy cookies a lot, because like me, she doesn't like typicality also.

She said, it's like deja vu, when you go to this house, the cookies is the same. No variation.

Oh well, bt still Mum gonna make her tart this year as always.

I still need to buy my shoes, anyone up for shoe shopping with me?

Ok then.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Random FB Quiz

My cuzin who had just learn how to use facebook took the most randomest quiz.
"If your bf is a malaysian artist, who would it be?" She got Datok K, Siti Nurhaliza's husband.

Then I commented, she gonna stir up some controversy. Hahaha!

Ok back on track here.

It's finally the holidays!!!!! 5 weeks! Yippee!

More time to rot at home. Hehehehe! And catch up what I have missed in the entertainment industry. My drama, My anime etc etc.

Suppose to iftar with GG Family yesterday bt plan was cancelled and we're gonna meet on Wednesday hopefully. Speaking of iftar, I haven't plan for the clique's iftar session. It's so hard cuz Nisa is having her internship on weekdays while the rest of us are free on weekdays. I want all of us to be there, the more the merrier. Hmm, we'll settle on a date soon.

It was about 2am last night and I'm still not asleep.
I was on my bed next to the window, looking outside being emo.

I kept thinking about my past, my present, my future, my friends, my family and all.

Tonnes of "What if" questions were inside my head and I think about the betrayal again.

I still didn't get the freaking answer. Oh well.

Eventhough the weather is so cool and chilly, rainy night makes me so lonely.

And one more thing, 'HE' came into my mind. My '첫사랑' (cheot sarang) . My first love.

I froze everytime I saw you. And even when I saw, I watch from afar still hoping.

Oh well, I'm just gonna keep my cool. And be greatful for what I have right now.

God is fair. He knows best. And to those peeps who had hurt me though you're tryna act like nothing happen, I'll leave it to god to deal with you.

"Here I am, walking Primrose,
Wondering when I'm gonna see you again"

Ok now, snap out of it!

I've decided to change my korean name from Yoo Hee (유희) to Yoora (유라), sounds gentle and it means silky. Hehehe. Yoo Hee is amusement, sounds like a clown to me. It's not a bad name but Yoora seems nicer. Hahaha!

DBSK gonna suspend group activities. Oh yes, they should, with the dispute going on, i think it's not right to carry on with their group activities. I hope the dispute will be over soon with their agency and them. If anything goes wrong, I as fan will be with them.

Always Keep The Faith

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

My Sister from different mother

Yes, Happy Birthday to my sister/cousin Nadia.

You're getting more stubborn as you grow up.

I am being harsh to you so that you won't make any mistakes in the future.

Bt I know that I love you, my dear sister.

I've watch you grow up since the day you were born.
Though you're my cuzin but I've already regard you as my sister.

You are annoying when you're with me, but I miss you when you're gone.

Study smart, play hard.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Fasting means Diet

hi punkettes...

So weeee, fasting months starts already.

How y'all coping especially my friends?

The weather is so good today, it rained! Ah, thank god! In fact, it started last night around 1am. Thunders n lightning. Woots! I had a great sleep cuz of the weather. Wee!

Fasting means you can't eat as soon as dawn breaks up till dusk. It's like the whole day you can't eat. Fasting is like, to me, dieting. My approx weight loss this month will be 2kg. Yeah, that's always happens, bt i will gain it back on Hari Raya! Just one day! Hahahaha!

Oh well anyways, I had my Hari Raya costume already done. I got 3, 2 of them are finished, one of them is in the making. So what I need left is to shop for my Bag, heels plus accessories.

I'm left with 2 more module UT3 which on Tuesday and I will officially declare the HOLIDAYS!! Weee! Bt then what I will do during the holidays? Probably more of my late night gaming? Hmm...or...get a job? Hahaha! Yeah, I so need a job right now. I need to buy more clothes since Cotton On is at Causeway Point already! Weee! I'm so darn happy! No need to go to Sembawang Shopping Ctr or the town anymore!

Ok, I miraculously find out who bro gf is. My first reaction/word is, "안돼!!!!!!!" (Andwae!!!) which means No in Korean. It is also another form of 'NO' from the normal form of "아니요" (Aniyo). Andwae is more like, "OH NO!!!!!!!!" kind of reaction.

Enough bout my mini korean lecture, bt as soon I saw the picture, i gave that reaction. I don't want to jump into conclusion yet. I know her name but I'm not sure what's her current status with my brother, cuz brother seems like playing games with me. No definite answer. If she is his gf, I would say, my future sister in law is just 2 years older than me. Whoa! I always thought of someone 5-6 years older than me. Oh well, I can't say much untill I get confirmation. I have to wait till Hari Raya if he brings her to our house. Hmmm...

I love my Audio Techinca headphones that I bought for myself! I'm blasting hip-hop songs loud and it has the most wicked bass! Weee! I'm blasting GD's new album and the electronica sound is so wicked! I love it so much! I'm gonna change the blogsong as soon as Mixpod stop screwing up.

that's about it. Imma gonna continue watching the clips in All About DBSK: Season3. So darn funny n cute!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Money is indeed the root of all evil.

hi punkettes...

Money is indeed the root of all evil.

A human will do whatever it takes to get the possesion of money, even if it will hurt someone physically or mentally or emotionally.

I've seen it all myself by my own eyes how evil money is.

But on the contrary, when it does evil, it also bring happiness as well, when that evil human posseses it.

Why am I saying this all up, cuz I've witness it first hand.

And I don't want to elaborate further, it's too personal for me. It's just that I just wanna get this point out.

It hurts to see your loved one hurt all because of money, when he or she is emotionally hurt.

I swear if I have the power to protect and the authority to voice it all out, that someone gonna be condemed for sure. I don't care if it breaks ties or whatsoever, bt what they did is all pure evil.

Thank you because this has made me even stronger to achieve my main motive and shove it to your face!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Picture Of You In The Afteglow

어빠! 사랑해!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My favourite ballad out of the Mirotic album mv is out!
Beautiful Saipan! Wow! Added to my list of place to visit before I die!

My Junsu wrote the lyrics of this song.

Look how happy DBSK are in this mv.

Oppa, no matter what, Cassies will be on your side both Korean and International!

Always Keep The Faith!

Random note: Wanna learn breakdance? Check out my friend's blog here.

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

Happy National Day Singapore

Happy 44th National Day Singapore!

My only favourite thing of the parade every year is obviously, the parade! Duh!

All those hot men! Hahahaha! That's of course not the reason!

It's the patriotism! The guns! The march! The Singapore pride!

But I like the grids beside the stage for this year. Very cool.

Ok ok, the picture above is about 2 days ago when RP celebrated National Day.
We sang the National Anthem and took the pledge on that day, after 3 years! Feels so Secondary school. GG Family planned to wear the same colour at the very last minute the day before, and we camwhored during 2nd break. The photos were crazy.

More photos here.

One thing I like to point out that, I don't like ppl nowadays emphasise that 'National Day' is 'The Nation's Birthday'. If you ask kids nowadays "What Is National Day to you?" Their immediate answer will be, "To celebrate the Singapore's Birthday". It's not even a BIRTHday, who gave birth to Singapore? You tell me! Sheesh! Parents please do educate your child about the true meaning of National Day, let them understand that it is for the Nation's Indenpendence and not Birthday!

Oh well, Happy 44th National Day Singapore!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Always Keep The Fatih

With all the issues and dispute going on,

I Will Love You, I Wanna Thank You, I Will Support You, I Believe In You!
Oppa hwaiting!! You guys will be forever 5, and I know that!

Always Keep The Faith!

I saw this little quiz in Soompi, I wanna join in as well.
Out of the members of DBSK, choose one who would fit in as:

1. Best Friend- Junsu.
I wanna get play sports with him especially soccer and it seems like we share lots of common interest and probably it's natural for me to tell my secrets to him, cuz we're best friend.

2. One-night Stand/Fling- Jaejoong.
A one night stand with this lad, it's paradise! Hahahaha! He's so bloody smexy!

3. Husband/ Life-partner- Junsu.
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend, just like the song from Jason Mraz and Colby Caillat. Though he can't cook like Jaejoong did, but he can make pizza for me. Hahahaha! Yeah, he's my kind of husband material type and I definitely believe he can make me happy. I used to regard Jae as my hubby but as time passed by, my first DBSK love won me. ;)

4. Brother- YooChun.
I seriously want a brother like him. Cool and fashionable. I'm sure he can dote on me like he dote on YooHwan (his own lil brother) and how he is close with Junsu, buying rings for each other. Awww..sweet. And also Soulmate, the matching tattoos. He's like a lil brother to Jae and an older brother to Junsu.

5.Acquaintance- Changmin.
Definitely Changmin, it's not about that this is the only spot left for him, but he is the one who is much closer to my age with just a year difference. It's natural for me and him to be accquaintance. We laugh the same way, clapping the hands non-stop as we laugh.
Oops sorry, no Yunho. Oh well he can be my accquaintance as well. Hehehe! Norma unnie, mianhae! ;)

Weee, I'm done with the quiz.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Persona

SS501 held their first concert in Seoul yesterday.
I was looking at the pictures and the concert looks promising.
Then was browsing through Soompi, heard that they're coming to SG in September. Bt still no news are confirmed yet.
Oh gosh, I need to save money now! I must go to this concert!!

Ok, KyuJong's hair is not that bad but I like his previous hair, much hotter!

I'll upload more pics later, as for now, blogger is being a pain.

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika

Backstabbed & Betrayed

I was betrayed.
I was backstabbed.
I am pissed.
I am thankful.

Talk to me straight to the point.
I may be hurt, but I hate backstabbing more.
Once betrayed, I'll never be close to you.

Whatever it is , *insert sarcasm* Good Luck To You!

May God Bless My Soul.

After all that chaos.



I wanna say Happy 20th Birthday to bestie, Nisa!
The celebration at Erika's house was fun plus Safiah's hyperness.
Plus the gossip about 'Makcik Keropok'. Hahahaha!

My Kind Of Assassin

The whole solo collection series of SS501 is out!
Their mv cum mini drama is finally complete. Now I understand the whole story!
Kyujong! JungMin! My kind of assassin! And at last it's my KyuJong saves the day! Weeee! Wuss Up so smexy! Jungmin been shot and survive and then being shot again. Hyun Joong who shot Jungmin at first was shot by the baddie, and desperately trying to survive. Hyung Joon and YoungSaeng no major role, just singing to their solo.

I wanna team up with Kyu Jong to assassinate the baddie. If there is role for female assassin, I'm up! Hahahaha! Dream on.

Well this is my 2 cents of fandom. Hahaha!
I must must must be sleeping now or else I won't be able to wake up for school.
Look at the time it's almost 1am.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

A Very 'F**k Up' Package

Hi punkettes...

I can't wake up on Monday mornings, I'm so not motivated to go to school.
I am sleepy.
I am grumpy.
I am annoyed.
I am pissed.

And I'm not having PMS.

I was doing some research for today's problem when I come across this on a website,

'I've Got You Under My Skin'
Within a minute my mind was covered with DBSK's Mirotic song cuz they have a line saying that phrase. Yeah, I was completely bored and almost falling asleep in the class. I need some entertainment to wake me up. When I come across that, I just entertain myself in the mind. That song now completely stuck in my head.


I've finally been able to catch Harry Potter last Saturday after a failed attempt on Friday.
I can't help it but I have to say this, 'RUPERT 'RON WEASLEY' GRINT IS SO BLOODY FIT'. Hahahaha!

Compared to Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert is fit!
Hahahaha! He's hot!

Some birthday shoutouts that I've forgot.
Happy Birthday to Dana of The Grace and also to my ex-hubby, Tom Fletcher of McFly.
Both on 17th July. Happy Birthday to Kim HeeChul of Super Junior and Happy Birthday to Naz both on 10th July. And also to LeeTeuk of Super Junior on 1st July. Happy Bdae y'all!

I thought I could die of starvation in the class as no one would accompany me to lunch.
But Naz and Sureena is in class. So we sneak into E1 canteen like we aren't suppose to be there, since RP school life now is like prisoners. We are restricted to different canteens according to the block we studied in.

I need sleep. I hate mondays. I have different kind of fucked up feelings.
And it comes in a package.

Msg to my girls: Toy Museum entry is $15! Can we go somewhere else instead of museum. Museum boring la!!! Can? We go beach! East Coast. We have picnic there. Kk?

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Fat Malay Crespo

Someone post this up on Facebook.
I was watching this in class during 3rd Meeting. Yeah, I was bored.
Dang! I couldn't control my laugher. Seriously, it's funny.
If you're malay, you will understand. Non-Malay don't bother.
This has become my fave malay comedy show on TV right now.
Good thing it's on Sensasi! Hehehehe. Love their gags, Afdlin & Harith!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

I Love You My Little Sis, CL!

Thank you GG for the belated yet simple celebration on last Wednesday.
You guys got me, all along I thought it was for Zul's bdae. Bt in actual fact in was for both of us.
Thanks for the card Azri, Ain & Mynah, eventhough my picture was badly vandalised. Hehehe!
But thank you again!

My bag has finally arrived!

Love it! My bdae pressie for myself! Hehehe.


Shopping with bestie Safiah & Fiqah is loved today.
Had a great time with them. Lunch at BK is so awesome, it's been a while.

I'm gonna turn my fandom mode on right now.
Cuz I really really love my lil sis CL so much!


The first video is their newest single called 'I Don't Care'
And 2nd video is their comeback performance on Music Bank.
I love it so much! Their style, attitude & everything.
Especially the undeniable leader, my lil sis CL!
I love her style so much.


Makes me wanna cut my fringe again. Hehehehe!
I want the vest, I want the pants, I want the shoes!
Love you lil sis! And I'm loving their new mini album especially the track Pretty Boy.
That's why I had to put it up as my blog song.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Twenteen!

hi punkettes.
생일척하합니다!!!
誕生日お祝い!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Yes, I am finally have that big 2 right in front of my age.
I am what they call it, Twenteen! Hahahaha!

First, I wanna say thanks to my wonderful clique D100Dgreez for the advance birthday celebration on Friday. It was so sudden and I thought we're going out on Saturday but due to your tight schedule, we celebrate it on Friday instead. Bt oh heck, thank you girls! Thank you for the wonderful time at Pastamania though one have to go home early, bt thank you for the cake, thank you for the laugher, thank you so much!
Pictures here.

Next thank you to Angie,Rajesh,Elijah,Junior,Zakia,Bona,YingYing,Izan,Cik Dah,Tarmizi,Yimei,Shamir,Afiz,Dean,Emma, Nur Ain, Weiling & more, for the bdae wishes on Facebool,Sms & Msn.

Finally to my wonderful family for the wonderful treat of Seafood dinner.
I know it's always been the same, but thank you!!
Thank you to 'adik' for the handmade card and that fake USD$100. Hahaha!

Ok, though it's my birthday, but most importantly it's Tokyo Dome day.

Today and yesterday was the final curtain of Tohoshinki's The Secret Code tour.
Look at Bigeast + Cassie = Red Ocean!
Full house! Whoa!!
Congratulations to Tohoshinki!
Their dreams finally came true!
Love you guys! I'm so gonna buy the DVD when it came out and keep it forever!

동방신기 어빠 사랑해요!!!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Transformers or maybe not.

hi punkettes..

Transformers 2 again tmr at Vivo. Yay!
Edit:
Nvm, went shopping instead. But he's not my kind of thing. No more next time.

I'm torn of putting Stand By U or Gara Gara Go for the new blog song.
Hence, I choose Big Bang.

I've ordered the Fred Perry bag.
Can't wait for it to arrive! Yayness!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Fallen & Revenge

So, most of the world are devastated by this sudden news.
Yes, no more King Of Pop. RIP Michael Jackson.

And also, we lost an angel, Charlie's Angel, Farrah Fawcett.
RIP Farrah Fawcett.

Ok now, enough of that.
I officially declare that,

TRANSFORMERS : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN IS THE BEST MOVIE I'VE EVER SEEN!!!
Awesome!

It made me laugh, cried 3 times and even make my jaws wide open for a few minutes.
The whole action, cinematography, details, location was spectacular.
I wonder how they managed to get the details while the Autobots & Decepticons transformed so perfect! Every bits was seen! Amazing!

So everyone go and watch!
10/10!!!! I wanna watch it again!!

Gotta go to sleep now.
I'm gonna have more seafood at Grandma's in JB tmr!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Fat Fat Fat

hi punkettes...

I seriously think that I'm gaining weight fast now. I feel so fat. Hehehe!
It all started on last Sunday, when I went to JB.
Mum cook seafood for the day. Tonnes of seafood, I tell ya!!
Being a seafood lover myself, I couldn't resists the food!
I finish up the whole pot of mussels, the chilli crabs and more.

Next, went shopping at Tesco, then I saw this doughnut shop. I start to crave again.
So i bought a box of a dozen of doughnut. Yummy! And also while in the Tesco supermarket, saw sushi. And once again, bought them.

Then after shopping, went back to Grandma's house, I found durians! Tonnes of durians.
My uncle brought lots of it. Oh damn!

So at night, went back home, while Bro at the Petrol station pumping some petrol, my aunt ice-creams.

How bout that amount of food for the day! Whoa!

And also last Sunday, went to visit my cuzin cuz she just gave birth to a baby boy about a month ago

Introducing, Muhd Syakir.

Monday, almost lost my voice.
Tuesday, stomach cramp and flu.
Today, Mum cook Soto. Dang! Another hot fave.

And and, I've not been exercising much.
Went home from school then fell asleep, no time to exercise. Hmph!
I'm totally feeling so fat nowadays. But at least retail therapy was loved on Monday. Hehehe.

Fyp sucks to the core. I'm struggling. 1 Member is making trouble. Blargh!
Yesterday, I saw the crappiest quote on someone's FB. Shhh!
I'm thinking of changing a new URL for the blog. Still thinking...


I'm glad that I get to see you again!


It's T-Sweezy yo!


toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

You Put On Quite A Show

These girls never fails to wow me again! 2NE1!!
Love ya girls, I'm not lovin Bommie's voice in this one, but kudos to Minji (short haired one)!!
And leader-shii, CL, cute pigtails. You're the best as always! Dara unnie, you little sweet voice. Hehehe! Best cover from them. Kudos to their engilsh! Doesn't sound Korean-ish at all!
My new favourite girl band after Wonder Girls!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Mother Nature Speaks For Itself

Just look at the picture! BEYOOTEEFOOL!!
I didn't know that such place really exists on earth! I am really truly mesmerize by it!
Ok now, the place is called 천지 (Cheonji) or Heaven Lake. Indeed heavenly!
It is a crater lake form by a volcano eruption, so it's similar like Lake Toba in Indonesia.
It is located near the border of North Korea & China.

I come across this place while watching one of my favourite shows, 1박 2일 (1night 2day) on KBS.
Simply breath taking. I was like wow, I really wanna go there. But those who got leg problems, don't go. Cuz climbing the Baekdu mountain to get to that lake with 70degrees steep flock of stairs. Even the crew and host members of the show had a really hard time. MC Mong wanted to give up. Hahaha! But Seunggi kept on going! Way to go Seunggi oppa!

But but but but...
I REALLY WANNA GO THERE! WOW!

Seriously, if god permits, I wanna travel to see the wonders of the earth before I die.

Ok, I just found a picture of Lake Toba.


Captivated. Mesmerize.Speechless.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Waving Goodbye To Today

hi punkettes...
Facebook Status : Fiza Kayla still have no regrets of her sudden withdrawal, she's not a quitter and still will pursue her life-long dreams

Yes, now here I am, at HOME, updating this blog while I know, some of you might guess it, I should be in line queuing up for the AUDITIONS. I guess my senses are right, I shouldn't have join this competition in the first place, because I've received so many hindrance along the way.

First hindrance, Schedule Clash.
Second hindrance, my voice needs more training.
Third hindrance, the response of me joining the competition is not overwhelming.
Fifth hindrance, the family.

When I first told Dad, "Don't Be Ridiculous"
When I first told Bro, "You?! Singapore Idol? Don't try to be funny,"
When I first told Mum, "Go on and waster your time lining up for that Auditions," plus more naggings.

Mum's nagging yesterday made me extremely upset and felt like it was useless to argue with her. Why everytime I wanted to do something, she doesn't seem to support me? Why? Why? I need at least words of encouragement not naggings!! If you don't allow it, tell it to me properly, don't nag, I just want reasons why I can't do this. With that, I have answers, not naggings with indirect sacarsm. This is totally bullshit i tell ya! Because I respected you so much, I decided not to go because of you, I bet you didn't notice it, I think you don't even notice my obvious tears OR you notice it but you just don't care.

But though, I'm not going to the Auditions, that doesn't mean I pushing my dreams aside. NO BLOODY WAY!!! You guys know me, I'm not a quitter. I hate giving up. Maybe god gave me those hindrance for me to pursue my dreams in another way. I still have my other life-long goals to achieve. That's why I have no regrets.

"Only you can ruin and make your dreams" - Jerome (thank you man!)

Oh I wanna thank the 'Happy Pill' for cheering me up yesterday and also thank you for that Purple Coke McDonalds cup!

Anyways, Birthday wish!

Happy 20th Birthday to the guy who sat behind me in class, pulled my hair, copies my math homework, my english coach in secondary school, A.Rasyid! All the best in your future endeavours!

And also Happy 20th to ex-boifee, Daen on 4th June.

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Late Late Updates

Hi punkettes...
Sorry, sorry for the late updates.
Been busy, stress, fucked up, nervous, upset all at once.
But..

30th May, Bowling Session with the girls (and 2 guys). It's been years since I last bowl.
The skill is there but then, I almost forgot how to bowl. I wanna do it again! Sheila was my bowling rival. LOL! Not bad aye, Sheila, comeback queen! She topped everyone's score in the end. We celebrated Erika's birthday as well. So happy big Two-O babe! Oh gosh, the candles has been passed down, my turn next.

Pictures here.

Next..


Monday was picnic with GG Family but without Zul, cuz he can't make it. We can't set another date because most of us gonna be busy as well. So, Monday was the day. No BBQ, purely picnic, which was great though, not many ppl, the weather was hot, the beach was lovely. I love it!
I got sunburnt when I get home. Ouch ouch ouch! And that sexy X line was really visible at my back. Hahaha!

Pictures here.

Hmm..
Other than that, I wanna wish these two,:
Happy 19th Birthday, Emma & Huda. They are just 1 day apart. Woots! Haha!
Emma's was on 27th May while Huda's was on 28th May. Cool!
So, Happy Bdae you two!

Layout changed. Song changed.
Auditions is just days away. Pressures on. I know what I'm gonna sing, and I'm not gonna change it. Wish me luck peeps!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika