The Song I wrote

hi punkettes...

here's a song i wrote...it's basically about my brother...there's 2 songs about him actually but this is the first one called 'Never Be The Same'....so here it is:

Kind,caring, a perfect gentleman

This is you before you went away

Then you came back it turned around

Hot-temperedm rage with anger is what i found

I thought you were the same

When everything change

I'm the same old me

Nothing had change

My life was turned around

When everything change

Certain times you were like before

I hate you the last time

Now I hate you more

Things couldn't never be the same between you and I

Sometimes how i wish you could die

My heartbreak when you raised your voice

Because i hate to hear all the raging noise

Don't you realise what you've done

Before I suffer from you, I better run

I'm the young one, I can't fight you

I know that I'm not always right and so are you

You've been through my age

But please try to understand me at this stage

I'm not forgivable in terms of your mistake

But somehow i can manage to give and take

I've been patient with you all these years

I'm begging, I don't want to shed another tear.

I will post the other song someday...well actually i wrote this song just after my brother and i had a major conflict...i was hurt...totally hurt that i decided to write a song...ok hmm today..

well it's Teacher's Day celebration...overall the performance was boring...except for the Sec 5 rock band which members are Ridzwan, Saifuddin, Fazrul, Arif and Gary...they performed a song called Only One...originally from Yellowcard...they were awesome..except the part that Gary tune was out a bit..but hey man..you did great!!!We the Sec 5s rules!!! Ace was the emcee and he was trembling..cool down Ace...Khai and Yazid perform as well but they help the Sec 3 boys...Khai and Yazid are played the drums...to me i like Arif's drumming first..followed by Khai's and lastly Yazid...hehehe...

Then comes to the disgusting part...the dancing..omg it was totally awful...well the part where the Sec 4NAs dance...it was okay..except the used Teriyaki Boys The Fast And The Furious song...argh!!!!i hate that song...totally annoying...the rest of the Sec 2 dance was terrible...yuck...omg..the sluts are dancing!!! during the last dance performance..i shouted 'SLUTS!!' loudly...ppl in front turned..."what?"...i don't freaking care...they're sluts to me...except a few who really can dance...these fews are natural...those sluts ones are over the top...the prefects dance was okay...it was choreograph by Saifuddeen 5/2...his choreography was okay...but the dancers are weak...except for Natalie...she's a natural...love the way she grind..unlike those sluts...good job Nat!! i swear if there is a dance face-off between me and the sluts...im gonna show how to grind properly...hahaha..yeah..im serious...

There was a performance of PCG which involves parents...it's a simple dance but cute!!...hehehe....i was surprise that there was no Teacher of The Year award...what the heck!!! i've voted for Mr Bruce on this one...but there's no award for this one...there's award for most humourous...most fashionable...most sportiest...but no Teacher of the year award...what the fuck!!haiz...oh..Syarif performed as well..as usual...girls started to scream...Riona told me that Mimi(my cuzin) and her friends started to like 'OMG..SYARIF!!" it's disgusting i tell you...i mean i gotta admit that Syarif is cute and handsome...but come on girls....he won't go for immature girls...hahahaha...

got back home...chill for a while..text lara and riona...ask them to come along to Causeway Point with me...cuz i need to buy some present wrappers...for my mum...got it..i bought some slippers at G Value...cuz my black one is not as good anymore...hmm...then went to buy some hair clips...went to Metro..check out the Bratz doll that Riona told me yesterday...it was cute...dolls like that are cute...maybe i should re-collect it one day...hahaha..or maybe not...then went to arcade...hahaha...Lara and I just couldn't bare wathcing ppl play Daytona...so we decided to play...drag Riona too...first race...played...lara came in 1st..i came in 2nd...followed by Riona..3rd...then the 2nd race...some dudes join in as well..Lara couldn't play along bcuz she was late to swipe the card...so there were 5 of us...i was leading all the way...when came to the last lap..this dude beside me crash my car...argh!!! Damn it!!! Me and him was knack-n-knack all the way...wanted to claim the 1st position...at last he bang me...shit!!! curse you...but it was all fun...

Then meet Safiah and Fana at Metro...cuz Safiah wanted to buy some handbags...it's already 5.30pm...i couldn't stay longer...or else i'll be grounded for years...haiz..so i went home early...got home..watch TV for a while...went to shower...then wrapped Mum's bdae present...hmm..that's it..

well that's all i can say..

toodless..cheerio

Kayla

Pissed and Bored

hi punkettes...

i didn't go to school today..cuz 1st of all..i overslept...2nd i got this freaking cold...i couldn't sleep last night...cuz i kept crying for some reason...im bloody scared of something...not the dark neither not the boogieman...hahaha...i've afraid of something...but i don't know what it is...it's those type of feelings that you can never know how to express it...

y ppl hate to see me happy??especially right now...while i was writting this...mum and nadia was eating lunch...nadia asked..."kenapa kakak tk makan?" then mum answered..."bab ader ikan...kakak mana suka makan ikan..apa yg dier makan daging ngan ayam je..." omg im so pissed...i do eat fish especially ikan bakar... and also fyi..i love kangkong also...it seem to be that she thought the only food i eat is chicken n meat...damn it...i do love that..but i don't eat that often...i thought she knew that i love grilled fish..and kangkong...MUM!! you've been living with me through all these years...and you doesn't have the slightest idea that i do love fish and vegetables...omg!!!...darn im so pissed...and you thought that the fact im getting sick easily just becuz i don't eat??? it's bcuz im farking stress you know...i've been studying my ass off...you just don't know...and now me being grounded...im studying even more...y can't you just get it mum?? haiz...

ok ok...she's getting old...she's 49 this friday...and i got her present already...so i have to bare with it...ok enough of that...like i said the lads never fail to make me smile...i saw this few pics and it was cute...

aww...lovely aye...it's tom n danny...hahahaha...

it's harry...instead of the cricket bad..it's the drums cymbals..hahaha..

and i seriously love this pic of girls aloud...especially sarah..cuz she's my fave...i like her outfit on this one...and nicola's outfit too...this pic was taken from the freaky friday UK premiere...so these rock outfit is cool...nicola i want your shirt...hahaha..sarah is so called the rock chic in girls aloud...cuz i know she can play the guitar....hehehe...cool..

ok now...that's about it for now...any other sutffs and gossips..i'll update soon..

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Wonderland

hi punkettes...

i'm gonna make this quick because it's already way past my weekdays bedtime...

ok today officially marked the 1year aniversary of McFly's 2nd Album Wonderland

Yup...it's been a year...it's McFly 2nd no.1 album and hopefully the upcoming 3rd one gonna be a hit as well...

ok today in school basically...ok..studied chemistry the whole night...plus early morning today...but the mock chem paper was damn tough...i don't want to talk about it...haiz...then came to e maths...i think mr soong got a mood-swing...he get angry during e maths lesson but soon he became happy...i didn't pay much attention to the lesson...instead an idea struck for my fanfic...so i wrote it down...physics lesson..got the mock practical exam paper back...i got 20/30...hmm ok..but i should have gotten 22/30 at least...all thanks to my careless mistakes...oh nvm..it's just a mock exam...not the real thing...i still jotting down my ideas during physics lesson as well...

lastly came to English lesson...very boring...go through compre...but i managed to stay awake...thanks to my brainstorming of fanfic ideas...then i realised that iqah was crying...ms wong is on a mood swing as well...she was telling us by the way we doing things...we might not be able to pass the english paper...i asked iqah why she cried...she won't answer...but i think i know y...then suddenly...a looney tune song was heard from the other class...we laughed!!

i suppose to go to add maths remedial which starts at 3pm..but it seems that i overslept after eating ice-cream with safiah at mcdonalds...hehehehe...then i went online...went to youtube..and saw a footage of McFly....it's a about their life on the road...it's taken from the Wonderland DVD...omg!! i couldn't stop laughing...it was so hilarious...i watch it over n over again...i love the way tom shouts.."I WANT SOME FOOD" it's really funny...doug is crazy..love it...danny is as crazy as doug...harry is loves to hug dougie...hahahaha...tom needs to poo before he went on stage...it really made my day...what a way to mark the 1st aniversary of Wonderland

here it is:

and here's another one prt 2:

ok what else...i manged to text iqa and asked what's wrong earlier...and just as i thought...stress about english...haiz...i was in a total happy mood today untill my bro spoils it just a while ago...i was doing my MT hwrk...when he came into my room like a mad man..and shouted at me..."where's the camera?" ...damn i was in a big mess and he came shouting at me...i got fed-up and gave him the camera...i was so pissed...and nadia..argh!!! annoying..dad came in..and told me to learn that after you take ppl things gave it back...but i didn't take his camera..he allegedly gave it to me...then blame me for not putting it back..and accuse me that i took his camera without permission..argh!!! i have no chance to explain...he just burst his anger to me...argh!!!!im in a total stress and pressure rite now...i cried..but soon got over it and finish up my hwrk...haiz...

but at least by watching the videos from the lads makes me smile...thanks lads!!!ok it's already midnight...before i forgot..i wanna say...happy belated birthday to my cuzin shukri...his was on 27th...and happy birthday to lara's 'fishy'...Jasper...and oh btw..tom has bleached his blonde hair...which i think..hmm...look a bit like dave's sod hair..but dave's hair is long but tom's is short...anything you like dear...as long you happy..im fine with it..hehehe

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

family planning

Hi punkettes...

damn it...it's monday...so monday blues..as always...

Early morning...riona text me at 6.45am and said that she will not come to school cuz she got a fever and sore throat...in school...saleha gave me a book...she said that it is a must read...it's called 'Coast Road' by Barbara Delinsky...

hmm...geog lesson...boring..slept during lesson...i can't help it man..!! ok then...e maths lesson...don't know why mr soong got angry...it's a sudden man..PMS!! hahahaha...throughout the lesson...talk to khai the most...we talked about a band called Deftones...he used to listen to that band...now i started to like that band...i make fun of khai(datuk k) and ct...khai have to rush off to KLCC tonight for his wedding...hahahahaha...khai's left eye swells...and he said that he peep while ct is taking a bath...hahahaha...i couldn't take his jokes...he made me crack all the time....rite impi???hahahaha...

recess...just me and safiah..cuz fana n iqah went to library to study...well sat there and talk...

ok then..add maths...overall i understand the last chapter...it's just a confusion of drawing this so called vector triangle....haiz...but it was okay...mr soong showed this video of quadratic equation song...so damn hilarious...hahahaha...it's a song on how to remember the quadratic equation...the tune of mary had a little lamb...LAME!!! then SS...i was keeping my add maths stuff into my bag...then Freak was there...i notice him starring at me...then Fazrul came to freak..."this is my boyfriend..we're getting married next week" freak was blushing...hahahaha...and said to me..."just don't believe what he just said..he's a crazy fella"...i laughed...and kept starring at me...he turned red and smile...hehehehe...awww...cute...i replied, "don't worry freak...i know he's a crazy fella"....i laughed again...

ok during SS lesson..it's a bit of drama going...Mrs Tan was talking to Kang Hong and Leon...and all of a sudden...she broke down and cry...all of us looked puzzled....i got the scoop from khai and fazrul...they said that...Mrs Tan had asked Kang Hong and Leon to back her up...cuz she was dealing with a sec 3 boy...and now the sec 3 boy wants revenge from Kang Hong and Leon...so Mrs Tan afraid that Kang Hong and Leon would probably get beaten up and get hurt outside school...and if they did...Mrs Tan is to be blame...so she cried cuz she doesn't want Kang Hong and Leon to get hurt....that's what i know...i must get the real dirt tmr...

then Mrs Tan entered the class...and she at least gave us a smile...R.O asked,"cher, are you okay?" then Mrs Tan replied..."eh?? you're here??" the class laughed...R.O is always absent...so Mrs Tan doesn't notice his presence today...what a joke Mrs Tan...nice one...then she started smiling...at least we Sec 5..makes a teacher smile..unlike those painful annoying sec 2 n 3 brats...

after school...safiah and i decided to go Sembawang Shopping Centre..cuz im in search for mum's bdae present...i decided to buy her scarf...it's purple in colour...very soft...but come to think of it...mum doesn't have purple casual clothes...she have purple 'baju kurong'...and the scarf that i bought..was meant to for her casual clothes...hiya..oh nevermind...then we went to Giant supermarket...safiah bought 'Twix' (damn my ultimate fave)...Crisp chocolate for her brothers...and Ruffles BBQ crisps...initialy i wanted to buy 'Twix'..then changed to Snickers (my 2nd fave)...then come to think of it...i need to watch my weight...so i bought Lays BBQ crisps...hahaha...at least it's not that fattening as chocolates...i got a bulging tummy..i tell you..eventhough i look thin...my tummy is bulging of fats...argh!!!!! i need to get my beautiful abs back...haiz...stress man!!!!

we waited for the shuttle bus from SSC to Sembawang Mrt...in the bus..we talked about...ct's wedding to datuk k...a few celebs gossips...teen mums...and family planning...hahahaha...we talked about...marriage as well...i mean how old we want to get married...how many kids we wanna have..hahahaha....i can't believe that we actually talked about this...yup..family planning is important...but not now...hahahaha...but you have to plan for the future....

my bro just told me that he wanted to buy a Mp3 player...hmm...definitely that his gonna be better than mine...well nvm..in fact..i love mine just the way it is...currently i got 170 songs in my Mp3...i've yet to name it..hahaha...

im bloddy annoyed that some of McFly new songs from the upcoming 3rd album...was leaked on the internet...you know how painful it is for an artist...that your songs are leaked on the internet...especially when the songs are not even released yet..like Matt Willis...some of his songs were leaked b4 he could even released his first single...damn fed-up man with these ppl...haiz...so whoever got the new McFly songs...don't spread it around...it's just Demo..it can be changed...SO DON'T SPREAD IT AROUND!!

ok that's about it..

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Change of Song Again

hi punkettes..

i've changed the song again...hehehe..sorry..this time it's totally rock...it's a cover of Deftones, My Own Summer(Shove It) by Fightstar...yup..its very hard rock...Charlie screams in this one...is awesome!!!

well today..let's see...

i woke up at 9am..Dad asked me to make breakfast...so i went to the kitchen,boil some water..and make tea...it's a must for me...cuz if not..i will have a bad morning...then i took out some yesterday's plain rice, some chilli paste, some 'ikan bilis'....cut a little bit of shallots and garlic...smash some eggs...and fry...voila...fried rice..

it's a bit spicy...i must say...sorry...hahaha...

then mum called...she's at Sheng Siong...she came back from Johor and went straight to Sheng Siong...so bro and i picked her up...then she asked what we want to eat for lunch..nadia suggest Chicken Rice..so went to 'Mr Teh Tarik' at Marsiling...i bought 3 packets of Chicken Rice...went back home and eat...then i finished up my piles of dirty laundry...mum got a taste of my fried rice..and she say that it's spicy...that's what dad said in the morning...bro said it is spicy as well..but nadia said that it was delicious...i was shocked for a moment...at the same time felt gd..at least someone appreciate my cooking...fried rice isn't my specialty...my specialty..is Pasta..i love cooking pasta...

damn...i really can't wait for this stupid burden of mine to over...it's just another 2 more mnths...prelims is in 2 weeks time..and O level is around 7 weeks time...haiz...damn it's scary...

ok i think that's about it...school starts again tmr...haiz..hmm..i smell durians...i think i need to eat some...hahahahaha...

that's about it..

toodles...cheerio

Kayla

Survey

hi punkettes...

well..i got this from Riona's blog...it look interesting..so i decided to fill it up..since im bored..

enjoy reading:

1. How tall are you? -1.60m...hmm..quite short

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?-yeah...

3. Do you own a gun?-yup..i own toy gun..hahaha

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?-one crazy chic...

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?** lots...

6. What do you think of hot dogs?** i like the one with cheese inside...yummy!

7. What's your favorite christmas song?-Deck The Halls..

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?-TEA!!It's a must!

9. Do you do push-ups?nah...i lift up my dumbell..

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?No Way..

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nah..im single rite now...

12. Do you like the rain? yeah...it makes me go to sleep...

13.Do you own a knife?kitchen knife??butcher knife...??yeah..hahaha

14. What do you smell like?my perfume...

15. Do you have A.D.D.?ADD???

16. Full initials?-KVEE and FBMN

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.-my mind is blank...

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?-3 packets of Chicken Rice.

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in ordermost to least-Tea,Coke,100plus,Pepsi,Starbucks Vanilla coffee

20. What time did you wake up today?-9.00am

21. Can you spell?-of course

22. Current worry?-O Levels

23. Current hate?-The Bitch

24. Favorite place to be?-Any nice resorts

25. Least favorite place to be?-Dirty toilets and congested malls

26. Where would you like to go?-London

27. Do you own slippers?-Yup

28. What do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?-A sucessful careerwoman n might be engaged with my man.

29. Do you burn or tan?-I don't like tanning..nor burning

30.Yellow or blue?-Both

31. Would you be a pirate?-Nah

32.Last time your cell rang?-Yesterday

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?-any songs that is stuck in my head

34. What did you fear was going to get you atnight as a child?-Nah..not afraid at all...yup..its true im not afraid of the dark

35. What's in your pockets right now?-nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?-watching Little Britain

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?-hmm..the one with Hello Kitty

38. Worst injury you've ever had?-when i was a kid..being hit by a motorcycle..

39. What is your GPA?-huh??

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?-2...

41. Who is your loudest friend?-Hui Yu, Xue Ling

42. Who is your most silent friend?Yawen

43. Does someone have a crush on you?-i dun know

44. Do you wish on stars?-sometimes...but stars are gorgeous to look at..

45. What is your favorite book?-Jewels by Danielle Steel

46. What song did you last hear?-My Own Summer-Fightstar

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?-You've Got Friend-McFly

49. What were you doing 12AM last night?-Reading Smash Hits

50. What was the first thing you thought of whenyou woke up?-Nothing..dad asked me to make tea

Thanks Iqa

hi punkettes...

i wanna thanks iqah for clearing out my doubts for add maths...now i understand better...but kinematics...i think i better ask mr soong more about it...kkk..anyways thanks once again...oh iqah..luscious means delicious..you're right..ms wong is not...hahahaha..but to be safe you can replace this word as scrumptious...

i'm damn hungry...cuz im fasting..haiz...im happy that will be able to sleep in peace since Nadia is not around...mum just called and she said that she'll be home tmr...oh wait..i can't sleep in peace...bcuz i have to wake up early tmr...to cook breakfast for dad...haiz...hmm..what to cook...fried rice???pasta???hmm...i don't know....any suggestions???oh well..

phew...hwrk done...so i can sit back and relax tmr...yay!! aaahhhh...ok that's about it

toodles...cheerio

Kayla