For a moment.

For a moment, I wish I was dead.
For a moment, I was hurting.
For a moment, I was weak.
For a moment, I can hardly speak.

SO WHY WON'T YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP, WHEN I'M HAVING SO MUCH STRESS!!
IDIOT! IDIOT!
NOW THE WHOLE FAMILY BLAME ME CUZ OF YOU, DAMN IT!

Sorry to my buddies that I msg, saying that I feel like I wanna die.
Because such problems has been going on for a long time, n I'm hurting every time.
And every time, I feel like dying. I'm at the edge of the cliff, hanging on, about to fall.
Cuz seriously, I really don't know what to do. Sorry for my nonsense