Highs And Lows

hi punkettes...

It's the end of the year. Wow, a year has passed so fast. Hmm...this year has been a great year. I promised to make it awesome but nah...it is just great.
Highlights?? Hmm let me think...

Some of the good ones are...
1. I passed my O Levels.
2. Got into a Poly.
3. Got a laptop. (My baby)
4. Got a lot of new friends. Some are horny, some are wacky, some are crazy. But all of them are awesome!!!
5. Summer date with a hot guy. (Hehehe)
6. Had a lot of fun and laughter.

There's always bad ones right....like
1. I had a not so good bdae celebration.
2. Attempted suicide for the 3rd time. (Yes, for 3 times already, yet Im alive)
3. Heartbroken.
4.Depression

and lots of other not so good stuff that I don't wanna say it. Too painful to remember.

But hey, i wont let history repeat itself. No way. I try my best not to.
So for the year ahead, I wish for the best and hopefully I can face the challenges that lies ahead.
Fiza hwaiting!! Hahaha!

New Year is coming so Im setting new resolution too. Hmm. Haha.

So I Wanna wish you guys HAPPY NEW YEAR!! HELLO 2008!!

toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

hi punkettes...

well, yesterday is Hari Raya Aidiladha and also my bdae according to islamic calendar. Yeah, I was born on Hari Raya Aidiladha, that's what my mum says. So I am 19 yesterday.
Hmm...yesterday's celebrations? It was normal. And it is the first time I didn't celebrate with my mum's side cuz all of them went to KL to my aunt's house and celebrate there. Tisk!
If not cuz of bro's NS re-service today, my family will be at KL now. Darn!

Yesterday, mum woke me up at 7am. She told me to get ready by 8am. Then 8am, we went to Cik Dah's house where grandma is, bro dropped us there then he went to prayers. I had my breakfast there. Mum's sambal goreng is the best. I really really adore her sambal goreng. Then after a while, Mak Mok came with more food. Nasi Bryani!! OMG! Another fave of mine. I ate a lot of it.

Then about 10am, all of us went to Johor to Mak Long's house. It was raining heavily, so thank god there's no traffic jam at the Causeway. I fell asleep on the way. At Mak Long's house, there's even more food!! There I played with my nieces and nephew. Some of them are irritating, but it's ok. Kids, what do you expect. Haha.

There's this particular cat at Mak Long's house which is super tamed. I mean, so the manja. He slept on my lap. Haha. About 6pm, we went home.
But on the way home, I kept on sneezing in the car. Must be the cat. Cuz it's far, was all over the carpet and also me. Urgh!

Back home, I didn't feel well. But one thing made me feel good.
I check my webmail, and Nicole from NTU emailed me. I met her from the AFA workshop. She emailed that our film, won the Best Film Project. We won a very expensive canon camera which Kent(the one who look and sound like Simon Amstell) estimated worth around $1600. We decided to distribute the money equally. Yay! So I should get $400!! Haha. First thing I wanna buy is PSP slim!! Modified! Haha. Then the rest of the money I can shop, or maybe pay for my driving classes fee.Yay!

I'm still sick with flu now. Haiz. But at least I got good sleep. Haha.
Hmm..what else, Hady Mirza won Asian Idol. I voted!! Haha. Oh ya, yesterday, me and my aunts and cuzins watch the repeat of Asian Idol. And we were like judging each of the idol's performance. And we even fought about who is best and who is not. Haha.

Hmm what else...
The other day, I found a way to play all most of my favourite Sega Genesis Mega Drive games on my laptop! I am so so happy. It's been 10 years since I last played the Sega games. Thank you Sega Emulator!! My favourites are Sonic The Hedgehog, Sonic and Knuckles, Tiny Toons, MJ Moonwalker, The Flinstones, Chase HQ...etc etc. I wanna download more!

Oh, anyone got Counter Strike Source??? I wanna play it!! The graphic is the best!! Those who have it, PM me plzz!!

Ok then, that's about it.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

준수오빠, 생일축하합니다!

hi punkettes

준수오빠, 생일축하합니다!

Basically it says, Junsu oppa, Happy Birthday!

Yes, it is my love at first sight for DBSK, Kim Junsu birthday. His birthday is tmr though.But in case I forgot I wanna wish him a Happy 21/22 Birthday. He's 22 in Korea but in English calendar he's 21. Korean birthdays are weird. Hehe.

Oh ya, a very Happy Birthday to Kim Junsu's twin too, Kim Junho.

So Happy Birthday!!! May All your wishes comes true, and stay healthy and cheerful always!Best of health to you okay, darling! Love you!

This is Junho(left) and Junsu(right) when they were young. How cute!!

Let's reflect when is the first time I saw Junsu. It's around Jan 07, I was watching MTV. Then a korean mv was on. It is a guy and a girl duet called Timeless. I said to myself, the guy is cute! Then the next day, I asked Erika to search the song for me. The song was by Jang Ri In and Xiah Junsu. Then I found that Junsu was part of DBSK. So that's where I started to love for DBSK! And Xiah Junsu was the first member that I like, before hubby Jaejoong came along. Haha.

Happy Birthday!

toodles..cheerio

Kayla Anika

hoo-lee-dae moooddd

hi punkettes

today is like my bad and my good day at the same time.
bad, simply because, first thing in the morning, i had kaya spread on my shirt, then during class, my skirt torn off. haiz. luckily i got my black shawl. and i wrapped arnd it as a skirt. clever am i? haha. hey, it's stylish okay! haha.

good, cuz class ends at 1pm. and we're like having 6th p at 12.30pm. no ppt. juz plainly do wrksht. fun rite. slack. then we went lunch at pizza hut wif our cognitive faci anne marie. cuz today might be her last lesson with us, she might be leaving for germany to follow her husband. sad isn't it. she is the nicest faci ever.

someone needs to get a real 'rembat' from the class. i dun want to mention the name. i believe the whole class know. except for those dumb dumbs ah. class watch out for my pm on msn. we nid to discuss this matter. hehehe. the devil inside fiza starting to talk. muahahaha. 'tanduk fiza dh kluar, so beware ehk." this person nk step cute jek. ish. menyampah. dh lah tk buat keje, gagap lak tu, nk step cute. getting on my nerves man.

now im at my grandma's house cuz aunt went out wif my cuzins to celebrate cuzin mira bdae. so im here to stay wif grandma till she comes back. im bored to death. hurray for the internet!! phew! haha.

holiday is approaching. I so bloody need it la. im dead tired nowadays. the weather is so nice to sleep all day. to cut short im in the holiday mood now. xmas is approaching. i want xmas presents plzz...hahaha. i want psp slim for xmas. can can can? hahaha.

to ain, sorry i cant come to watch oddessy this saturday. going shopping wif mum at johor ah. and also im going to cut my hair. yes, i am going to have a new hairdo. bob with 'bangs' perhaps. not sure. but i will cut my hair this saturday.

i'll upload pics as soon i get home okie.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Holiday Mood. Haiz.

hi punkettes...


last saturday, i came down to millenia walk with Erika and fiqah to support kyra on her fashion design competition. But in the morning i went to peninsular with mimi cuz she wanted to buy rock band tees. I saw H.I.M t-shirt which I really really like, but Im scared that If i bought it, mum will go bezerk. Probably i will buy some other band like Muse, or 30 secs to mars, some other time. I want to buy a skinny too, a white one.

Thanks to Mimi too, I got the McFly 2008 Calendar. Hey, I am still a fan of McFly. Well, stupid me, I actually completely forgot to bring cash. I was cashless on that day. Stupid right!!?? I simply to bring my cash. Girl, I promise to pay you back, just remind me about it, I may forget about it. But thanks to mimi too, I got a scream from her mum. She suppose to go home after she meet me, but she went somewhere else. Then her mum called me and she was screaming as soon I told her that Mimi went somewhere else. How I am suppose to know where she went? That idiot switch off her phone. Fucker.

So anyways, Kyra's team didnt win. They got a consolation prize. Well, good job for making it to the finals. I like your cape. But the colour combination, I gotta agree with that big haired judge. Hehe. But hey, learn from criticism aight?!

So kyra, this is your best shot. Haha.

It's been raining for a few days. The weather is cooling, makes me fall asleep.
School has been ok but sometimes it is suxs. GG is kinda crazy nowadays.

Some of my classmates have our own little miss and mr men nicknames. I'm little miss stubborn.
Azri-Mr Chatterbox
Ain-Little Miss Busy
Minah-Little Miss Twin
Zul-Mr Forgetfull
Khai-Mr.Greedy
Dian-Little Miss Vain
Weiling-Little Missy Bossy
Amanda-Little Miss Late
and much more.

Today, I didnt come to sch, simply because I overslept. My phone was under my pillow and I couldn't hear a single alarm sound coming from it. Yes, I woke up at 11am. Judging from my classmates msn nicks right now, I believe that the problem for today which is Science is tough. Was it? Hehe.

Oh ya, Kyra, What are you going to do with the dresses? I was thinking to setup our business, u know, our own label that we've created long time ago. Shall we? And thanks for the wallie of my hubby!!

Ok now, that's all for now.
I'm so in holiday mood.
toodles...cheerio
Kayla Anika

Hot N Cold

hi punkettes..

Yes, I'm finally back from hiatus. I need to get some peace in my mind when everything seems so messed up with me. I've been dissapointed, pissed off and much more. I'm being too sensitive. But that's me, I'm a sensitive person. Nt many ppl might know it, but yes, I'm sensitive. I get 'kecik hati' or dissapointed easily.

After 3 days at kampung, there's a lot of experiencing going on. Me and My cuzin met a ghost. We're not sure it was a ghost but my cuzin claim that he saw it.
This happens on Saturday night. All of my cuzin are bored to death. We are REALLY bored! No entertainment at all. So we decided to go for a night walk. It was pitch black but only with the help of a torchlight. As we were walking along, my cuzin said that he saw a white figure After he said that, we ran like hell.
Thank god I managed to video it using my hp, this is what we saw in the video. Just focus on the right of the video, after I say "Can you flash it to your face?" to my cuzin, see a white figure appearing behind her.





Well, Im not sure it was a ghost or what. But it seems like it.

Then after that experience, my cuzins , my nephew and I decided to play blackjack. But there's a catch on whoever lost the round. Draw something ridiculous on the faces with face paint. It was damn funny.

Look at our faces, I was an italian man.

Here's another way on how we kill our boredom. It was 1.30am, 2 of my cuzins and I were chit chatting and telling some jokes. Then we found a motorcycle dashboard and we decided to play with it. Here's another video of it.

This shows on how bored we are in the middle of the night. Everyone was asleep except for the 3 of us.

The temperature at kampung was hot as hell during the day but cold as ice in the night. It was cold in the night. We don't even use fans while we are sleeping. Most of us were on jackets and sweaters.

I came home on Monday and damn, flu came back. I sleep for the rest of the day.
Cuz I'm plain tired. Haiz.

I just realised that the trip to the kampung, is like the first time we went back together with my relatives since 10 years ago. Haha. Yeah. It was fun. All the memories we used to have 10 years ago, came back to our minds. We laugh and talk about it.

I'll post more pictures when i have time okie.
But right now, Im back with the flu bug. Ish.

toodles..cheerio
Kayla Anika