Happy New Year

hi punkettes..

I know I'm a day late, but oh well, Happy New Year! Happy 2010.

A decade has passed since Y2K. Whoa.

Which means, I'm gonna be a year older.

Which means, I'm gonna have a new lifestyle.

Which means, I'm gonna have new year resolution.

But before I come to the resolution, reflection time.

2009.

It's my crucial year as I'm a sunbae (senior in korean) in the school.

The whole world is on my shoulders as I have to deal with 2 FYP and PP at the same time.

I've lost my motivation like million of times.

I've been utterly depressed once.

I've done the unthinkable once.

I fought with my best friend after that okay again.

I've been betrayed.

I went on a date and failed again.

To sum it up, 2009 wasn't a good one for me.

Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to what 2010 will bring me.

So the resolutions. Hmm...

Pretty simple.

1. Find Work

I'm graduating soon, hopefully, then with my cert in hand, I hope to find a decent job that will lighten the burden of my family. I want my dad to stop working and retire happily with mum. It's time for me to take care of them. It hurts my heart to see Dad working with his condition right now. So gotta find work. Dad can help me, he got lots of network, i think. Hehe.

2. Find Boyfriend (it's not an urgency though)

Well, if I get a decent job, which means I will be making my own money right? I'm not gonna be broke to go on dates right? And since I'm turning the full legal age in SG, I'm definitely old enough to handle stuff on my own right? I'm still holding on to first love but it will take a while for me to find a way back into love. Perhaps maybe the reason why I'm still single is maybe because I'm that hard to be loved? Will I ever let go of my first love? Haiz.

3. Be A Good Daughter.

I want to take full responsibility of my parents now. It's time for me to repay back my debt to them. It's my time now.

That's it. Just 3. The main one.

As the year goes along, I'll have more like having a 21st Bdae bash!

that's about it.

toodles...cheerio
Fyza Yoora

ps: i'm still thinking of changing my blog url.